Spreading Seeds Saga 05

"If my breasts were bigger and my hips smaller, Andre would notice me," She looked up at me and smiled, "Don't you think?"

"Andre will notice you if you just walk by him and smile. A man notices all women."

She smiled, "Morgan said you were so nice. You know Raule scared her so much. I'm afraid, you know, of getting too much and being too small like Morgan."

I thought about Morgan and how tight she was and how Raule had said she hurt his dick. "Morgan just needs to select a smaller partner. She is about normal for a virgin. It was too bad that the night of the party, we didn't see it coming or I would have taken her. I'm much much smaller than Raule. Then she wouldn't feel as she does. I feel it's my fault, I introduced her to Raule."

"What about Andre, is he as big as Raule?"

I looked at her face and saw she was excited a little and leaned toward me waiting for my answer. I thought about it and couldn't recall taking note of his prick. "I don't recall ever seeing his equipment."

"Nadine told Cheryl that he was enormous and she bled for an hour after he ..." She stopped, blushed and looked down at her plate.

"Well that happens but it is generally the hymen and I doubt that he is a woman killer." I smiled at her and laughed.

She grinned and finished her meal, wiped her chin with her hand and her hand on her pants. She looked up at me and asked, "What about the others? Who would you say a virgin like me should stay away from?"

"You mean besides Raule?" and laughed at her.

"Yes who would you suggest, you said you had the smallest one, maybe I should work my way up to Raule?"

I looked at her and saw the invitation, but had no belly for it. Not that she wasn't attractive enough, or deserving enough but I had been fucked every way but loose, and come to think of it Lenore was loose. "I'd have to examine you." I looked at her, she flinched a little and sat back and looked at me.

"Examine me?" She looked at me and thought about it. A smile crept over her face and she blushed and laughed, "How?"

"You asked me in so many words if your breasts were too small or your hips too big, now you ask, who wouldn't hurt you. Who would allow you to feel the touch of man as it was intended by Mother Goddess, tender, loving and perhaps a gift of life? I'd have to look at you and feel you to tell you these things. I can not tell in the grey."

She looked at her uniform, then up at me and smiled, "Would you tell me the truth? I mean, how do I know you aren't like Andre, taking advantage of my innocence?"

I smiled at Annie and nodded, "Well put. Annie I have been ..." I looked at her and decided not to lie. "Well I'm scheduled for duty in a few days and I have to rest. I confess I'd like to see you naked. You are attractive and it would be my pleasure to see you. But I can not lie about this to you. It would do you no good and would damage our relationship, brief though it is." I smiled at her and she smiled back. "Morgan told you I was nice, I confess I am in my way. I'll tell you the truth."

She nodded, took off her shirt and unfastened her bra. She was shy and I just smiled and said "Take your time, but sit in the light." I moved over and patted the bunk, next to me.

Annie dropped her bra and sat in the light. Her breasts were smallish medium and her nipples were tight, the areole pink and rimed making two targets for the tongue. I moved back to give her room, "I think your breasts are lovely. There is too much made of large breasts."

"But my nipples are so pale?" She said asking reassurance.

"May I touch?"

She blushed and nodded.

I lifted one of them, so soft, smooth and warm and felt the nipple with my thumb. It sprang up and begged to be kissed but I resisted. "I believe you have beautiful nipples Annie. You're not like other women you know. You are unique, and not like anyone else. Don't judge yourself just enjoy what you are." I took a breath and dropped my hand. "Now about those hips, I can't tell anything in those pants."

She just looked at me and her hand caressed the nipple I had touched. "The hands of a man, like Connie in the book, now I know what she meant." She laughed and kissed me on the cheek.

She bent to untie her boots, "You know Morgan is just waiting for you?"

"Waiting for what?"

"For you to take the next step," She took off one boot and slipped her sock off. She looked at me and tossed it on the other bunk. She bent to untie the other boot.

"What next step?"

Annie laughed at me and tossed her other sock and stood, "Why to take her in your arms and hold her tight and safe."

"How do you know?"

"She told me Josh, She says that you make her feel safe even when your hands are 'soft and hot on her body,' that's what she said."

I smiled at the thought of Morgan's soft hot body under my hands at the massage parlor. She never let me touch her below the mound or above the thigh but I knew she wanted to try it one more time. "She seems so detached sometimes. I wonder if she really see's me at all."

"Like in Lady Chatterley, Morgan can put her mind in a higher plane and think the pure thoughts of the mind, unsullied by the body. Can you do that Josh?" Annie stood over me, slid her pants down and tossed them on to the bunk.

I thought about it for a moment and realized, I couldn't. No the flesh was too much who I was. I looked up at Annie. I pulled her over into the light and turned her to look at her butt. I smiled up at her and turned her around all the way. "Annie, you have a lovely set of hips. No, they are not too big. It's just that the exercise you get makes you muscles bulge and that is something most women would die for."

"What women?" She asked and slapped her ass, "would want this big old thing."

Her ass bounced and I laughed, "No, flex your ass and tighten it up." I put my hand on her ass and stroked under the cheeks and as she flexed I felt the hollows of her cheeks on both sides. Smooth and warm just a little hairy. "Annie you have a lovely ass too. When you flex it feels so, so, smooth and powerful.

She laughed, "Powerful?"

I stroked her ass again and cupped her cheeks in my hands, put my thumbs in the crack of her ass, gripped her firmly and pulled her cheeks apart a little and then released her and started shuffling weasels. "Fuck what are you doing Josh, You dumb fuck!" I was thinking.

She pulled her ass away and turned to face me her legs crossed, "Josh what was that?"

"Oliver Mellors, the gamekeeper, He was a pagan."

"Who?"

"Lady Chatterley's Lover, He was the gamekeeper. He represented the body and it struck me how little he felt for her or helped her bring forth the goddess. It seemed so cold for me."

"I thought so too," Annie said and seemed to get over her fright. She sat on the bunk a little away from me and looked down. "Josh you scared me."

"Oh Annie I'm sorry but I was thinking about how he felt her fanny and I guess I channeled him for a second. He was physical, virile and when she offered herself, he lost his purity of purpose. I felt like that and Andre will feel that too." I looked down in shame for grabbing her ass.

She smiled and moved a little closer and bent her face to catch my eye. "Josh, about the other?"

I looked at her and I threw a pack of weasels on the fire. "Annie you are asking a big favor. I have only so much control."

She looked at me and smiled hopefully. I kissed her on the brow and fondled her tit, "Ok but this is only an exam. I have to get back to town."

She smiled and looked helpless.

I took a deep breath, looked at her and shook my head, "Annie Sit up on the bed, spread your legs and let me look at you."

She got herself in the sunlight and spread her legs. All I saw was her furry bush. She smiled hopefully at me. I picked up her knees and pulled them up and wide. She was embarrassed but I was too. She hadn't washed in a while, she was fragrant and her fur was matted.

"You'll have to fluff it up some, so I can see." I looked at her and held my hands away. "I shouldn't touch you."

She smiled, lay back, parted the brush and rubbed herself, digging her tender lips out of the swamp. She pulled back the hair and held herself up, "What do you think?" She asked

I looked at her face and smiled, "Very nice, but you need to trim your bush. I'd do it for you but I have no scissors."

"Why?"

I looked at her and smiled, "It's just neater. Oh don't make it too short or it will be scratchy. The girls in Davis trim theirs a finger width all over. It seems to be about the average length for comfort and doesn't get in your mouth too much."

Annie's eyes got big, "Your Mouth!"

I laughed and said, "Oh yes, there is nothing I like better than to lick and suck tender pink lips such as yours. I wanted to suck you nipples too, but I held back. I'd have to wash you first though."

Annie looked at me through her knees, her pussy in the bright sunlight and I saw it unfurl slowly as she watched me looking at her.

"Josh, does it look like I'd have trouble, you know."

I looked up at her face and smiled, "You'll have to unfurl your butterfly first."

"My butterfly?" She asked.

"Well most women who have lips like yours will unfold them into a pink butterfly shape. Some women have a lot larger butterflies than others. It is a unique signature."

Annie blushed and smiled at me, "Pink Butterfly?" she said not believing me.

"No it's true, rub your lips and stimulate them, it will form." I looked at her and she started to reach then pulled back.

"I'm too embarrassed," she said.

"If you don't mind, I'll do it, I'll need to put my finger in you also to see who to steer you to." I looked at her and she was scared.

"Ok," she said without real conviction.

I moved up and sat at her waist and smiled at her. "This just takes a few seconds, but I have no lubricant so I need you to be wet inside. That means I need to stimulate your sex so that the natural juices flow, that takes a few minutes. Are you afraid of me?"

Annie smiled, shook her head, "No Josh I feel safe in your hot smooth hands."

I laughed at her, "What do you mean?"

She laughed, "It was something Morgan said. 'I feel safe in his hot smooth hands as he slides them along my body. I can feel him, feeling me and his hot smooth hands are magic,' Touch me with your hot smooth hands Josh."

I laughed at her and reached to stroke her and rubbed her lips softly, looking in her eyes and smiling.

She closed her eyes and squirmed a little under my hand. "Connie was right."

"How so," I asked?

"When she said she couldn't live without the touch of a man," Annie opened her eyes, "I don't think I can either."

I pushed my finger in her just a little and stroked it. Annie took a deep breath and I slipped it in her up to the second knuckle. "There not too bad is it?"

She spread her legs and felt my finger stiff in her and moved her hips so it went in deeper, "No, it feels good."

I stroked her pubic bone and cupped my finger to press firmly, my thumb on her clit. Annie gasped and fell back on the bed. "Oh Josh that feels better than good."

"That is your 'G'Spot, If I were to keep rubbing it you would climax."

"Are your going to keep rubbing?"

I let up on her g spot and just stroked her to get some more moisture, so I could add a finger. I rubbed her lips and lubed her while she came down a little.

Annie opened her eyes, "Josh, are you finished?"

I smiled at her, "No I want to see if I can get two fingers in."

She smiled and closed her eyes.

I fumbled around and got two fingers in her up to the second knuckle, she squirmed and UPP'ed but it was pretty easy up to that point. I worked them in and out and stroked her. "Feel too tight?" I asked.

"A little, but keep going," She said.

By the time I had her all warmed up and got my fingers all the way into her she was moaning. I stroked her 'g' spot and she took that and her hips began to move. I played with her for a while and she almost climaxed, but I took my fingers out and said, "Annie I don't think you'll have any problems, Just choose Mike, Roger, or Bob but stay away from Able, Steve, and Raule, until your more seasoned."

Annie had her eyes still closed; her pussy was wet and slippery. She breathed hard and opened her eyes. "Oh Josh that was marvelous. I mean I could feel the stretch but it felt good."

I smiled at her. "Well even I would stretch you more than my two fingers. I rubbed her belly and had a hard time not touching her.

Annie closed her legs, sat up on the edge of the bed and hugged me. "Thank you Josh," she said.

I put my arm around her and kissed her forehead. "You are very welcome."

She made no move to get dressed, just sat and looked at me.

"I better be going," I said.

Annie smiled, "Come back soon Josh, I'd enjoy seeing you again." I kissed her and patted her cheek.

"I think I'd enjoy seeing your again too Annie, but time flies and so must I. Thank you for the food." I put on my hat and walked out. Annie came to the door still naked and watched me ride off.

Chapter 29 -She Walks Funny

I rode into Burney just after lunch bell had sounded, I unsaddled Barb, put her away and wandered down to see what Wini was serving for lunch. I saw her sitting at a table with several of the Kitchen staff. The usual mob at lunch didn't seem to be there it was mostly very young girls and grannies.

Wini saw me and waved me over to her. I walked over and kissed her cheek, "How is my favorite Aunty today?" I asked her.

She pulled the chair out next to her and patted it. She smiled wanly," I'm tired, Sarge kept me up all night and I missed breakfast." She sighed and smiled at me. "Fortunately the breakfast crowd was light and Maureen got the biscuits ready and fried up some bacon. Lunch is just lamb stew and biscuits. Rachel, get Josh some stew will you?"

Rachel didn't look too chipper but she was smiling, nodded and went to get me some stew. She walked funny, with her legs spread a little too much and slowly.

Wini laughed at her, leaned over to me and whispered, "Rachael tried to screw all the Black Brothers who were at the Bath house last night. She says she sampled them all, at least a little. But I think it was Raule that makes her walk funny." Wini giggled and looked at me. "How do you feel this morning Josh? I saw you walk Astral and Lauren out last night."

"Your nieces wore me out last night. Wini, I've sworn off women because of the De Soto sisters." I whispered in to her ear.

Wini laughed, "How is your neck feeling? It looks like Lauren did the Puma on you." She looked at the bruises and patted my cheek. "We can't have you swearing off women Josh, there are too many of us who need you." Her hand stroked my neck where the teeth marks were.

"Wini, the De Soto women have worn me out. I made a pact with myself to keep chaste for at least three days, maybe a week. I need to eat and rest and readjust my bodily fluids." I smiled at her, "You can see I'm only a shell of the man you saw last night."

Rachael came waddling back with a bowl of stew and a plate of biscuits. She sat them in front of me, "Eat Hearty Josh, How about some milk to wash that down?"

"That would be very good Rachael, I hear milk is good source of minerals, I could use some minerals right now."

Rachael laughed, "I know what you mean. Cow or Goat?"

"Cows milk please." I pleaded.

Rachael nodded and waddled away.

Wini stroked my cheek, "You do seem a little drawn this morning Josh. Eat up and ask for seconds, we've plenty. I've got to go start making pie, Alice found a load of blackberries we canned last year and she needs the jars for this year's peaches."

Wini walked off slowly and waved as she went into the kitchen. I turned to my stew and biscuits. I buttered a couple of biscuits and tasted the stew. There were plenty of vegetables and small chunks of savory lamb. I ate contentedly and could only nod as Rachael dropped off my milk and waddled off.

I ate, drank the milk, took a couple of biscuits for later, and went to the Kiva.

Every one was up and at least breathing in the Kiva. Sarge sat on his bunk and smiled at me when I went to see how he was doing. "Josh, thanks for the blanket, I was getting cold."

"Well it was the least I could do. So how did the party end? I left early and covered two at home."

Sarge drew back and looked up, "As I remember, Astral De Soto was running around pinching tits and you pulled Donnie boy off Vicky and I didn't see you again. Vicky is a backdoor girl. I tried to convince her that it was bad hygiene but she had a dick in her ass last time I saw her."

Sarge laughed, "Sue set up Stewart with this flashy redhead. Stewarts face lit up but he was very polite. She looked like she was only moderately receptive. She allowed me to instruct Stewart and she began to enjoy it when he fingered her ass." Sarge laughed. "She was a ringer I hear, she is big in some party or other and Sue was trying to forge an alliance in common interests I guess. The redhead let him evoke her Goddess for 10 to 15 minutes. Stewart needed some help up by the time she climaxed." Sarge laughed at the thought.

"I saw her later on the arm of Steve. Anyone seen Steve?" Sarge yelled out into the Kiva.

"No's," echoed in the room. "Another empty saddle." Sarge said and shook his head. "I don't know how many cluster fucks we can take boy. These Burney women are cock hounds every one of them."

I nodded remembering the De Soto sisters, "I hear that you had Wini up all night, Sarge. You paying her back for the cobblers?" I asked.

Sarge shook his head, "I tried to look after her but she kept getting away as I was demonstrating or coaching. Found her and Mike playing grab ass in a dark corner and she said, 'I was just passing the time of day with the boy.' Finally I got her in an alcove and paid her back for the grub, twice and I was nice about it. She was real tired and passed out for a while. When I came back to her, she was fucking Stewart, forward cowgirl, and making the damndest noises you ever heard." Sarge laughed, "Stewart was getting all the attention because he sits on the Board of Trustees."

How'd it end up?" I asked.

"Well there was three or four women bent over and five or six Black Brothers were hot swapping on them for an hour or so. Genevieve was holding her cunt and moaning after Floyd and Luis got hold of her. Sue ended up with one of the Blacks, but I'm sure she was fucking Bob at one time." Sarge had a puzzled look on his face and tried looking onto the haze of yesterday.

"Have you seen Able?" I asked.

"No he chased Amelia around and finally got her out the door. Haven't seen him and don't expect to 'till after dinner time." Sarge stood up, threw off his robe and picked up a towel. "I need a bath and a nap before dinner."

I decided to take a nap till diner time. Lady Chatterley sat on my table but I took off my boots and lay back and collapsed. I lay there awake sort of, I was dazed really I decided.

Perhaps Oliver was right that women take something from you and then make you pay them to give it back, but no Irene wasn't like that, nor Lenore, or June or any of the women in Burney. I drew in a deep breath and thought about how my Dad had always told me that women don't know what they really ask of men, and most don't even care

It was the suck, women suck something out of you and it is rare to have someone refill the void of giving. Irene gave me that and even Astral in her hedonism and fanciful play, gave me back more that she took. I smiled at the ceiling and closed my eyes. At least in the Kiva I was safe from them sucking me down to nothing.

For the next three days I decided, no more women. Well maybe a few shampoos and a massage or two but no Panky, nope. I would be pure and chaste, unless Irene called me or, "NO! Not even for Irene," I thought.