Need_to_serve

I am a loser who accepts his worthlessness and knows his place is at the feet of a Goddess who will allow him to worship her.

It is my greatest desire, and my greatest fear, to serve a Goddess as her financial slave; for her to command me to work hard so that I can willingly hand over my wages to her and live in poverty to pay for her extravagances.

The idea of doing without so that a Goddess can have whatever she wants is the ultimate fantasy and lifestyle for me.

To live in the perpetuity of financial servitude, always working harder and doing without so that my Goddess can have more is my ideal life.

It is a transformation from the mundanity of everyday life whereby the drudgery of the work place and poverty is replaced by the true purpose and perpetual eroticism of financially serving a Goddess.