Mothers and Daughters Ch. 23

Perhaps it was too much of a good thing though. Linda had definitely a problem reconciling her licentious past to the respectability she enjoyed as Walter's wife. She was subject to frequent bouts of self loathing and feelings of unworthiness. She had to be on guard to fight off improper desires. She suspected that she had a death wish to sabotage her marriage in order to reinforce the notion that she was unworthy and prove it once and for all.

To fight this death wish she proceeded to get pregnant at every opportunity. Her hope was that as a mother of several children the inappropriateness of extramarital sex would become an anathema to her and a natural deterrent. She initially had a goal of bearing twelve children but realized that after the birth of her sixth child she had reached the limit of how many children she was capable of handling; so she had her tubes tied. Unfortunately the desire of extramarital sex remained lurking in the dark recesses of her subconscious mind.

Thus sex with Vera was a godsend for Linda. It satisfied her lusts while at the same time prevented her from harboring guilt feelings. She bought the notion first suggested to her by her sister that lesbian sex was just a substitute for heterosexual coupling when the latter was not available; something like akin to masturbation. It was just simply better and more satisfying than masturbation.

Linda expanded the premise to believe that since no one equates masturbation with cheating on one's spouse so should lesbian sex not be considered cheating on one's marriage vows. Needless to say Linda was not interested in exploring the probable fallacy of such philosophy as she simply embraced it to quiet disturbing thoughts that she might be unfaithful to the man that is everything good to her.

As for Vera, sex with Linda satisfied some of her particular needs. Throughout her thirty-three years Vera had never had a long lasting satisfying love relationship. Her longest relationship was with Richard Snyder, Walter's father, but this affair was just plain sex without any intention on the part of either of them to transform their relationship to a higher plain. Both believed there affair was a short gap measure until Vera would inevitably find a man closer to her own age which would become her serious love interest.

With Richard's death, Linda was able to fill the void of enjoyable sex for Vera. With the exception of the affair with Jed Baxter and her participation at TLR orgies, Linda was the only outlet for satisfactory sex. Vera was notorious in having dates with men who did not float her boat.

The other benefit of having sex with Linda was that it kept Vera from forming an inappropriate desire for Walter, her business partner. Her affair with Jed Baxter demonstrated how problematic it was to mix business with pleasure. Although during the nine months of that affair, the business relationship between Jed and Vera seemed on the up and up, still Vera realized her attention to his business was not as professional as it ought to have been. Once Jed and Vera ceased to be romantically involved with each other their business relationship reverted to a normal professional level to the ultimate benefit of each other's business.

Likewise, Vera knew intellectually an affair with Walter would wreck havoc on their firm and it would be unwise for such affair to occur. Having gotten to know Linda intimately she knew Linda would be devastated and possible go off the deep bend mentally if Linda discovered such an affair. Although Linda was not the ultimate passion in her life still their liaison meant that she had developed a loving regard and was therefore disposed not to hurt Linda.

Thus their relationship acted as a deterrent to Vera from an ill advised sexual adventure. Vera was bemused at the irony that Walter Snyder was one of the few men she probably could have enjoyed great sex with; but because she was precluded from doing so, her consolation prize was that she ended up fucking both his father and then his wife.

Given each woman's particular needs and that each women could satisfy those needs with each other they almost inadvertently progressed into a full-fledged affair, but without either one of them having had any intention to do so. As Walter and Vera were partners in their business it seemed natural for Vera and Linda to become friends. So no one, especially including Walter had any inkling of their lesbian affair or suspected them. Since the two women were not passionately in love with each other it was easier for them to visibly hide their true relationship and feelings for each other from others. Anytime they were seen together the circumstances were easily and always accountable.

For example on the night of Natasha's premier concert of the Dvorack's Concerto it was a natural for Linda to be Vera's guest since Walter had no interest in classical music. Since Vera's house was closer to the Symphony Center it was not remarkable for Linda to stay overnight with Vera rather than drive alone late at night to her Buffalo Grove home even as the distance from their homes was not that significant. Since Natasha spent that night with Dieter there was no impediment to Vera and Linda from a very joyous coupling with no one the wiser.

Often when Linda and Vera got together for sex it was Linda making the booty call; desperately needing sex and for some reason or another Walter was not available. This night with her mind in turmoil over the attraction she felt for Lajos Kiraly complicated by the fact that her daughter was fucking him; it was Vera who was the one in desperate need. The blow job with the "john" only exasperated her need.

So when Vera got a hold of Linda she tersely asked:

"Can you get over to my place right away?"

"Sure I can make an excuse to Walter, but won't Natasha be there?"

"No and that's part of the reason I need your body tonight."

"OK I'll be right over."

As Walter was reading bed time stories to their children, getting them ready for bed, Linda interrupted him to say:

"Walter honey, Vera just called. She's apparently in some sort of crisis over Natasha and needs my help so she needs to see me. Hope you don't mind if I pop over to her place and probably stay the night there. I should be back in time to make breakfast depending what her problem is. I'll certainly be back in time so you can leave for work as usual."

Walter did not mind his wife's absence as he was very tired having had an unusually hectic day at the office. He was more than ready to go to bed and to sleep and rest for what promised to be a tedious but intensely chaotic day at the office.

Whenever he had sex with his wife it was never a mundane event; all his passions were invariably exerted every time. Of course given the choice between having sex and not having sex with Linda he would always choose the former. Still when the choice was removed such as this situation he was secretly relieved. Actually, considering the problems he was going to have to tackle at the office, he didn't mind if Linda was delayed from returning giving him an excuse to postpone leaving for the office the following morning.

So he replied:

"That's fine honey and don't worry about returning promptly. I am the boss after all and I can be late if I want to without any fear of reprisal except from Vera of course."

When Linda arrived at Vera's Morton Grove home and rang the bell, she heard Vera ask behind the door:

"Linda?"

"Yes it's me Vera."

With that the door opened partially, Vera's hand appeared and grabbed a hold of Linda and pulled her inside. The door was pushed closed as soon as Linda was inside, and she saw that Vera was stark naked. Vera obviously pulled her abruptly in so as to hide her nudity from any possible prying eyes on the outside.

Once the door was securely closed Vera simply attacked her. One of Vera's hands was quickly inside Linda's panties and manipulating her pussy. The other hand pulled Linda's head towards her and Vera commenced a frantic kiss as their two bodies crashed against the door.

In an automatic reaction, Linda placed a hand into Vera's pussy. She was shocked to feel how wet Vera was. As her fingers maneuvered Vera's labia and clit there was an unmistakable sloshing noise clearly audible to the two of them had they been paying any attention to the sounds they were making. All sentient thoughts disappeared as Linda was squeaking in ecstasy enjoying the pleasure of the feel of Vera's touching. For her part Vera was grunting as she was aggressively masturbating Linda's cunt.

The mutual orgasms came quick. The sudden attack of her body as soon as she was inside Vera's house caught Linda unawares only momentarily. Within seconds of the assault on her body, Linda was in a sexual euphoria. Vera's kissing and the use of her hands was so expertly effective that Linda broke off her kiss and was literally screaming her orgasm within it seemed like a minute later. It actually took longer but it still was the quickest orgasm Linda had ever achieved. To Linda's further surprise Vera was climaxing as well.

Whenever Linda recalled this quick coupling, she always marveled at the brevity. The fact that her orgasm was as satisfactory as it was added to its mystique.

As their bodies separated, Vera wordlessly indicated that she wanted Linda to follow her to the bedroom and she started walking towards there. Vera's gait was somewhat unsteady betraying the physical effects of her reaction to her own orgasm.

As Linda was following she was simultaneously shedding her clothes and managed to become completely naked by the time she got to Vera's luxurious king size bed. Vera sat down upright on her ass and thighs at the end of the bed. Linda climbed onto the bed astride of Vera and then lowered herself to rest her ass on Vera's lap to sit there with her legs resting on the bed.

Each woman then stuck the fingers that had frigged the cunt of the other into each other's mouth so that each woman tasted her own female juices. This sexual act was a spur of the moment unscripted lovemaking that neither one of them could subsequently explain the compulsion for doing it. After they had licked each other's fingers clean they remained in an intimate embrace and proceeded to an extremely prolonged and intense kiss. In sharp contrast to the brevity of that initial mutual masturbation to climax this kissing lasted longer than the average time for the usual sexual intercourse to climax. What prolonged the kiss was the outpouring of emotional regard each woman had for the other.

Linda and Vera did not love each other like most normal lovers would when in an affair that had lasted as long as theirs had. Linda truly was in love with Walter, her husband, both intellectually and emotionally. The sex with Vera did not lessen, hinder or impair her love and attachment to him. He owned her body and soul.

Likewise Vera knew Linda was not her romantic hope and desire; not like what it could have been with Lajos Kiraly were it not for Natasha.

Still each woman naturally developed a loving regard for each other. Linda admired Vera for all that she had accomplished; from a single mother at fourteen not having even started high school yet, to getting an MBA degree. From there with her husband, Vera was owner/partner of a very successful accounting firm.

For her part Vera admired Linda as well. She even envied the more orthodox lifestyle Linda ostensibly led. Vera was in reality deep down in her soul an old fashioned girl and believed she would prefer to be like Linda i.e. a stay-at-home Mom raising six children. Ironically each woman felt inadequate in their own skin and yet saw the admirable attributes in the other and could not grapple why the other was so hard on herself.

The glue for their relationship was the absolute ability of each of them to satisfy the other's need. For Linda the sex with Vera paradoxically kept her marriage and family intact where otherwise it would probably be in jeopardy. For Vera the sex with Linda offered relief and joy from the mostly unsatisfactory sex life she had experienced throughout her adult life. Each woman was cognizant of their role in ensuring happiness to the life of the other and reveled in the success of providing that relief and need for the other.

Linda was that night particularly embroiled in the passion of their sexual coupling. Vera seldom had occasion to summon her for sex; usually it had been she that instigated their couplings. This time she knew there was a crisis that Vera would no doubt subsequently reveal and Linda was present to soothe Vera in her turmoil. Having been the recipient in the past of comforting sex from Vera to overcome her own emotional crises, Linda was determined to make this night's sex special.

Vera did indeed summon Linda for specific purpose of calming her nerves as a result of her meeting Lajos Kiraly and experiencing the acutest desire for him. These thoughts being uppermost in each woman's mind was what fueled the kiss. The physical pleasure of the kissing was secondary to the emotional realization of the bond they had developed to each other. Each was grateful for the needs that were being satisfied by the other.

Thus each woman was compelled not to just merely kiss for pleasure but to convey to the other recognition that the kiss was gratefully received. Thus there was no helping for it but that the kiss continued and continued and continued.

As the kissing continued a new feeling of protectiveness took over. Each woman had suffered horribly in the past. Linda was sexually abused as a child by her uncle. Vera was tortured and raped by a sadistic sex pervert when she turned nineteen. The ill effects of the horrors had been mostly subdued, and although dormant in their subconscious minds nevertheless the experiences were never forgotten. The embracing and kissing of each other was a most welcome balm. It had the comforting benefit to reinforce the idea that the past had been overcome; the monsters and demons have been defeated.

The kissing effect of relieving and soothing their past miseries eventually gave way to the growing feeling of pure lust and enjoyment thereof. At first both Linda and Vera were silent in their kissing. They just enjoyed the feel of their lips together. Their tongues dueled. Their breasts felt good touching each other and as their nipples brushed against each other the resultant sensation was electrifying. Their sexual aroma at first faint and providing a hint of the joy to come; started to dominate their activity.

Finally each woman started moaning and groaning in their ecstasy. They started perspiring. Since the actual physical exertion of their kissing was minimal thus their sweating was a clue as to how heated their lovemaking had reached. Each woman started moving but without breaking the kiss. After awhile, though, each of them had moved sufficiently from their initial positions such that each of them was completely on the bed with Vera lying flat on her back.

Now the lovemaking proceeded to a higher intensity. Linda broke off the kiss and scrambled her body to assume the 69 position on top of Vera. Linda wrapped her hands around Vera's thighs and stuck out her whole tongue to lap up Vera's labia. She licked and licked to absorb all of Vera's moisture. The feel of Vera's female juices on her tongue was orgasmic in of itself.

The smell of Vera was now powerfully strong and Linda was inhaling it eagerly to capture all of her essence. Her mind previously occupied by thoughts of her happiness being with Vera now went blank; and all sentient thought evaporated. Instead exquisite pleasure sensations flooded into her brain compelling her to groan and moan as she was eating out Vera.

With the way Linda positioned her trunk over her face, Vera had easier access to Linda's anus and perineum while it was a somewhat strained reach to her vagina. So for the time being Vera was content in licking Linda's ass hole and the crack of her ass while simultaneously fingering her cunt. Linda's female smell was stronger than her own and had the effect of completely turning Vera on. Soon Vera was groaning and moaning as enthusiastically as Linda.

As passion of their lovemaking raged on, Linda placed her mouth to completely surround Vera's clit. She then sucked into her mouth the entire hood and she clamped down hard at the base of the clit. Vera only gave out a sharp gasp of pain but otherwise did not exhibit any other distress in reaction to Linda's brutal bite. As Vera's clit hardened, Linda was licking the bud vigorously. Vera's grunts became progressively more pronounced with the continued stimulation of her clit.

Linda's anus gaped under Vera's oral administrations. As her hole widened Vera furrowed her tongue and pushed it into the anal canal. Having successfully penetrated the rosebud opening, Vera was able to swirl her tongue along the walls of the rectum causing delightful reactions to Linda's libido.

Vera had stuck together her fingers of the hand penetrating Linda's cunt to form an ever widening arrowhead. Halting her previous activity of stimulating Linda's labia, Vera began concentrating in penetrating her hand slowly as far as she could into Linda's love canal.

Once Vera had her hand almost completely submerged into Linda's cunt, Linda stopped her oral action and straightened herself upright resting on her knees and screamed out an agonizing shriek of pain. Her forehead glistened with sweat.

Then amazingly enough she made no effort to disengage. As Vera's hand had become immobile and frozen inside Linda's vagina, Linda slumped over and braced herself with her hands resting on Vera's thighs. Then Linda slowly ever so slowly pumped her cunt up and down along Linda's hand. Simultaneously she continuously twisted and gyrated her cunt on Vera's penetrating hand. All this time, she was loudly cursing up a storm belying the excruciating pleasure that was coursing throughout her body.

In truth Linda was experiencing pain and pleasure in equal measure. She was also in the midst of a protracted orgasm that was truly unlike anything she had ever experienced. Vera for her part had reached a weird but intense climax of her own as soon as she heard Linda scream. Then as Linda continued her antics, Vera's mind went completely blank and all that Vera physically saw was total whiteness. Her eyesight was of no use to her at this point in time as her empty mind had temporarily blinded her.

Finally Linda screamed again as her orgasm arrived to its ultimate crescendo. Then Linda's cunt disengaged from Vera's hand simply by the expedient of Linda toppling over to her side as she had lost control of her equilibrium. On her side Linda was hyperventilating something fierce and her perspiration was effectively wetting the sheet supporting her forehead. Vera for her part was temporarily shivering as her blank mind had no control over her body whatsoever. The two of them lay in a zombie like state for quite some time; Linda on her side in a self induced fetal position, while Vera's body once having ceased the brief shivering remained motionless on her back.

Vera was first to recover. She simply left the bed to fetch a bottle of white wine and a pair of glasses. When she returned Linda had likewise recovered and was resting with her back against the head board. As they were sipping the wine neither woman was inclined to comment or rehash their just completed intense sexual intercourse. Instead Vera explained her feelings and her issues with having met Lajos. Linda was totally empathetic to Vera's problems but could offer no solutions. Vera's dilemma was obviously beyond the realm of normal life problems and there was no known paradigm available for reference and advice.

The women had a perfunctory coupling before falling asleep. Linda awakened in time to take a shower and return home to make breakfast for Walter and her children.