Dear Journal: Truth or Dare

Angel says:

Should I pick an easier question?

DragonGuard says:

No.. no no.

DragonGuard says:

The one good thing?

Angel says:

*nods*

Angel says:

Unless there's more than one...

DragonGuard says:

My friends.

Angel says:

*smiles and nods* Always a good thing.

Angel says:

Dare.

DragonGuard says:

*thinks*

Angel says:

*Waits*

DragonGuard says:

Alright....

DragonGuard says:

Close your eyes.. and take two fingers. one for you clit. One for your opening.. and slowly tease yourself... as you get 'excited'... slowly imagine someone replacing your fingers with their own.. and their other hand caressing your nipple.

DragonGuard says:

..do that.. for.. say.. 30 seconds.

Angel says:

*shivers for a moment* good lord...you are definitely pushing limits tonight, old one. *grins*

Angel says:

your turn

DragonGuard says:

Truth.

DragonGuard says:

*was mixing another drink*

Angel says:

*nods* Understand that one.

Angel says:

All right...truth...do you find yourself lately more mad at me than okay with me or more okay with me than mad at me and why?

DragonGuard says:

More okay with you.

Angel says:

and why?

DragonGuard says:

It's not your fault.

Angel says:

*nods* thank you...

I feel I should explain that last question and answer. I was the one who came out first to express my true feelings to him. That letter in itself caused his wife to move out because he told her he had to face the feelings that I'd addressed in my letter to him. For the past two weeks, I'd been blaming myself for her leaving him…

Angel says:

all right...*thinks*

Angel says:

hmmm...

Angel says:

truth I suppose.

DragonGuard says:

Alright. What's more important to you? A good husband or a good father?

Angel says:

My children have always come first. To say husband would make me look selfish. To say father makes me out to be a martyr.

Angel says:

I need both in equal amounts.

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Exactly.

DragonGuard says:

Dare.

Angel says:

ooooh....okay....*thinks*

Angel says:

you left?

Angel says:

your back.

DragonGuard says:

Yep.

Angel says:

*shakes head* okay...

Angel says:

*chuckles and goes back to thinking about this dare for you*

Angel says:

Okay, here we go...

DragonGuard says:

*nods nods*

Angel says:

Close your eyes and imagine a storm. thunder, lightening, winds, rain. Now imagine being with anyone you want, and they are straddling you in a chair, facing you, both of you undressed, her hands wrapped around you, moving up and down slowly but somewhat hard, her mouth kissing you anywhere and everywhere. Your hands have free roam for 1 minute...

DragonGuard says:

*does as told*

DragonGuard says:

Ooook.

DragonGuard says:

Your turn.

Angel says:

Uhm...hehe...dare

DragonGuard says:

Alright.

DragonGuard says:

Close your eyes. Let your hand roam your body for a moment.... sliding across your tender skin. Then imagine you're washing the dishes... and whomever you want.. sneaks up behind you... kissing your neck and collar.. until finally with an unexpected pop.. he enters you... and you two make beautiful love.

DragonGuard says:

For.. a minute.

Angel says:

....all right...*does as told*

Angel says:

.....*coughs a moment* You're turn I believe...

DragonGuard says:

Hehe.

DragonGuard says:

Truth.

Angel says:

Sorry...back...okay...truth huh?

DragonGuard says:

You ok?

Angel says:

Had to change...

DragonGuard says:

Why?

Angel says:

Was getting too hot...

DragonGuard says:

Ahhhh.

DragonGuard says:

You ok?

Angel says:

Don't know to be honest...like I said a few minutes ago...you are pushing limits I didn't think could be pushed...and that is NOT...let me repeat... NOT... a complaint.

DragonGuard says:

*nods* *just wanted to make sure he didn't nail a land mine with that last one*

Angel says:

No no...no land mines...want the truth?

DragonGuard says:

*nods*

Angel says:

Made me tear up...

Angel says:

yeah, okay...getting too sentimental for my own good...so...you asked for truth, right?

Angel says:

You said you had two versions of this story you're writing. What are the versions?

DragonGuard says:

Oooh no no no.

DragonGuard says:

You don't get that question.

Angel says:

Hey, you said no rules no limits.

DragonGuard says:

Gah.

DragonGuard says:

Alright.. it's something I've always wanted to write.

Angel says:

Okay fine...

Angel says:

oh?

DragonGuard says:

A.. parallel story.

Angel says:

wow...okay...

DragonGuard says:

Two stories. Same story. Two endings.

Angel says:

sweet.

Angel says:

Okay. Truth.

DragonGuard says:

How'd that last dare make you feel?

Angel says:

........wasn't expecting that question...

Angel says:

how do you mean? sexually, emotionally...what?

DragonGuard says:

Both.

Angel says:

oh geez...well...sexually it was enticing...i'll say this much, i don't think my body has ever been this damn sensitive, so....and emotionally....damn... that's a hard one to answer... makes me wish said person was actually here... doing that...

DragonGuard says:

*nods*

Angel says:

what?

DragonGuard says:

Nothing.. just.. thinking.

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Truth.

Angel says:

What are you thinking about?

DragonGuard says:

A few things.

Angel says:

like?

DragonGuard says:

Some of these dares could be better if done in person.. could be worse.. is it wrong to think said things.. what will happen with my marriage.. etc.

Angel says:

*sighs softly and hugs you*

DragonGuard says:

*smiles and hugs*

Angel says:

Dare.

Angel says:

Did I lose you?

DragonGuard says:

no no.

DragonGuard says:

Was thinking.

Angel says:

I seem to just be interrupting your thinking track tonight don't I? *curls up in the chair and waits patiently*

DragonGuard says:

Alright.

DragonGuard says:

Let's see if this will set you over the edge.

Angel says:

*nods* okay

DragonGuard says:

Alright. Spread your legs a little.. and shut your eyes. Like your finger... just slight.. and lift the hood of your clit up. Now.. take your other hand.. and imagine it's the same person you dream about... playing down there with you. Licking. Nibbling. Sucking... do that.. for 2 minutes.

Angel says:

2 minutes...dear god...*shakes head then does as asked*

Angel says:

..........dear god....*shakes head a moment*......

DragonGuard says:

Wha?

Angel says:

you...uhm...yeah...over the edge...understatement....is...speechless at the moment....*shakes head...somewhat crying*

DragonGuard says:

Did you.. ummm...?

DragonGuard says:

*hugs

Angel says:

*nods slowly hugs back...just sits there still*

DragonGuard says:

Dear god.. *just hugs and kisses your forehead*

Angel says:

*looks at you a moment* why the hell am i crying?? *shivers slightly*

DragonGuard says:

Emotion. Breaking new ground.

DragonGuard says:

...a HELLUVA lot of release.

Angel says:

yeah...okay...now I'm cold again...

DragonGuard says:

Sleepy too no doubt

Angel says:

*shakes head* not really, but if you need to go, i understand...

DragonGuard says:

No no. I meant you.

DragonGuard says:

*can go for a double if you want* *snickers and hugs you with a grin*

Angel says:

not the first night you wont. *swats you upside the head then kisses you on the cheek*

DragonGuard says:

Why not?!

Angel says:

oh trying to make me pass out aren't you?

DragonGuard says:

Heh. You'll do that on your own as soon as you hit the bed.

Angel says:

Besides...haven't even gotten you to that point yet have I? *pouts*

DragonGuard says:

Close...

Angel says:

I don't have the way with words that you do...

DragonGuard says:

Sure you do.

DragonGuard says:

You're just timid.

Angel says:

*chuckles quietly* I'm better with actions than written words I guess.

Angel says:

oh dear god I don't believe I just said that...*chuckles again*

DragonGuard says:

Oh.. I'm better with actions as well.

DragonGuard says:

Just picture that for a minute.

DragonGuard says:

*grins*

Angel says:

*chuckles* I picture that and I'll never go to sleep...actually...no, not true...might help...*grins*

DragonGuard says:

Heh. yeah.. a spiked tongue going down on you out of nowhere.. slowly parting the lips and entering you as you flop around helplessly after wave after wave of orgasm.

DragonGuard says:

Yeah.. you'd pass out.

Angel says:

What are you thinking right now?

Angel says:

........dear god...

Angel says:

*shakes head*

Angel says:

*grins*

DragonGuard says:

Then if need be.. the fingers start working inside you while the mouth goes to play on the clit and nipple.s

Angel says:

*shakes head* gods help us if we ever do play this in person...

DragonGuard says:

Bah! God help me.

DragonGuard says:

You'll be asleep in 7 minutes.

Angel says:

*laughs* Will not.

DragonGuard says:

....my dear.. with my tongue flapping around for the first.... the sheer emotion bringing the second.. and the penetration bringing the third.. you will NOT be awake.

Angel says:

Okay, so...asleep in 7 minutes...you can find a way to wake me...of that I have no doubt...

DragonGuard says:

Heh. oh.. you'll wake up.. bound and being licked to your heart's content.

Angel says:

you are evil...*grins though*

DragonGuard says:

*nods nods*

Angel says:

But so damn good at it....

DragonGuard says:

And then we have the back door....

DragonGuard says:

NEVER let my buddy drag you into a conversation about that.

DragonGuard says:

*got suckered into it...*

Angel says:

that's another landmine all together...

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Oh. I bet it is.

Angel says:

You should know...you've heard most of it...

DragonGuard says:

*nods* Oh.. I know....

DragonGuard says:

At least anything you've told me.

Angel says:

*nods slowly*

Angel says:

Last night, were you in your Studio after we got off line?

DragonGuard says:

Yes.

DragonGuard says:

Why?

Angel says:

Well....

Angel says:

after we got off line I went to bed...crashed big time...but...it was just strange...this is going to sound so weird, but, I could have sworn I saw you in your Studio in a dream or whatever...and so I figured I'd ask...

DragonGuard says:

Huh...

DragonGuard says:

Oh.. can I say one thing?

Angel says:

yeah....

DragonGuard says:

*jumps up and down* Told you so!!

Angel says:

huh? *is lost*

DragonGuard says:

Looking at the fluid slowly seeping into your chair.

DragonGuard says:

*grins*

Angel says:

*laughs*

Angel says:

okay okay you were right.

Angel says:

So...serious question of the night...what's going on with you and Kellee? Talking, not talking...still getting slapped...what?

DragonGuard says:

Ooh boy.

DragonGuard says:

Having oral sex then fighting half way through the ordeal.

DragonGuard says:

That's been the worst part of it so far.

Angel says:

so she moved back in then?

DragonGuard says:

....no.

Angel says:

oh. okay.

Angel says:

well....hmmm....at least she didn't slap you?

DragonGuard says:

She was too busy thriving around.

Angel says:

*nods*

DragonGuard says:

0300. Bed time...

Angel says:

well....*glances at the time* I suppose you want to get to your kata...

Angel says:

*chuckles* great minds and such....

DragonGuard says:

*nods nods*

Angel says:

When do I get to see these stories?

DragonGuard says:

Once they're done. Hoping Saturday.

Angel says:

*nods* cool. works for me.

Angel says:

*hugs you tightly* thank you....but I'm not going to be truly happy until I can get the same reaction from you, just so you know...*grins*

DragonGuard says:

*grins* Now.. go use your new found power.

DragonGuard says:

You deserve it.

DragonGuard says:

*strokes your clit once.. kisses a nipple... brushes your cheek.. and walks off*

Angel says:

*sighs softly* Sweet dreams...love you...

Angel says:

*wanders off*

DragonGuard says:

Sweet Dreams.

And so this was the way our game ended last night. It was the first time he'd brought me to an orgasm in this way, online, through our games. I dreamt of black velvet last night…ropes, blankets and pillows… I have no doubt tonight or tomorrow night won't bring the same now that I know exactly what I need to bring it about. I'll fill you in as time goes by, Journal. Good night.