MysticSubmissive

I've been into bondage since I was 4 yrs old. It became a sexual thing about the age of 10.
At 13 I would imagine I'd been kidnapped and forced to write out explicitly what he would do to me... and then I would act it out.
At 15, I baby-sat one summer for 3 little boys who's favorite game was cowboys and indians. Guess who was tied to a tree every afternoon? I don't know if they got off on it as much as I did.
I never told anyone about my inner desires until I met my ex. He loved to play like that until our first child was born. He, then, announced one evening that "that" kind of play was childish and we should put it away now. So I did, for about 25 years, until I was so sexually frustrated I couldn't stand myself.
The last 15 yrs we had sex 3 or 4 times a year and it always amazed me that he could hop on, hump, cum and roll over without ever touching my clit. After a few years of that I eventually forgot how to climax.
Since the divorce, my inner desires have rekindled, and the fascination with bondage has begun again. I love oral pleasuring both giving and receiving, as well as playing with "toys".
Two of my favorite bondage positions are:
1. From standing behind the couch, leaning over the back into the seat, wrists tied to the front legs, butt in the air, feet barely touching the floor.
2. In a chair, arms bound to the chair arms, ankles tied to the front legs of the chair.
But for me, bondage must be accompanied by mental domination to be taken, captured, controlled... to be told that I'm yours to play with for as long as you'd like and there's nothing I can do to stop you. Its the entire struggle thing that excites me.

Contact me! Let's find out if we click.
mysti