- Loving Wives
- The Awakening File
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Click hereCleo's File Notes: I have perceived concern from a couple of my fans that I may be compromising the trust or privacy of clients, by writing these stories. I can assure you that I am not. I would never use an open file for any purpose other than for which it was intended. I have taken great care to obtain written permission from only clients with "closed" files before using any of their material. I change their names and locations to insure their privacy is protected at all times. On occasion, I have combined more than one file because they are similar in nature or have over-lapping information. I am contacted frequently by old clients who have corrected, or at least faced their behavioral patterns, and successfully moved on with their lives, telling me how much I helped them in this endeavor. Some of them want to share their experiences with others - anonymously.
I cannot possibly answer the many emails I receive, but I assure you I do read them all. The number of emails is overwhelming to say the least. Thanks for the encouragement and constructive criticism for those who had sent supporting comments. I also get emails with venomous scorn from a few who have nothing of value to say other than name calling. Others offer critiques for which I am grateful, or praise, for which I am humbled. Since the beginning of time there has been sexual behavior and a value judgment placed upon it by others with different proclivities. If a sexual situation can be thought of, trust me, it has been tried. Most people have no problem with this but a few have serious feelings of guilt and seek help in order to deal with them. That's what I do. When I cannot help them adjust, I always refer them to a trained Psychiatrist for treatment. Many refuse to go, but some do, and the result is good.
Some people lash out through name-calling and venom, etc. To those I say stick with what you are comfortable, stories that promote your particular behavioral pattern - stay inside the lines. I have heard or personally witnessed nearly every type of sexual conduct known. I do not pass judgment, finding that by simply talking about it, does wonders for most people. I encourage couples to read stories such as those found here, and watch films together if they find enjoyment doing this. I also hope singles take this advice as well. Self-gratification is natural. From my point of view, it is a healthy pastime - and fun. I do this with the love of my life on occasion and find it always stimulates love-making. Sensuous external stimulation such a stories or films, can lead to some serious climaxes! I know, for I experimented with many sexual situations in the past and still fantasize about the things I hear, living vicariously through the lives of others. After all, that is what these stories are all about.
Alas, behavioral counseling is not an exact science and there are those whom I could not help, and who have spiraled out of control. I have attempted to keep track of those but eventually many fade from sight. I wish them well. That is the case of the young lady in the Awakening file. One of the prettiest girls I ever met, I believe she lived a fantasy world everyday of her life, seldom separating fact from fantasy. The stimulation "drugs" she told me about may have been true - another type drug altogether - or a total fantasy. The fact of the matter was she believed them to be true and that they were the source of all her problems.
Throughout our sessions I quickly realized my young client in the Awakening series was obsessed with the idea of huge penises, overactive imagination, and a late awakening of an overpowering sexual appetite. In fact, many women fantasize about large penises and this in itself is not an unhealthy thing. I have some of the "huge-size" trait myself, so I fully understood that part of her fantasy. But her problem went much deeper. Simply put, she needed someone else to be in total control and sought affection and approval through increasing numbers of sex partners, and escalating the degradation of her sex acts. That, coupled with an extremely active Libido, led her to make very poor decisions. I urged her to see a trained psychiatrist, get monthly STD tests and stick with single partners, but as you will see as you read the final chapters of her file, she finally spun out of control. All stories do not end happily.
- COMMENTS
swingerjoealmost 10 years agoI really wish the admins of this site cared about it enough to ensure that stories are posted in their proper categories. This was an essay; not a Loving Wives story. The admins could easily recruit a team of volunteers to review these stories and make editorial recommendations. It would cut down their workload as well. But it seems as if they simply don't care.
calichepitalmost 10 years agoThat you're really a licensed practicing mental health care provider. However, there are so many different kinds and such an alphabet soup of certifications and licensure: MD, PhD, MSW, CADAC, LPC, etc, etc. that just about anybody can set up as a "helping vampire" and start sucking on the psyches of the fucked-up. If you want us to imagine that you're one of that crowded mob, so be it.
As far as I'm concerned, your "cover" is just the latest in a long line of rationalizations/justifications for white trash behavior.
The only redeeming feature of your whole series is that you pissed Harry off enough to arouse the dry, rasping cough of his failing respiratory system. Windex will get that off your screen, Harry.
Harryin VAalmost 10 years agoI do not pass judgment, finding that by simply talking about it, does wonders for most people.
oh my god
honey_licker1124almost 10 years agoThis submission was needed if you think it was needed and you felt there were questions. I'm enjoying the series, and even though you gave a little spoiler as to the outcome, it will be interesting to see how you get the heroine there. I always try to be positive and don't tear down other writer's hard work, and it is hard work to write and edit and rewrite and edit and proofread, etc. Usually if a comment is sent anonymously, I skip over reading it, because there are some jerks out there who live to crap on every story on here. If you don't like cheating wife stories, don't read it, and find what floats your boat somewhere else. The administrators of this site, in their description of this section specifically point out that this part of the "hub" will deal with wives who cheat. It's my favorite section, that I look over everyday and even though my own wife would never cheat, I guess it just does something vicariously for me. And at least, I can tell you not only have a gift for putting hot passion in your sex episodes, but you are educated and can WRITE CORRECTLY with proper grammar, word usage, spelling, and punctuation! A lot of stories on here get so bad when I'm trying to figure out who is speaking, and what is being said, I give up and go on to something else easier to read.
5 *'s again.
Concritic123almost 10 years agoThis one served little to no purpose. You could delete this one and no one would notice.
francis_toliveralmost 10 years agoIs the idea that you suggest you are a mental health care provider or that anyone believes you. As someone married to a mental health care provider (and who has shown your work to them) we both had to laugh. No ethical health care provider would act as you have or would have promoted the responses of the fictional characters that you write about.
Please don't misunderstand. I am not against the cuckold fetish (or any other fetish for that matter). I love Xleglover's work (for instance). I simply find the fiction you claim, to be a bit disingenuous and frankly insulting to those folks that really do work hard to help others with mental health care issues.
DragonFistingalmost 10 years agoEveryone who promotes their lifestyle on this site is idealistic. Sure most have success stories about their lifestyle, but no lifestyle is perfect. I've recently read a post about a guy, whom cheated on his wife, even though the hot wife lifestyle proclaims that with competition the man will always focus on putting effort into keeping his wife. Well, another woman seduced him. She was more attractive and younger than his wife. He even stated that she gives better blow jobs. On the flip side, a wife on another site fell in love with another man while being a hot wife. She found someone more compatible with her who wants to retire raising horses together. The husband is a city boy and the wife isn't. She ended up loving the new guy more after a couple years of dating, and quit the hot wife lifestyle. She puts all her energy into raising horses and does more training now that she quit the lifestyle. I've read post online about a woman who was somewhat honest about her cuckold husband fetish. She kept stating that she loves what her husband does for her and always gives her a place to go home to. But he doesn't invoke any passion, or feelings of romance. She stated that if he ever cheats on her, the marriage is over. Does she love him, or does she love what he does for her? Sometimes people love what people do for them and only care about them because of what they do. One wife views her husband as a source of resource for her and her children. Some just lose respect for their husbands, but stay because he is a good provider. You can ask a wife on why she loves her cuckold, and the answer is mostly he is a good provider. Everyone knows the flaws of monogamy. Hard to do and maintain. Maybe they should follow Dan Savage example and become monogamish. They need to forgive their spouse more, and work on their relationship to keep it fresh. Try to stop doing routine things all the time. Surprise your spouse and keep growing as a person so your spouse views you as a multifaceted person to keep your spouse interested. There is so much to do and learn that you won't live long enough to do everything, so your marriage shouldn't be stale. Be married, but maintain that dating mentality somewhat. I've done polyamory before. Ugh, I hate that whole mantra, love without limits. Dated a girl and when her boyfriend had to move for a job, she had to pick one of us. I heard the statistic of a group marriage keep breaking up. On average, they last 6 to 10 years. If two people can change a lot over the years, you have to take into account for three, four, five, and six people changing. New jobs, loss of intimacy, and people just not being interested in each other anymore. Once it blows up, it tends to get ugly. If six people were paying into a moartage, and half leave, they are in a financial bind. To do poly more successfully, you have to be highly independant. Oh and that six way marriage I've read about blew up spectacularly. needless to say only one couple stayed together,but the other two women have children with each of the men. That is afun custody battle there. The children could be split 4 ways, and some may not be in contact with the children at all. Only one woman has children with her original spouse. her husband also father children with the other two women. So lose idealism, and view relationship in realism. T
