Life after the Lottery Ch. 34

"Some. You will have to teach me how to not fall in love with you."

"You can care for me more than you would for any other man until you find another man to love you, but you will have to tell me if you think you are crossing the line."

"Okay."

Linda stood and pulled her top and her bra off and dropped it on the floor. I watched carefully as she pushed her white pants down to the floor and stepped out of them. God she was beautiful standing there naked in all her beauty.

I stood and kissed Linda and wrapped my arms around her. I shouldn't say it, but it was so different kissing her and not having to bend over.

"Can we make love?" Linda asked.

"Yes we can. Undress me."

I took a step back and let Linda slowly undress me. She looked me in the eyes while she unbuttoned my shirt and removed it. I felt her grab my pants and unbutton them then let them slide down my legs. Now we were both naked, I wrapped my arms around her again and held her. She looked up at me and I kissed her deeply.

"Come with me," I said.

I took Linda's hand and led her down to the basement and into the mirror room with the lights dimmed.

"Are you okay in here?"

"Yes I am."

I took her hand and led her to the bed.

"Sit."

When Linda sat down, I picked up the remote for the room and turned off the cameras.

"What did you do?" Linda asked.

"I turned off the cameras in here so we will be alone."

"Why?"

"I don't want you worrying about anything but what we are doing."

I sat on the bed with Linda.

"Something I didn't tell you about this room, it is completely sound proof, no one outside this room can hear what is happening in here, does that make you feel better?"

"I guess. What did you mean you had already started?"

"Before today, had you realized that your husband never made love to you?"

"I don't guess so."

"That is the first thing I wanted you to understand."

"I do now...thank you."

"What are you thanking me for, I hurt you."

"No you didn't, you just made me think, think about the truth."

"Do you want the lights on or off?"

"I like them the way they are right now; it feels like people are in the shadows watching us."

"Do you like that feeling?"

"Yes, yes I do. When I was having sex in my cabana on vacation, I left the doors and windows open. I was hoping someone was watching from the shadows."

"Linda, what you do from this point on is up to you. What you ask for is up to you. This is your time to do and feel what you want. I want you to make love to me Linda."

"When will Dawn be home?"

"Don't worry about it, it is just us. There is no time here, just us."

"Where do we start?"

"No where; you are thinking too much. Get in the middle of the bed and lie down."

Linda moved to the middle of the bed and relaxed. I got beside her and turned toward her with my head on my hand and started running my hand over her body.

"Close your eyes and think about what we talked about."

I was running my hand over Linda's breasts and stomach while she relaxed. I was not going to push her at all, whatever happened was up to her now. We lay this way for a long time while I rubbed her body.

Slowly Linda spread her legs apart, then she grabbed my hand and pulled it down between her legs. I ran my fingers over her pussy gently, she was already growing wet. Linda pushed on my hand as I lightly played with her pussy lips.

"Put your fingers in me," Linda whispered.

I slipped two fingers into Linda's pussy and worked them around.

"Yes."

I leaned over and sucked a nipple in my mouth while I played. Linda placed her other hand on the back of my head and held it. I tenderly sucked on her nipple as I worked my fingers in deeper. Linda was growing wetter and wetter. Linda stroked the back of my head gently.

"Would you eat me?" Linda asked softly.

"If that is what you want."

"Please."

I kissed my way down to Linda's mound and then kissed on it. I heard Linda inhale sharply. A minute later I got up on my hands and knees and started licking Linda's pussy. Linda moaned when I sucked her diamonds and clit in my mouth.

"Ahhhhhhh, yes."

I gently sucked and licked Linda's clit from this angle until she had a nice gentle orgasm.

"Ohhhhh yes."

I moved and kissed Linda gently on the mouth.

"That was nice," Linda said.

I slipped off the bed and made my way to the end and between Linda's legs. She lifted her knees up and spread her legs. I sat and rubbed her mound gently.

"I like your little strip of hair," I told her.

"Would you like me to shave it?"

"No, it looks good with your diamonds and it lets a man know that your blonde hair is yours."

"I lighten it some."

"Your pussy hair?"

"No, the hair on my head silly."

"I know."

"How do you know that?"

"I just do. I like your short hair slicked back with gel."

"I know you do."

I looked at Linda and she smiled at me. I was trying to get her to relax as much as I could. I ran my fingers through her clipped hair and pulled at it gently.

"That tickles."

"Linda, sex is also meant to be fun."

"Are you going to teach me that too?" Linda said with a giggle.

I looked up at her.

"What? I'm not a funny person."

"Really?" I said as I moved up Linda's legs and straddle her pussy and sat on her hips.

"What are you doing?"

I reached up and ran my hands over the top of Linda's tits slowly then slipped them down to her side and lightly brushed her ribs as I ran them down her side.

"James!"

I ran my hands back up her sides and brushed the tips of my fingers over her skin.

"Don't you dare!!"

"Are you ticklish?"

"James!"

I already knew Linda was ticklish, she had flinched too many times when I ran my hand over her sides earlier. I ran my fingers up and down her ribs faster, but still gently.

"James!!" Linda screamed as she started laughing.

I kept running my fingers gently up and down Linda's ribs faster as she screamed. She was trying to grab my hands as I worked on her ribs.

"James!! Stop!!"

I kept up until Linda was crying and screaming. She was breathing harder and harder as I tickled her, when she was to the point she was about to hyperventilate I stopped and slid back down between her legs and lifted them up and drove my tongue deep in her pussy.

"Oh god!!" Linda screamed while I worked my tongue in and out of her.

She couldn't catch her breath now as she felt my tongue deep inside her.

"Oh fuck!!"

I spread Linda's pussy lips wide and started licking her clit hard.

"Ahhhh!! James!!"

I kept running my tongue over Linda's clit roughly as she jerked and squirmed on the bed.

"James!!" Linda screamed as she humped her pussy into my mouth.

I placed my mouth over her clit and sucked it into my mouth hard.

"Oh fuck!! I'm coming!!"

I flicked my tongue over and over on her clit rapidly. Linda thrust her pussy up into my mouth and came hard. I started sucking her juices up as she gushed. She jammed her pussy up again and jerked hard several times as I sucked up her juices.

"Oh fuck, stop!!"

I relented on Linda's pussy.

"Oh shit! That was different!" Linda said.

"See, you can have fun and have great sex at the same time."

"God, I am incredibly horny now!"

"Why?"

"Not now James."

"I want to know why you are so horny?"

"I just am!"

I ran my finger tips gently over the inside of Linda's thighs. Linda jerked her leg back.

"That tickles and you know it!"

"Yes I do," I said as I ran my fingers gently over her other thigh with the same response.

"No more tickling!"

"Why, you seem to have enjoyed it Linda."

"I don't like being tickled."

"I don't believe you Linda," I said as I pulled her legs back down and straddled them.

"James, please don't tickle me again," Linda pleaded.

"I won't, if you tell me why it made you horny."

"I don't know why, it just did."

"I think you like being tickled. Dawn hates to be tickled and she lets me know when I tickle her. You seem to enjoy it."

I slid up and sat gently on Linda's stomach and ran my fingertips over her stomach.

"James please!"

"Close your eyes," I told Linda.

"I won't like it any better with my eyes closed!"

"Trust me."

I watched Linda as she looked at me then closed her eyes. I reached out and started running my fingers up each of Linda's arms starting at her hands. She jumped at first then settled. When I reached her shoulders, I ran my fingers up her neck to her chin then over her lips gently. Linda inhaled deeply.

"James...," came out so softly.

"Breathe nice and deep Linda and feel my fingertips."

As Linda breathed I ran my fingers from Linda's soft lips back down her chin and neck and around to her sides.

"James...please...no..."

My fingertips were just softly floating over Linda's skin as I ran them down each side and over her ribs.

"...ahhhh..."

I ran my fingers back up Linda's sides then back down again over and over. Linda would sigh each time I did. I was letting energy flow from my fingers so Linda would feel that tingling feeling she described.

"Does that tickle?"

"...no..."

"Why?"

"...I don't know...because it is so much softer..."

"You think so?"

"Yes, I feel that tingle from your fingertips again."

"Linda, I am not running my fingers over you any harder than before."

"You are doing it softer now."

"No I am not."

"Yes you are."

"No...I just suggested I was going to tickle you."

Linda opened her eyes and looked at me.

"Just...are you telling me the truth?"

"Yes I am, you trust me don't you?"

"Yes...yes I do James."

"Tell me why you let me tickle you, why did it make you laugh."

"I don't know. Why?"

I stopped running my fingers up and down Linda's sides.

"Linda, you remember the first time we had sex?"

"Yes I do."

"What happened?"

"You fucked me like I have never been fucked before."

"What happened first?"

"I...I...I fucked you first."

"Yes, you were in control. You enjoyed being in control didn't you?"

"Yes, yes I did."

"Why?"

"Because my husband never let me be in control."

"But you are always in control at work aren't you?"

"Yes, I have to be."

"Then why didn't you ever take control of your husband."

Linda looked up at me with her beautiful blue eyes.

"I...I don't know," Linda said as she looked away.

"Linda, talk to me. What happened? You told me sex wasn't that good."

"He...he told me I wasn't any good in bed, I wasn't a good fuck."

"And you believed him didn't you?"

"Yes. James, I didn't have much experience with sex when I got married."

"And, he did?"

"I guess."

"Linda, what did he make you do you didn't want to do?" I asked.

Linda looked up at me with sadness.

"How do you know these things?"

"Just tell me."

"He wanted to tie me up once and I wouldn't let him. We had a huge argument over it."

"Why do you think he wanted to tie you up?"

"Because he wanted to dominate me, that's why!"

"Did you dominate him at home?"

"I gave him a lot of shit for spending my money. He was a lawyer, but he never did anything."

"What else did he do to you?"

"A few months before I divorced him, he forced my head down on his cock. He made me suck his cock and while I was doing it...he grabbed my head and forced his cock down my throat over and over. I was choking and he just kept shoving his cock down my throat until he came in it. I thought he was going to choke me to death. That was when I knew I had to get rid of him. James, he just treated me bad and talked to me terribly, always putting me down."

"I'm so sorry. Linda, do you think he was jealous of all you had and all you did?"

"I'm sure he was."

"I want you to remember something. You remember Dawn told you that if you join our little group you will never be made to do something you don't want to do. I don't want you to be scared about that happening. Sometimes things can get aggressive, but it is with everyone's permission. There are even women that like to be tied up and have men be very aggressive with them, but that is what they like. Do you understand what we are saying?"

"I guess."

"No guessing. We have very strict rules; that is why you have to be invited and then approved by Dawn and I and another couples. Things have changed in our group this year, having sex with each other is new, but everyone understands the rules. We all have to trust each other. Linda, you have to trust me and everyone you meet, okay."

"Okay. Who else has to approve me, and what do I have to do?"

"You don't have to do anything. Any couple can ask to invite another couple, but it doesn't happen very often. Another couple will usually recommend a new couple if they are leaving the group for some reason."

"Why do couples leave the group?"

"Usually because they are going to have children or they are moving away. Some come back after they have children."

"James, lie next to me."

I had forgotten I was still sitting on Linda while I was talking to her. I lay next to her and she turned toward me so we could talk.

"Who else has to approve me, you didn't say?"

"Do you know the doctor that Dawn works with?"

"John?"

"Yes."

"I don't know him, but I know of him. I understand he is a very well respected surgeon."

"He is. With my approval, he and his wife have to approve."

"Will there be any problem with them approving me?"

I looked at Linda for a minute.

"What, what is wrong James?"

"Linda...I am not ready to recommend you yet."

"Why!?"

"I still have my reservations about it."

"Why?"

"I am still worried about several things. I am still worried why you want to do it and if you are ready."

"What else?"

"I worry because of who you are. All the people in our group are people that the community would look down on if the public found out about their lifestyle. It wouldn't ruin any of us, but it wouldn't be good, we accept the risk. If the public found out about you, it could really damage your reputation and business."

"If you trust everyone in your group, you let me worry about that. But I don't understand why you are worried about why I want to do it. I told you I need friends, I don't have casual acquaintances, everyone is business. I need people I can be myself around and trust."

"Are you ready to let all your friends fuck you? Is that the price you are willing to pay?"

"James!"

"That is what you are wanting to get into."

"Have you fucked every woman in your group? Has every man in your group fucked Dawn and the girls? Have they!?"

"No."

"I don't expect to lie down and let every man line up and fuck me! If that is what you do, I don't want any part of it."

"Well, all the women did line up and let all the men eat them at the New Year's Eve party."

Linda looked at me for minute then smiled then started laughing.

"I heard about that! I think that would be fun!" Linda said as she laughed.

We laughed a few minutes then Linda calmed down.

"Linda, you know that is not what goes on, we don't have orgies. Dawn and I have talked to you about it."

"You seem to think that is what I am expecting."

"I'm sure if you wanted to lay down some place, all the men would line up to fuck you, if that is what you want."

"You think they would?" Linda said with a giggle.

"Yes."

"Has any woman ever done that?"

"Not yet."

"Would all the other women really let that happen?"

"Probably."

"Are all of you really that close?"

"Yes we are. When Dawn had all the women line up and all of the blindfolded men took turns eating them, there was a lot of nervous laughter. Dawn pushed it some, but it worked out well."

"Will I be expected to have sex with anyone that asks?"

"No, but Linda you are so beautiful there will be many that will want to."

"Dawn and Amy are beautiful, has every man asked to have sex with them?"

"Not yet. But Linda, that is the difference I worry about you. If a man or woman asked Dawn or even Amy to have sex, they probably would. The two of them are very confident with themselves and their sexuality. I don't think you are there yet."

"Maybe I need to work on my sexual confidence," Linda said as she pushed me over on my back.

I watched Linda sit up and straddled my hips and sit on my cock.

"I'm going to fuck you."

I looked at Linda concerned

"Is this okay?" Linda asked.

"Don't ask Linda, if it is what you want, just do it."

Linda worked her pussy around on my cock as she sat.

"James..."

"Yes Linda."

"I don't know how to be that confident, will you teach me."

"I will, if you will ask Dawn and Amy to help you also."

"Will they help me?"

"They will be happy to help you. But there is one more thing."

"What?"

"You have to do whatever we ask you to do, and I know you and I know if you do not trust us, you won't do it."

"James, that is asking a lot of me."

"I know it is. You can't always be in control Linda. You let me tickle you, you let me be in control, you enjoyed it. It is okay to take charge, but you must be sensitive to the other person's needs and emotions."

"Í trust you, and I will do what you ask."

"You must trust Dawn also. Linda, you know we will not ask you to do anything you don't want to do. We may ask you to do things that you are not completely comfortable with, but when that happens, you talk to us, okay."

"Okay. If I get better, will you approve me?"

"Dawn and I will see. Where do you want to start?"

"I want to fuck you."

Linda needed a lot of our help.

"Do you just want to fuck me to show me you can?"

"No."

Linda looked at me for minute.

"What did I do wrong?" Linda asked.

"Nothing, but I would like for you to think a minute."

"You said if I wanted to do it, just do it."

"Okay, fuck me," I told Linda.

"James...that is not what I want and you know it."

"What do you want, what did we talk about?"

Linda looked at me as she sat on my cock.

"James, I want to make love to you."

"Are you ready for that?"

"I think so."

"Remember what I said about when you make love to someone."

"I will."

"One more thing. You can only make love to someone that is willing to make love to you at the same time."

"You will do that, won't you James?"

"You know I will."

"What else?" Linda asked.

"Dawn and I will always make love to you, I can't say that for Amy. But Linda, there is nothing wrong with having some hot sex and getting well pleased. If you join our group, other men will just want a good fuck, like we had the first time."

"Is that what we had the first time?"

"I'll let you answer that. We had some hot sex, was there more to it?"

"There was a little more to it. I trusted you; that made it special."

"You can trust every man in our group. You may not make love to any of them, but you can trust them and have some incredible sex, like we did."

"Okay, I understand. But now I want you to teach me how to make love to you, properly."

"Anyone you know you can make love to understands that they will be making love to you also. It is okay for you to take charge and be in control and make love to me, but it is not one sided."

"How does Dawn make love to you?"

I knew Linda was going to ask this and I was not sure what I could tell her. I took my time before I answered.

"James? Is that too personal?"

"No."

"James, I know there is something very special between you and Dawn, if it is something you can't tell me, that is okay."

"Linda, there is something between Dawn and I that I can't explain to you yet, but it has little to do with us making love to each other. It just makes it more special between us."

"Is it something you can teach me?"

"Probably not Linda, I will have to try and explain it to you one day, but not now. When Dawn wants to make love to me and be in control, she does what she wants to do because she knows anything is okay with me. Even during foreplay, we are making love to each other. When Dawn wants to be in charge, she considers all of my feelings and takes charge."