Becoming Linda

I decided to share my story with you as it is still fresh in my mind.

I am in my late teens with a very feminine side that I started discovering much earlier. I live with my sister, my mom whose a workaholic, and my stepfather John who is caucasian.

I am Chinese-American, 5 feet, 4 inches tall with a nice, completely hairless body except my pubic area and under my armpits. My body is a bit on the full side, and I have long, thick and soft black hair that I keep in a pony tail. According to my sister, I have the greatest butt any girl would die to have, and I tend to agree with her as I look at my profile in the mirror, especially when I wear her undies. I have a very small cock that is about 3.5 inches when I am excited and no more than one inch in normal circumstances which used to embarrass the hell out of me in school when we have to take a shower after PE classes. But when I cum, I heavily ejaculate. Due to the small size of my cock I am not able to pee standing without making a mess, so my mom forced me for as long as I remember to pee sitting;

-"like the girl you were meant to be" as my stepfather always says.

Since we grew up poor until she married John, she had me share my sister's underwear. I never had a problem with that; actually I enjoyed it, especially when I wear the satin undies that rub very nicely on my butt and "cockett" as my sister calls my dick.

To tune my body, I have been going to Jimbo's Gym for the last 3 months, it is a small gym and even though I hated the owner Jim, it is the only one my mom would let me go to since it was a walking distance from our house, and it was cheap.

About a month after I joined the gym I noticed that Sterve, Jim's only help, had a lot more interest in me than any of the other members. Steve who was a senior in the same all-boys Catholic high school I went to, was like me, a lot on the shy side. We never talked in school since he was in a higher class, but I have certainly noticed him. He was well built, handsome and never picked on me like the others did. It was obvious he desperately needed the money for him to have stuck it out working for Jim for the last 6 months.

Jim was very different from Steve and myself; he was black, much taller than either one of us, and at 35 was a lot older than either of us. He also was very mean and intimidating. No wonder he could not keep many of his customers or maintain his business. I always felt sorry for the way he treated Steve, and I think it was obvious to Steve that I sympathized with him but I did not dare make Jim notice this.

I guess, Steve noticed and felt that he wanted to be nice to me in return, or at least this is what I initially thought, so he acted like a personal trainer any time he got a chance without drawing Jim's attention.

On my second month I started noticing that Steve was more than paying attention to my training, he was also paying a lot of attention to my body by "stealing" looks at me through the mirrors or when he thought I was not watching. The first time I caught him, he was looking at my bubble butt while I was face down on the bench and doing butt and thigh curls. At first I felt awkward and uncomfortable, so I looked away from him and for some reason I was afraid he would notice that I saw him.

I continued to exercise but I could still feel him looking at my butt. Through the reflection in the mirror, I could see why he was ogling my butt. I was wearing a fluffy red shorts that were really short; one that I had borrowed from my sister. The shorts were pulled up so high that almost half of my butt was showing, it was covered for the most part by my light blue satin underwear that was riding tight in the crack of my ass.

I started to get turned on with the idea that I am getting Steve's attention and my cockett was starting to get hard and press against the bench giving me an incredible feeling. I looked back at the mirror to see if Steve was still watching, he sure was, and he had an obvious hard-on that he was trying desperately to hide. Even though I was embarrassed, I had an incredible feeling that I could have such an effect on anybody.

I wished I could continue to give Steve a show, but my thighs had given up and I could not lift them any more. Steve sensed my dilemma. Being the gentlemen he is, he walked towards me, holding a towel in front of his crotch, and asked me if I needed help to do couple of more curls. His offer thrilled me and I could not resist.

He stood behind me and grabbed me by the ankles as I spread my legs as far as I could while still holding to the handles. I new this would give him a full view of my butt and the light blue silk underwear that squeezed between my ass cheeks. In order to give him a nice and long view, I told him as he held my ankles that I needed him to wait a minute as I was very tired and that he needed to be patient.

He was very glad to oblige. As I lied there on my stomach, I looked at the mirror, and saw that his bulge was now a huge tent and he was making no attempt to hide it. My cockett became so hard that it was very painful to push it against the hard bench. Once I got Steve's full attention, I started doing my curls while Steve was helping me lift my ankles. To reduce the pressure on my cocket I lifted my butt which I knew would give Steve an even better view.

After about five leg curls, my butt was going very high, and out of the blue, I felt Steve's hand on it pushing it firmly down. "It is better to keep it down in order to get the full benefit of the exercise" he said. I couldn't and didn't want to object, so all I could do was thank him. I felt his hand burning on my butt as it was holding it down and giving it a light squeeze. His thumb was pressing lightly against my asshole and with every leg curl, I could feel his thumb pressing deeper into my ass crack and against my asshole. The pressure was also building on my cockett and as I felt I was going to cum in my panties we were interrupted by Jim as he walked in on us and we both froze.

Jim did not say a word but it was obvious from my red face and Steve's attempt to cover his bulge that something was not right. Still he reacted like nothing was going on and just walked away. I was terrified that if he caught us, he would tell my mom and that she and John would give me the whipping of my life as they have done several times, especially John who always found reasons to spank me as he had me lay down on his lap.

Worse, Steve could lose his job. Once I had relaxed and my cockett assumed its non existent position, I walked off the bench and went to the free-weights room. Admiring my profile in the mirror as I exercised, Steve surprised me by walking in.

-"Jim is busy in his office doing the books, and I would be glad to help you in your work-outs".

- "Oh, that's great, I need all the help", I said as I felt a twinkle in my cockett.

Steve came behind me as I could see the beginning of bulge in his shorts. I am sure he caught me looking at it in the mirror as his eyes met mine. I just stood there with the weights in my hands as he got close behind me and I could feel the heat coming from his body.

With both his hands, he grabbed my waist pulled me close to him, and then slid his hands to my chest to straighten my body. His hands then moved to meet mine and help me hold the weights in the proper way. This left little room between his body and mine as I could feel his breath on my neck as he told me to relax.

His breath was not the only thing I could feel, I started feeling his cock barley touching my ass as blood starting rushing to my face and my hands started to weaken. This gave him a reason to grab my hands firmly and close any gap between his body and mine. I felt his cock now very hard and pushing against my left ass cheek.

- "relax, its OK, Jim is doing the books and does not want to be disturbed", Steve whispered into my ear as his cock was pressing clumsily against my ass.

I felt very dirty that I am letting a guy press his cock against my ass and I was also terrified that Jim would walk in at any minute, but something deep inside of me wanted me to feel more of Steve's cock pressing against my ass.

As my face was getting red and I had a very dry feeling in my mouth, I mustered all the courage I could get, and lightly wiggled my ass and repositioned it until his cock was wedged and lost in between my ass cheeks. That was the hint he needed for him to push harder into my soft ass. I froze for a second and could not move a single muscle.

He acted like nothing was happening and with his hands he pushed the weights upward towards my shoulders reminding me that I should breath out as I exert force. A stuttered "OK" is all that could come out of my dry mouth.

We remained like this for few seconds that felt like eternity. Suddenly Steve started rubbing his cock into the crack of my ass enough to feel the full size and heat of his cock. My cockett was throbbing wanting to be relieved but there was little I could do except push my ass up and down against his hard cock. This allowed my cockett to rub against the tight silk panties I was wearing.

I could feel Jim's cock was itself on fire and it would not be long before he came. As he was grinding his cock into the crack of my ass, I kept pushing back, I was dying to make him cum, I wanted for the first time in my life to make somebody cum, especially Steve.

It was not long before Steve's body stiffened, his hands held mine very tightly, chocking the blood off, and his cock pushed so hard into me, I almost fell.

I could feel his cock throb against my ass as Steve kept on pressing it very hard into me. I started feeling very warm liquid seeping through the soft fabric of my shorts and panties. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes until Steve's cock softened. As he released his grip, he said:

- "Linda, this feels great, thank you!"

- "But my name is Lenny, not Linda" I told him in a soft voice.

- "I know, but I think Linda suits you better".

He slapped my ass as he walked away and told me to go wash up. I was so embarrassed to be called Linda, but after all, this is what I feel inside and this is what I have felt for a very long time. Using the side mirror I looked at my shorts, and sure enough, there was a big wet spot, smack on the middle of my ass.

I ran to the lockers, grabbed my stuff and left without taking a shower as I usually do. As I was rushing out of the door, Steve gave me a wink and said:

- "Sweet dreams Linda" He got me by surprise and embarrassed the hell out of me as I noticed that Jim heard him and gave me a funny look as he looked at the wet spot on my shorts.

At home, I went straight to bed, snuggled under the sheets naked and started smelling the wet spot that Steve left on my shorts. I could not stop thinking about what happened, about the close encounter with Jim and its consequences, and how all of that was so terrifying.

But the thought of teasing Steve and having such an impact on him and then making him cum. The thought of his cock getting so hard just by the sight of my ass and panties, and his hard cock squeezed between my ass cheeks turned me on more than I was ever turned on.

I went out of bed, locked the door, and started looking at myself in the mirror while thinking of what had turned Steve on. I put back on my soiled shorts and panties, and pulled them up forcing them to curl as far as possible through my crack. The feeling was incredible as I could see both ass cheeks halfway exposed and the material pushing against my asshole and my cockett.

The pressure against my asshole gave me an incredible burning sensation. I kept pulling and rubbing on my shorts and panties until I wetted my panties. I was still so horny that I had to jerk myself twice that night before I could get myself to sleep.

I was imagining how Steve's cock really looked like. I have seen many non-erect cocks after PE at school, few in a semi erect state, all of course were larger than mine, and the only hard one I saw was my stepfather's and it was through the outline of his pajamas after he had just finished giving me a bare-bottom spanking. So I really wanted so much to see Steve's and maybe touch it if I was lucky.

For the next couple of days, all I could think of is my encounter at the gym and once I got home from school I would run to my room and jerk myself for couple of times thinking about what happened and running ideas through my mind on how I could turn on Steve even more.

One thought was to wear one of my sister's thongs. So on the night before going again to the gym, I decided to wear her black thong and try it on with my red fluffy shorts. As I put the thong on, I felt the pressure of the string buried deep in my ass crack and pushing against my asshole.

After wearing them, I pulled them up as high as I could without looking too awkward, and I bent over as I would while stretching in order to see the effect in the mirror. The top of the thong was showing, both ass cheeks were showing halfway, and my testicles and cockett were well hidden.

Anybody looking would have definitely guessed that they were looking at a nice girlie ass. Except there was one problem. Even though I was almost completely hairless, I could still see some unsightly hair around my asshole. I panicked as I felt that would be a big turn off. No girl's ass should have hair on it, as mom always told my sister. So I sneaked into my sister's room and "borrowed" her electric hair remover.

I went into my room, locked the door, put on some music loud enough to cover the sound, crouched on the floor naked with a mirror on the floor few inches away from my asshole. In this position I also noticed some hair around my testicles that also had to be removed.

Half an hour into the process, I had my testicles and all of my ass cleaned out, and was left with the area just around my asshole. I had to be extra careful around my asshole as I could see the soft wrinkles of pink flesh that could easily be hurt with the electric shaver.

Very carefully I started to slowly approach my asshole, and I could feel the cold metal against the soft flesh. My hand was shaking as I got closer. It took me a long 15 minutes to remove the last hair with a minor cut that let a little blood. I could not believe how much hair was taken off for somebody who considers herself to be "almost hair free".

Once I was done, I took a shower to wash off. I could not believe the feeling of my extremely smooth hairless ass as I was soaping it; especially the feel of my asshole and its surrounding. My hands felt gliding over my skin as I was rubbing my ass cheeks with creamy soap and it was like I was feeling somebody else's ass, not my own ass. I slid my middle finger up and down my ass crack it was such an incredible feeling to feel the smoothness with no hair whatsoever. It was not long before my finger found its way into my asshole and I was sliding it in imagining it Steve's cock sliding into my boy-pussy. I couldn't do that for long before I started jerking myself until I had the best orgasm of my life.

The next morning I liberally applied moisturizing cream on my ass and decided to wear the thong all day to school along with tight pants that showed the outlines of my thong to whoever cared to look. At that time I did not care even if all the school teased me. I was Linda and I was feminine, as feminine could come. I felt liberated, and no longer had issues with that. Thanks to Steve and his awakening to my feminine side.

During school I had several looks, some were mean, but many were looks of admiration or amazement. Either way I was very excited and could not wait until I got to the gym. This was Wednesday, which is Jim's poker night. On these days, Steve locks up and I new I could be alone with him. I was determined to tease him more and hopefully at least get a peek at his cock, and if I am lucky to touch it.

I made it a point to get to the gym as late as possible hopefully avoiding Jim, and indeed, as I got there he was on his way out, but making sure to give me a nasty look as he left. I directly headed to the change room. Above my sister's black thong, I wore her fluffy red shorts, and had them up so high that without any effort, a good chunk of my ass was showing.

I headed directly to the weight room hoping that Steve would soon join me. However, after waiting in vain for a very long ten minutes he did not show up. I headed to the nautilus area and saw that there was only one customer and Steve was helping her. He seemed to be very cordial to her, their eyes told me there was something, and she was certainly hot, even though she was a lot older than Steve. The blood rushed through my veins as I felt that he dumped me for the real thing. I acted like neither one of them existed, especially him, but deep down I was very hurt and felt so terrible and dirty for allowing him in our last encounter to cum on my ass.

I saw all my fantasies and dream get crushed in front of my eyes. I felt like screaming at him and running out, never to set foot in the gym again. But deep down I felt that I did not want to mess it up with him and did not want to lose him forever. I decided to act normal, and take my regular shower before I left as if nothing has happened.

So after about 15 minutes, as she was done, I headed calmly to the locker room and picked the first shower stall which allowed me to see myself in the mirror. I started to slowly take off my clothes as I was holding myself from not bursting in tears of loss and humiliation. As I took off my shorts, I saw my reflection in the mirror wearing the black thong. I felt a tingle go through my body as I realized how sexy I looked.

As I turned to look at my profile, I noticed that Steve was standing by the door. I froze not knowing whether he was watching me or just waiting for me to get the hell out so he could close up the gym and join his new bitch. I did not want him to know that I have noticed him, so I continued to admire myself in the mirror while trying to give him a show. I thought this is my chance; I either win him or lose him for ever. So I was determined to give him the tease of his life, the best I could.

I turned around to make sure he saw the great profile of my butt as I caressed my nipples and slowly brought my hands down to my waist and then grabbing my butt cheeks and slowly massaging them with both hands. I then turned around giving him a full back view of my butt, and grabbed the thong around the waist, bring it slightly down, and then slowly pulling it up as high as it could go until I made sure it was completely lost between my ass cheeks.

By that time I figured he must have been enjoying the show, as he had not yet told me to get the hell out. That gave me a boost to go even further. Frankly I was also getting so hot that I did not care whether or not he was watching. I stuck my finger in my mouth and started sucking it as if I was sucking his cock. Once it was real wet I slid it to my ass crack, under the thong, and slid it between my ass cheeks until it reached my asshole. I pushed against my smooth and cream-covered asshole and rubbed it up and down my crack and stopping along the way for few seconds to push it against my asshole.

At this time my cockett was in deep need of being touched but I did not want to do that as I was afraid this may turn him off. I was so hot that I started getting thoughts of wanting to go beyond teasing if that's what he wanted. I was ready to do anything in order not to lose him.

While still giving him a good view of my butt, I started taking my thong off and as I pulled it down I did not drop it, instead I kept bending over as I slid it down my legs to my ankles. I was sure this gave him a hell of a view of my ass and maybe of my asshole. That also must have told him I was his for the taking. Without looking back at him, I hung my thong up on the hanger on top of my towel and turned on the shower.