Tantric Masturbation

Masturbation. I love it. I love to do it, talk about it, watch it. Since I'm single and don't care to hook up with strangers often, I rely on some marathon masturbation sessions to help me feel attractive and sex positive and of course, to feel good!

I understand that the way I like to go about this not the norm, but I promise that in the right environment, you will soar to new heights.

Earlier tonight I took one dose of Molly (mdma) and snorted another half. While I was waiting for it to kick in, I smoked a bowl of weed and began prepping my living room for the wild night ahead.

I draped the couch with a couple of blankets, put new batteries in my dildos and vibration toys, set out a very large bottle of lube, grabbed towels galore and finally lit some insence and candles.

I have my keyboard hooked up to my TV and some nice mood music playing in the background.

After showering, I can feel the high getting stronger, my skin becomes a conduit for electrical energy and every part of it feels alive and sensual when I touch it.

After drying off, I apply a very liberal amount of body lotion from head to toe and at last I'm ready.

I closed my eyes for a minute or two and centered myself into the moment. I felt my flaccid member In my hand. I enoy feeling it soft, feeling each muscle and vein as I slowly roll the tip around in my fingers. Left, then right again and again till I catch myself audibly Sighing.

I open up my eyes and load up my favorite porn site : tumblr. I know there's better sites out there to get off to but I really enjoy still photos and videos of women and men, and tumblr allows me to have a journal of what turned me on all night.

While my Right hand navigates through the flurry of nude flesh, my left hand starts to rub the tip of my enlarging cock with a vibrator. The sensation is so intense. I'm breathing through it, trying to absorb every ounce of pleasure as I move the vibrator around my cock.

When I find a good gallery or video, I'm using my free hand to pinch and twist my nipples. This compounded by the vibrator on my shaft has my entire body wanting to orgasm. I am not worried about cumming yet, I'll be edging for about 6 hours until I'm able to cum (side effect of the drug), but I couldn't be happier.

My vibrator finds its way onto my taint, up and down, so slippery and feeling so amazing. I love being able to feel my erection from under my ballsack, feeling the erect bulb of my cock from my taint area makes me like I have a gigantic cock and with that I feel powerful.

I sit on my knees, and I grip my dildo between my heels and slowly descend down on it. Filling my ass with every inch of the my glass dildo that feels cool at first, and then warms up as the friction intensifies.

Still bouncing on my dildo, I have a hand full of my cock and my vibrator, finding a rhythm between stroking and filling my ass with the dildo. Such a wave of pleasure. I continue this while I scroll through the pictures and videos, stopping on one here and there that catches my eye. I think I see a nude girl who I know real life. Whether I know her or not, the entire routine intensifies at the thought that I might know her.

This is when I wish I could have someone film me, I want to perform this show in front of anyone who wants to watch. I wish others would join in with me, but I'm alone and know better than to try and get some company over, it's too late for that and I'm enjoying this moment right here.

I change positions here and there, trying to find my prostate hoping to get off by just massaging the prostate. I've heard it's amazing but I've never been able to find it, all the same, my fingers, lubed and curious feel great inside me.

Finally after 6 hours of this, I feel my load coming. From deep in my balls I feel the semen racing from their penile tubes untill I watch in awe at a geyser full of cum shoot out like a cannon. Second pump also releases an abnormal amount (for me), as does the third. Finally I'm drained, cum is so slippery when mixed with lube. The mess is everywhere and I revel in it. Massaging it on my softening member. Feeling satisfied.