Giving

Tonight was about exploration, and so I wanted to let him see and play at will. I pulled the chain to the lamp beside the bed. I laid down on my stomach, head tilted to the side toward Jason. I smiled as I looked at him. He seemed a bit shy as he sat next to me on the bed. I took my hand and lightly slapped my butt. The crack disturbed the light sounds of music coming from the other room. Snapped out of his hesitation, he started massaging my cheeks, his grip slowly growing stronger. He leaned over and started kissing me and then gently bit left cheek a couple of times.

I pulled my legs up and lifted myself off of the bed and onto my knees, Jason watching wondering what was going to happen. I slipped my top off and told him that I wanted him to be naked as well. I watched him undress, his erection sticking out prominently into the air. I pulled him toward me and playfully kissed his cock before slipping it into my mouth and drawing down the length several times. I pulled away and moved to my hands and knees on the bed, wondering what Jason would do. He crawled up behind me and placed his length into the valley of my ass. He began to slowly slide up and down until the lubricating moisture of my mouth disappeared.

"I'm clean," I said. I'm not sure why I said that, I didn't have any expectations. I think I just wanted to make him feel comfortable. He pulled his head down closer to my juncture. He reached between my legs and rubbed the length of his fingers against my clit. He spread the moisture from my hole around the pussy. I had more than enough wetness to go around. I was so turned on -- on display and prepared for what was coming.

When he had satisfied himself with my pussy, he drew his wet fingers upward toward my eager bud. He tickled the entrance before adding a bit more pressure. The tip of his finger explored the entrance. He was clearly fascinated with what he was seeing. Then he bent down to kiss it before tonguing it for a short while.

Saying just "Love," as I lifted my arm. I pointed toward the bottle of lube on the nightstand. He crouched toward the tube, untwisted the cap, and squeezed a small amount on his fingers. Feeling cold, he brought it to his mouth to try to warm it before applying it to my asshole. He tried to press the excess into the hole itself before grabbing some more lube and stroking his cock. The event felt like some sort of sacred ritual, he was being very slow and deliberate about the process.

I knew he was ready, but I broke the silence with an invitation. "Fuck my ass baby." I gave a light smile as I looked back toward him. He moved around and slowly inserted his finger into my depths, as if charting the way for his awaiting member. It went easily. Having defined the path, he pulled out and went grabbed his cock.

I closed my eyes. I felt the tip of his penis touch to my bud. "This is it," I thought. Suddenly nervousness returned. I didn't want anything to ruin this and I hoped that I was ready. Then he began to slowly press against into me. I visualized the whole growing wider for the intrusion. I tried to relax, remembering my experiences with the plug. He pressed harder. Slowly he was pushing into me. Then it was over. We each felt it, a sense of satisfaction as the muscles of my ass accepted him. He paused.

"You OK?," he asked.

"Wonderful," I replied. It was true. The feeling of having him enter me was wonderful. For the first time in my life, I was sharing my most private place with someone I love. I could never imagine trusting anyone else.

"Me too," he said with a moan. I loved that I was able to give him the satisfaction that he had so desperately wanted.

His hands reached and traced slowly down my neck and around to this side before resting on my hips. He began to slowly plunge in and out of me, never going too fast, but seemingly taking in the moment. I twisted my head back toward him and saw that he had his eyes closed with his head tilted upward. His pleasure was obvious.

I carefully drew my legs downward until they were laying flat on the bed, never letting Jason's dick fall from my ass. He laid flat on my back, the length of his body echoing mine, his hands holding my breasts as we lay there still as one. Connected by my core. He rocked slowly into me, allowing me to feel his dick in my ass.

"I want to see us." I motioned to the floor mirror in the corner. Jason was reluctant to pull out, but after trying to stay in me as we shuffled out of bed, he was forced to withdraw. I stood sideways to the mirror and bent over, knees slightly bent. Jason came up behind me, adding a dollop of lube, and with caution, slowly re-entered me. Feeling my ass stretch while witnessing what was happening drove me wild. The display reminded me of the strange poses I'd seen in Kama Sutra drawings, only it was me that was being pleasured.

"All the way," I instructed Jason. He pushed into me as far as he could. I watched our reflection as he pressed hard into my rear, holding my hips for leverage. There I was, bent over with my ass impaled on my husband's hard cock.

We made our way back to the bed, my ass stretched into air, begging to be fucked. "Take my ass baby. Use it for your pleasure. It's yours. I want you to explode in me." He carefully pushed his cock back into my ass, this time it let him in with relative ease. After making a few slow strokes, he began to increase the pace. I could feel it sliding past the rings at the entrance, but also deeper inside of me. The feeling and imagery was too much for me. We were each losing control. I buried my face in the pillows at the top of the bed, grabbing onto my hair in a fruitless attempt to hold onto something. Jason was now slamming me. I was literally screaming in pleasure. Jason was in a frenzy. "Fuck my ass! Fuck my ass!," I repeated again and again. The phrase turned me on more each time I said it. Then, I could hardly believe it, but an orgasm overtook me. It came without warning, and I couldn't believe that I was coming without anything even touching my pussy. At nearly the same time, Jason pressed into me moaning, filling my ass with seething sperm. He pulled out quickly, my ass tightening behind as it locked away his seed.

Jason walked drunkenly to the bathroom. I simply collapsed onto the bed, my head half covered by a pillow. The sweat on my back now felt cool, exposed to the air. The bed was in disarray, pillows and sheets everywhere. My ass felt gloriously used. I had just given to Jason and I had received in turn.

As I lay there motionless, half-asleep, I was startled awake as Jason turned off the lamp and crawled into bed. He pulled up the sheets to covered my back and curled up next to me, his leg resting across mine, his head facing me. His hand lightly grabbed the cheek of my ass. "I love you," he said before we each drifted off to sleep.