The Road to EGOT Season 03 Pt. 03

"OOOOHHHH!" I heard her moan as she continued pushing the dildo into her ass. "MHHMM" Taylor continued as she sped up the pace of the dildo in her butt. I was pumping my cock to the same tempo as her. Imagining that it was my cock in her ass instead of that damn dildo. Taylor let the dildo slide all the way into her as she reached once more into her nightstand. She pulled out another dildo, put it in her mouth and began to suck and lick it in order to make it as wet as possible. When she was pleased with its wetness, she directed the dildo towards her pussy.

"FUCK!FUCK!" Taylor was double penetrating herself and all I could do was hold my breath from fear of cumming from the sight of this. Taylor was trying to pump both dildoes into her at the same time, but she couldn't seem to get a good grip. I don't know what had gotten into me. It was as though my legs were moving of their own accord. I softly shuffled into the bedroom and made my way towards the bed where Taylor was fucking herself. I sat down on the edge, the shifting of the weight causing Taylor to look back.

"Oh my god! Duncan." In that moment, our eyes met, and there was an indescribable, unmistakable pull between us. I had felt it before, but never quite like this. I felt my heart beat faster and soften all at once, and I knew there was nothing I wanted more in that moment than to please this beautiful woman that was so dear to me. In her eyes, I could see those same feelings mirrored. Before she could move, I grabbed the end of the dildo that was in her ass and began to pump it for her. "Oooooooohhh shiiiitttttt!" Taylor shouted no longer needing to worry about the noise. "Fuck my ass." She ordered me.

"Keep working your pussy gorgeous." I told her as I sped up the tempo. It amazed me just how easily the dildo was sliding in and out of her ass. She was fucking herself even harder with the dildo in her pussy.

"Oh god! Oh god! Oh god! Duncan! I"MMMMMM CUMMMMINNNGGGG!!" And she sure did. Taylor exploded all over the bed. She was squirting juices all over the place and I could only marvel as I continued to fuck her pretty little asshole that had gripped so tightly onto the dildo. "Duncan, oh shit!" Taylor moaned as she crashed onto the bed. I took a close look at her and noticed that she had passed out. I removed both of the dildoes from her. I went to her bathroom and made sure to clean both of them thoroughly. I opened Taylor's nightstand to return them, noticing that it was filled with other toys of various uses. Taylor might have not been having much sex with anyone, but she was definitely experimenting with herself. I kissed the beautiful blonde on the top of her head before covering her up. I went to the guest room and finally found sleep.

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I woke up the next morning only to realize that Taylor had already left. I showered and had a quick bite to eat before getting ready for my meeting with Sasha. As I left the apartment, I dialled Taylor's number and was met with her voicemail. I worried that maybe last night had gone too far out of her comfort zone. I took a cab downtown, feeling more and more worried as the moments passed. I tried to reach Taylor again and landed once more on the voicemail. I entered Sasha's building and was directed towards her floor.

"Duncan!" Sasha said standing in front of her apartment. She wore a simple gray knee length dress and still found a way to exude sex. "How are you? How was your flight?" She asked as she held me in a hug.

"Flight was boring. Just the way I like it." I told her as she allowed me inside. I took a quick look at the apartment and realized just how much it reflected Sasha. It was modern, with plenty of light streaming from the windows. The furniture was all new and very easy going. There was not an ounce of pretension that I often found in celebrity homes. This was perfectly Sasha. She even had a few really amazing modern painting that lined every wall of the space. "This place is incredible." I told her as I took it all in.

"Thank you. I decorated it myself." She told me standing proudly by my side.

"I can tell. This place just screams Sasha." I said as I took a closer look at the paintings. "So shall we get to work?" I asked.

"Let's! Want something to drink?" She asked generously as always. I declined as I removed the manuscript from my bag. Sasha sat next to me, her incredibly perfume washing over me. "So, what did you think?" The pretty brunette said clearly nervous.

"I thought it was incredible. Really Sasha, you did such great work." I told her earnestly.

"Really?" She said with a relieved smile. "I'm so happy to hear that. " She said with a bright smile.

"I told you when we signed you, that I wasn't a huge fan of your first book, but that I thought you had potential. And this is proof of that. The writing is so crisp, and the sex scenes! So erotic and sexy and incredibly arousing." I blurted out.

"Wow! I didn't expect such a rave review." She said holding her hand to her chest. "I don't know what to say!"

"Well you can start by telling me what happened here. I mean your first book had some hot scenes, but nothing quite like this." I admitted as I leaned into her.

"Well I think when I wrote the first book, I was just coming out of the industry. I was a little nervous as to how it would be received. I wanted it to be taken seriously and not seen as some sort of erotic romance trash. So I tried really hard, and didn't go full out on those scenes."

"What changed?" I asked taken in by her soft brown eye. I noticed how she bit her lip making her look even sexier.

"I miss it." She finally said excited. "I miss being on set, and just having my brains fucked. Taking on all these different characters and being able to fulfill every single crazy fantasy I've ever had." I could tell from her hardened nipples that she was getting turned on as she spoke.

"Must have been hard to give up." I said.

"At the time, it wasn't. I thought I was ready for the next step. I never imagined I would miss it so much."

"Were you always so sexual?"

"Deep down? Hell yes! I was the horniest person in the world. I just didn't show it. I was so scared of what people might think. What they might say about how perverted I was. Cuz I was perverted as hell!" She said smiling widely. "I used to fuck myself with almost anything."

"What changed?" I asked very curious. From the way Sasha was talking, she reminded me of Taylor. All of those sex toys that she had in her bedside table, yet she held herself back from being who she really wanted to be because she was afraid of how people would react to her. "I mean how did you go from being this horny but shy girl, to one of the most popular..." I hesitated not sure how she would feel.

"Pornstar?" She finished for me. I nodded. "I created a persona Duncan. I became Sasha Grey. With that it was much easier to just explore my sexuality and be the person I really wanted to be."

"Marina became Sasha." I concluded.

"Yup! And I never looked back. Why so curious?" She asked me.

"I have a friend in a similar situation. She really wants to explore her sexuality but is so afraid of what everyone will think."

"She's a celebrity?" Sasha asked knowingly. I nodded again. "Well tell her to try a costume. A wig, or wearing something she wouldn't usually wear. Anything to make her feel as though she were out of the ordinary. You have no idea how far that can go to help someone feel as though they are someone else."

"Thank you Sasha. I'll definitely give it a try." I said to the beautiful model.

"Back to the book?" She asked with a laugh.

"One second." I told her as I took my phone and tried to reach Taylor again. I was so relieved when she actually answered.

"Hey." She said hesitantly.

"Hey gorgeous." I said in a happy tone. "You left before I could see you."

"Yeah. Sorry. I had a thing." I could hear the nervousness in her voice. "How's your meeting?" She asked.

"Going great. I wanted to ask if you wanted to have dinner before the show?"

"Oh, about that Duncan, I don't think.."

"You're not cancelling on me."

"But, Duncan..."

"I'll meet you at your place later. Enjoy your day." I told her before she had a chance to protest. I returned to Sasha and we began to work on her book earnestly. I really enjoyed working with her. She was incredibly intelligent and had such passion for her work it was intoxicating. Most of the day had gone and it was getting late.

"I'll see you next time." I hugged Sasha as I headed for the door. "Great work today. This book is going to be amazing." I told her honestly.

"Thank you so much. For everything." She told me placing a soft kiss on my cheek.

"It's no trouble. Just doing my job." I answered.

"I meant thank you for treating me like everyone else. Not just some ex porn star. You don't know how much that means to me."

"You're more than that." I told her. "You're a beautiful, intelligent woman whose words are going to help plenty of women come in touch with who they really want to be."

"You're sweet." She said bashfully. "Have a goodnight."

"I plan to!" I told her as I headed to the elevator. I had a few stops to make.

*****

"Hey!" Taylor said when she came into the apartment. I was sitting in the living room dressed and ready to go.

"How was your day?" I asked her as she stepped into my field of view. She looked radiant as always.

"It was good. How was yours?" She asked keeping a farther distance from me than usual.

"Really good. Sasha and I got a lot of work done. Her book will be fantastic." I told her as I poured us both a drink. "Are you hungry?" I asked her as I handed her one.

"Starving... But Duncan, we need to talk." She said looking nervous.

"About?" I asked with a smirk.

"Last night. What happened! What you saw, what I was doing, you gotta understand, I had drank a lot and all the sex talk, I just, wasn't thinking..and I...and I..."

"You loved it!" I told her.

"What?" She asked utterly surprised.

"You heard me, you loved it." I said as I stepped closer to her. "You loved having me fuck you with that dildo. You loved me seeing and feeling you cum." I told her as I wrapped my arm around her causing her to gasp. "And you love being close to me right now." I softly whispered into her ear.

"Duncan." Taylor said, hardly able to catch her breath. "We said we would just be friends, I don't want to ruin that."

"You're not going to. Because tonight you're not Taylor Swift." I said to her boldly.

"Then who am I?" She asked

"Whoever you want to be." She looked at me looking incredibly confused. "Go to your room and wear what I put on the bed." I said to her before sitting on the couch and sipping on my drink. "Don't worry, i'll wait." I promised as I saw her failing to move. She bit her bottom lip before making her way to her room.

"OH MY GOD!" I heard Taylor shout from her bedroom. I smirked to myself as I waited for her to get ready. The gorgeous pop star took her time getting ready as I watched some TV. I had knots in my stomach just thinking of how the remainder of the evening might go. I was both excited and nervous at the prospects of what could take place. I loved Taylor so much, and I really wanted to give her a taste of what she was missing out on.

"Well?" I heard her say behind me as she walked out of the room. I broke into a huge grin as I saw just how magnificent she looked. She wore a tight blue dress that hung to her slim frame wonderfully and did an amazing job of showcasing her long legs. On her feet were a pair of matching heels that did nothing but amazing things for her legs. The really particular part of the evening, was her hair. Instead of her usual blonde hair, Taylor was wearing a red wig, effectively turning her into a completely different person. Even in this new person, there was no denying the beauty.

"Wow, Taylor.."

"Not Taylor." She said, changing her voice slightly. "My name is Lucille." She said with a naughty smile.

"Well Lucile, you look amazing." I admitted honestly.

"And you look quite handsome." She said as she sauntered towards me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me in close enough to smell the scent of her soft skin. I couldn't help but lose myself in her eyes. Her soft lips looking not only delicious but almost as though they were calling out to me. "Duncan?" Taylor said distracting me.

"Yes?" I asked barely able to hear the sound of my own voice over the rushing of my blood.

"I'm hungry." She said with a devilish smile. I couldn't help but laugh and had been glad that she had cut through the sexual tension.

"well , let's go feed you." I said graciously as I offered her my hand and guided her out of the apartment. When we reached the lobby, Curtis was standing outside in front of the big SUV. We stepped outside and it was impossible not to enjoy his confusion towards whom my companion for the evening was. I smirked when he realized that it was actually Taylor standing inches away from him.

"Tay.."

"Lucille!" Taylor and I said at the same time cutting him off.

"Yes, of course." Curtis said with a smile. "Where to?" He asked as he opened the car door.

"Not tonight Curtis." I told him as I kept Taylor from entering the vehicle. "It's a beautiful night and we will enjoy it fully. You can follow us in the car just in case okay?"

"No problem. Enjoy." He said as he sat behind the wheel.

"I can't believe even Curtis didn't recognize me." Taylor said as we walked towards the restaurant I had chosen for the evening.

"The wig is perfect.You look hot as a redhead."

"Really? Better than as a blonde?" She asked with a wicked smile.

"Your hair could be blue and you'd still be the most beautiful woman in any room." I said as I squeezed her hand. I noticed her blushing as we enjoyed the sounds of the city. Pasquale Jones was one of the new up and coming restaurants in Manhattan. It was a small wood grilled oven Italian restaurant and apparently the food was out of this world.

"I've been dying to come here." Taylor said as we sat down.

"I know." I said cockily.

"I sometimes forget how much you pay attention." She said as she looked at the menu.

"Well it's a gift after all." I told her as I got us a bottle of wine.

"So where did you get this idea?" She asked excitedly. I explained to her my conversation with Sasha as we put in our orders and enjoyed the wine. "Wow. So you really did have a productive meeting with a porn star." Taylor said jokingly.

"Ex-pornstar." I threw in again.

"Right. I'm sorry. Ex!"

"She's incredible you know. She wrote this amazing book, and all she wants is really for women everywhere to get more in touch with their bodies and their fantasies."

"Women like me you mean?" She said looking a little jealous.

"There are no women like you." I said looking at her right in the eyes. "You're one of a kind... Lucille."Taylor smiled with her eyes, seeming as though she had so much to say. "What?" I asked her holding her hand over the table.

"It's just, whenever you say things like that, it makes me wonder...what it would be like if you and I ever tried being together."

"Do you only think about it when I say things like that?" I asked.

"No. I think about it. I think about it quite a bit."

"And?"

"There's no one that I trust more than you. And you know trust is a huge deal to me. There's really just something about you." She said playing with her napkin.

"I think about it too." I told her holding her hand.

"And?" It was her turn to ask with a smile.

"There's no one I like hearing from more every day than you."

"I mean I am fabulous after all." She said with a wicked grin.

"You really are." I told her as I looked at her seriously. Our eyes locked then and there, just as they had the previous night. The pull was unmistakable. I felt something I had felt rarely before. We were interrupted by the arrival of our food. We changed the subject and ate heartily. The food was wonderful as was Taylor's company. She was in rare form tonight, and I was lucky to be with.

"I don't understand her." Taylor said halfway through dinner.

"Who?" I asked beyond confused.

"Alex! I mean you're this amazing guy, why would she pass up on you."

"She doesn't want to be with me as long as I feel I need to be there for everyone."

"I know that. But that's one of the best parts about you. That you're so ready to do whatever it takes to help others."

"She's worried she'd be lost in the shuffle. I totally get that. I left her on the red carpet once to do "the right thing." She can't be sure I won't do it again."

"When I heard about that, I have to admit, I thought that was the sexiest thing ever." She said with a huge smile.

"Really? Me leaving my girlfriend to run to my ex's side while she was in the hospital?"

"Well when you put it like that!" She said laughing.

"Yeah, a lot less sexy when you're Alex. I just didn't know what else to do."

"You did what you felt you had to." Taylor said smiling at me. Once we had finished, we held hands and decided to walk to Webster Hall. It was only 20 minutes away and we easily joined the crowd that was out and about on a Saturday night in New York.

"Thank you." Taylor said as she rested her head on my shoulder.

"For what?" I asked her as I took in her scent.

"For tonight. I haven't felt this good, this free in so long. No one is bombarding me asking for autographs or pictures. I just feel like a normal girl."

"You're welcome gorgeous. I'm glad you're having such a wonderful time. I know i'm enjoying myself." I placed a soft kiss on her forehead as we reached Webster Hall. The place was sold out and packed to the rafters. The band soon came onstage and the room went wild. Even Taylor was shouting from the top of her lungs. I had never heard any of their music and wasn't sure what to expect. I was pleased to find that I absolutely loved them. Their songs were beautifully written and I couldn't help but be swept away by the wonderful voice.

Taylor wrapped her arms around my neck, soon we were moving together to the sounds of the music. In that moment there was no denying just how happy I was. Taylor said that she hadn't felt this free in some time, I realized that I felt the same. Away from Hollywood and from everything, this had been a perfect evening. Taking a closer look at Taylor's mouth as she sang along, I knew what would make this night all the better.

I held the bottom of Taylor's chin and made her look at me. Our eyes met, and I kept her stare to make sure that she would know what was coming. I lowered my lips and softly, gently placed them to hers. Our lips met and all around me the room went quiet. There was no music, there was no more crowd. There were only Taylor and I. I could hear myself moan into her mouth as her sweet soft lips kissed me deeper than I had been in so long.

I pulled Taylor's slim frame tighter against me as she opened her mouth and thrust her tongue into my mouth. Every single one of my senses were completely locked into this kiss. I felt myself getting turned on and my erection pressing into Taylor's stomach. She pulled away from me and her beautiful eyes were locked on mine. They were so expressive that I could see so much without her having to say a word. She smiled before leaning in and kissing me once more.

"Hmmm!" She moaned into my mouth as her hand wrapped itself around my dick. I grabbed handfuls of her ass as our kiss deepened. I continued to run my hands across Taylor's superb backside when a realization came to me.

"No panties?" I asked as I pulled away from her.

"Lucille doesn't like them." She answered with a wry smile. I looked around to make sure no one was watching us. Everyone was completely lost in the concert. I spun Taylor so that her firm ass was rubbing against my cock. I brought my lips near her neck and took in the sweet scent. I kissed the soft skin as my hands caressed the sides of Taylor's frame heading towards the hem of her dress. My hands brushed against her soft thighs causing her to gasp. The lights dimmed as the band switched to a slower song. It was dark and perfect for what I was about to do.