A Christian Commune

Christinity is not the only offender

why is so much cruelty done in God's name no matter the religion

I was totally mesmerised with this story from the first sentence to the very compelling last. There is a huge amount of power and emotion in your words. Love your work.

I liked the story in the beginning as i can completely relate to it...coz i'm from Hindu community where sex is a subject abt which ppl don't talk too freely, but of course my community isn't half as repressed as yours. I come from the land of Kamasutra but still no one talks abt it too openly....of course we r modern ppl living in big cities n having an urban lifestyle...but still as a kid i'd been taught abt good n bad n talking abt such things was bad n dirty. I got awakened to such feelings only when i was 16, which is pretty late compared to girls in european countries.n the first time i got an orgasm was when i was 17, when i masturbated as in just massaged my clit. i cud relate with u coz when got my 1st orgasm i just froze n thought was gonna collapse n the contractions were never-ending. The 1st time i became wet was when i was 15, reading Mills n Boon, n i had no idea why the heck did i feel like pissing every 2 mins. But ur obsession with pain is something i cannot understand, especially around the pubic areas. GOD-PAINFUL-THOUGHT! the only thing i hope like the previous commenter is that this was just a story and ur situation of cutting etc was just made-up. But i have to say your style of explaining was really good n u can be a very good writer, if u aren't already. Hope to read happier stories from u in future... Cheers!

I so hope this is a story or something other than reality.