Controller Ch. 06

"You heard me! You cheat on me, and it's off with your balls. You cheat on me and bring back nasty shit and I cut off your dick too."

I looked at Eli, but couldn't keep back a snort. "I lose it all, huh."

The anger and frustration bled from him and he sagged against me. "Why would someone do that to someone they say they love."

I hugged him close. "I don't know, Eli. I don't know."

Eli sagged against me for a minute. "We need to get checked. I've put it off and we've played a few times and we didn't have the right protection. I want us tested, and then I don't want to be with anyone else."

"Me too, Eli."

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Eli sat quietly staring into space, idly flipping the game controller from one hand to the other. He'd been in this mood for the past several hours, ever since we got home from visiting Michael. He'd said very little on the drive back either. The silence wore on me but I wasn't certain how to handle it. The visit to Michael had thrown Eli into a deep funk.

As I sat and tried to come up with a way to get him out of his depression, Eli began to talk. "You know, that could have been us. We haven't been all that careful lately."

I shook my head. "No. There's one big huge difference between Michael and us. We haven't been sleeping around."

Eli glanced at me. "You look. I've seen you look."

"Well, shit! I'm not dead. I've seen you check out a butt or two. It's not just me."

The tension built for a few moments, then Eli seemed to deflate as he let out his held breath. "Okay, looking isn't cheating. I guess you're right. And just because I look doesn't mean I want to jump in bed with the guy,"

I waited for a minute to make sure Eli had calmed down. "Exactly. I haven't been with anyone else. You made it pretty clear how you felt about cheaters."

"I hate to be lied to, and cheating is the worst kind of lie as far as I'm concerned. And look at Michael, now he's HIV positive. Fucking idiot."

I lifted my eyebrows. "I'm a fucking idiot?"

Eli finally turned to me and smiled. "No! Michael is the idiot. You are my hot boyfriend who could get anyone he wanted.."

I couldn't help but chuckle. "Being your boyfriend doesn't mean I won't be stupid, and I don't want anyone else."

Eli leaned over and tapped my cheek playfully. "I'll cut ya, man."

I grinned back at him. "Yes, I know."

Eli walked to me and sat down. He wrapped his arm around my waist and leaned his head against my shoulder. "You want to go get something to eat? I'm starved."

"Sure. There's a new place near campus."

"The Thai place? That sounds good."

Eli looked around, sprinted to the bathroom, and closed the door. I heard drawers open and close for a few moments then the sound of Eli peeing. I leaned against the wall and chuckled. "You know, I've seen it before. And a lot closer than from across the room."

The door opened and a slightly red faced Eli appeared. "I know, I know. But sometimes I need a little privacy."

I wondered since Eli is one of the least private guys I've ever been around, at least with me. But I didn't want to press the issue. I frowned when Eli pulled on a hoodie, with his shorts and tee. "You know, it's not that cold out. And..." I motioned to the shorts and jacket.

Eli grinned, seeming to relax a little. "This is perfect. Let's go eat, I'm starved."

I knew something was up, but decided this wasn't the time to play twenty questions. By the time we left the apartments, Eli was as hyperactive as I'd ever seen him. When we covered the distance to the restaurant, he seemed ready to do a parkour run. When we were seated, his foot was moving faster than Thumper.

"Eli, what's crawled up your ass. You're acting a little freaky."

Eli slammed to a halt and grinned. "Nope, everything's fine. I'm just looking forward to something other than the food court stuff."

Before I could come up with a response, the waiter arrived. Eli wanted to try some new dishes and we ended up trying several things we'd never had before, including some that left my mouth singed and sweat beading on my forehead. I finished the last bite and smiled at Eli. "That was good. We'll have to come back again."

Eli glanced out the window at the gathering nightfall then back at me. "Let's get some dessert. I hear the mango sticky rice is delicious."

I shrugged and sat back as Eli ordered dessert for both of us. By the time we had finished, night had fallen and there was a trail of blue pools of light along the campus walkways.

As we walked through the quiet grounds, Eli reached over and took my hand in his. The simple gesture brought me a great deal of comfort. He had that effect on me lately. Just thinking about him would make me smile so much that people asked what I was doing.

We'd reached one of the most secluded parts of the walk and Eli pulled me to a stop. He reached up and caressed my face with a serious look in his eyes. "I love you, Nate."

My body began to shake as all sorts of emotions bubbled up inside me. "I love you too, Eli. What's going on?"

Eli dropped to one knee in front of me, and grabbed my hand. His other hand fished inside the pocket of his hoodie and after a few moments he pulled out a small box. He looked back at me and flipped the box open with his thumb. Our eyes locked and I could see a tear trickle down his face.

"Nate, will you marry me?"

My legs started to shake and I thought I was going to puke. "Oh, fuck..."

My gut twisted into a convoluted knot as I looked down at Eli. A whirlwind of thoughts raced through me. I couldn't believe he was proposing. The moment stretched out as I tried to sort through my feelings. Tears began to well up, and I fought to control them.

"Ah. Nate?"

I looked down at Eli to see his face twisted in pain, and I dropped down in front of him, trapping him in a tight embrace. When I released him, tears were running down both our faces. "Yes! Of course! I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

Eli wiped the tears from his face, a smile covering it. "I was starting to wonder."

I kissed him and pulled him tight against me again. I could feel his body shake as the emotions of the moment washed through us. With a final kiss, I climbed back to my feet and helped Eli up. I grabbed his hands and pulled him into another embrace. I released him for a moment and our eyes met. The love that passed between us was wonderfully overwhelming.

After another kiss, we walked to the apartment, holding hands like giddy lovers. I barely noticed the trip as I kept staring at the man beside me. The evening passed with each of us breaking into giggles every time our eyes met. Eventually we succumb to exhaustion and fell asleep twined around each other.

Awakening the next morning, I caught the spicy scent of Eli. Already hard as a rock, and half asleep, I ground myself against him and then ran my hands down his back and grabbed a handful of his butt.

Eli's eye's popped open, and he stretched then grinned at me. "Morning, handsome." He slipped his hand down my naked body and groped my steel hard cock. "Someone is wide awake this morning."

I climbed on top of Eli, pinning him. Grinding my crotch against him, I wasn't surprised to feel that Eli was just as hard as I was. I leaned down and kissed Eli. Plunging my tongue into his mouth, I became more and more enwrapped in pleasure. We were both moving with frantic passion and I could tell it wouldn't take much, when Eli pulled back.

I stopped, concerned with Eli's expression. "What's wrong?"

"I want to bottom."

"Really? You sure? We don't have to."

Eli lightly popped my cheek with his fingertips. "I know I don't have to. I want to."

I was beyond excited. The thought of what Eli was proposing was beyond desirable. I wanted that ass since forever. I was going to fuck my fiancé.

Eli rolled to his stomach and pulled his briefs to his thighs. He reached back with both hands and pried his butt open. His entrance contracted and I licked my lips.

"What do you think?"

I reached up and pulled the briefs off without a word and smiled at the sexy man lying in front of me, waiting for me to take him. My cock flexed and slapped against my stomach and a strand of precum ran to the tip of my wildly leaking cock. Lost for a moment, I forced myself to calm down. The sight of Eli beginning to squirm in front of me was driving me to new heights of lust.

"Are you going to stand there, or fuck?"

I chuckled at Eli's blunt comment, grabbed the lube from the dresser and squeezed it onto my fingers. Coating them thickly, I pressed his fingers against Eli and slid them inside. Eli groaned and clamped down on my fingers. Tight and hot, this was going to be so good.

I worked slowly, wanting Eli to enjoy himself. But after several minutes, He looked back at me with a glazed expression. "If you don't put it in right now, I'm going to tackle you and ride you."

I couldn't help but chuckle at the need etched on Eli's face. I coated myself with lube and pressed my cock against his pulsing entrance and pushed. The tight ring clinched around my dick and the heat was delicious. I paused to give Eli a moment, rubbing my hands over his back.

The grip lessened, and I pressed forward. Eli moaned and thrash under me as I pressed deeper and deeper until my crotch was grinding against his tight little ass. I lay across his back and nibbled at his ear, and I started twitching my cock in and out of his butt. "Damn you feel so good. I love your ass."

Eli let out a particularly loud groan. "Ah, fuck! Shutup. Fuck me."

I could feel the pressure building, and knew I wasn't far from the edge. I covered Eli with my body, my hips slamming up and down. I slipped my hands under Eli and teased his nipples. The combination had him twisting and groaning. I struggled to hold back, to control the tidal wave that was coming, and failed.

"Fuck!"

"Holy shit!"

Eli clamped around me as I rammed deep inside. Our body's twitched and spasmed in ways that marked the extent of the waves of ecstasy. A few moments later Eli collapsed under me, panting.

"Oh God, Nate. That was amazing."

I pulled out and fell on the bed beside Eli, wrapping my arm around him. He turned his face toward me and grinned. "That was fucking amazing."

I chuckled, "Don't you mean it was amazing fucking?"

Eli giggled, shoved me backward and then rolled into my arms. He wiggled against me and the heat of our bodies mingled as we slowly cooled. I tilted my head and kissed the back of his neck.

"I could get used to this you know."

Eli tilted his head and met my look. "For a life time?"

"Yes, for a life time," I said with a smile covering my face.

"Good. That's what I was trying for."

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