Over the last year or so I have found myself lusting after one of my best friends... Normally not an unusual or bad thing, but in this case it is beyond forbidden... I may not have many limits or morals but I respect the marriage vows. Unless I am given specific permission by the spouse, I will not even consider pursuing an interest in someone who is married. So I find myself in a dilemma, constantly and unwillingly fantasising about my friend, with no outlet.
Hopefully putting some of my dreams and fantasies onto paper will help get this out of my system, and keep me from doing something foolish to destroy a friendship I value more than any fleeting passion (however incredible I believe it would be, sigh).
Location
Southwest USA