All I Ever Wanted

She stared defiantly at me, her pretty face set and determined.

"I'm 18, and an adult, so I left, The End. Dad can be so intolerant sometimes; I wonder where he gets it from! And then he gets you, his number one stooge, to get hold of me; what were you supposed to do; corral me and send me home suitably chastened? As it happens, I've already been accepted at the Slade School, just around the corner at UCL, so you can expect me to be poncing lunch-money off you on a regular basis!"

Now I was intrigued.

"So, what gave Dad the idea that you should take up nursing, actually caring for the sick, for real, live, sick, human-type people? Did he not take into account the notorious 'exploding goldfish' incident?" I grinned, Sai's expression becoming innocent and angelic.

"That was entirely not my fault, it was a very hot day, I wasn't looking, and it just...happened. Ancient history, but supports my argument. I did consider telling him I was seriously considering a career in pole dancing, the money is bloody amazing, but that vein in his forehead was throbbing, so I walked out before he stroked-out!"

I had to laugh. Sai had become a very forceful young woman, and I knew that Dad was beaten, he just didn't know it. I leaned in, asking the question uppermost in my mind.

"If Dad balks and cuts you loose, not that he ever would, but just supposing, how are you going to pay tuition, house, and feed yourself, princess, eh? Student loans only go so far, you know."

Sai waved her hand airily, dismissively.

"Details, Harry, mere details. Besides, there's always the pole-dancing option if money gets tight; you just have to see the big picture. Now, have you got any grub, I'm famished?"

I laughed again, then called Dad to let him know Sai was safe with me, she'd be spending the weekend, and I promised I'd come home with her on Monday, as I had a free week. Sai Fong's eyes lit up at that, and she immediately demanded what there was to do around here.

"Not a lot, sister dearest, I'm a starving student, remember? I can't afford a night out, I can barely afford a night in."

Sai wandered around the sitting room, touching and examining, and picked up an invitation card on the dresser.

"What's this party for, and are you going?" she asked.

"It's a faculty mixer, and I have to go, I'm a teaching assistant, it's how I make enough money to live in poverty. You want to come?"

Sai nodded, eyes lighting up, and I immediately regretted it -- she had a calculating expression on her face, and I had a sinking feeling this could all end badly. But, I had invited her, so she was coming.

I dressed in the sitting room; Sai had commandeered the only bedroom, together with what looked like half her clothes from home, and refused to come out until she was completely ready. The wait was definitely worth it. She was dressed in a very short, skin-tight black velvet strapless cocktail dress, with 5 inch heels, her hair down over one eye, lips a vivid crimson, matching her perfect glossy nails. She looked stunning, and I had to remind myself that this was my sister; she looked like a model.

"So, Harry, will I do?" she asked, grinning, and I could only grin back. "Words fail me princess, words fail!"

We took my car, Sai's Golf was too ramshackle to trust in the London evening traffic, and arrived in good time. Going on in, most male eyes were glued to Sai, and we started to make the rounds, all my lecturers suddenly eager to talk to me ; can't think why.

I tried to introduce her to my physics professor, and began. "Professor Dickson, this is..." Sai interjected "Sai Fong, Harry's girlfriend, what a wonderful campus you have here; I'll be attending Slade later in the year, so I thought I'd spend a little time with my Harry first, spruce him up a little!" The professor laughed, and chatted for a while, then went off to mingle, leaving me to stare at her.

"What happened there, princess?"

She was happy to explain.

"I don't want people thinking my brother is such a saddo nerd he has to take his sister to parties or go alone. Honestly, Harry darling, you are so dense sometimes, now try and look loved-up!"

This said while adjusting my lapels and tie, flicking my shoulders off, then pulling my head down to peck me on the cheek and pat me on the chest, drawing approving looks from some of the faculty wives.

After circulating around and talking with everyone, and eating some canapés, I decided I'd done enough to safeguard my continued employment, and piloted Sai into the car park.

"So princess, now you know, welcome to my life!" I grinned, manoeuvring into the late evening traffic.

We got back to my flat, and raided the fridge for a late supper, canapé's being no substitute for real food, before working out the sleeping arrangements. I gave the bed to Sai, intending to sleep on the couch, which immediately started an argument based on Sai's contention that it was my flat, so she should take the couch. I finally gave in, and went to brush my teeth, and came back to find Sai Fong tucked up in my bed, grinning at me.

"I thought we'd agreed....?" I trailed off, and she looked at me incredulously.

"You'd actually make me sleep on a couch? What kind of big brother are you, I can't believe...!"

She began laughing and said "Oh, Harry, I would never have let you sleep out on that old couch! We'll share, you can read me to sleep, just like before, it'll be fine. One thing though; if you feel like expressing yourself through any nightly noises, forget it; hold them in, and I mean it!"

With some misgivings, I climbed up on the bed, sitting on the covers, and Sai settled against me, as she did when she was small, and I began to read to her from Ivanhoe, one of my favourite books.

After a while, her finger had stopped following the printed line as I read, and I looked at her, fast asleep. Now I had a problem. Her arm was through mine, and she was lying on both. If I moved it, I'd wake her, so I sighed, turned off the light, and tried to sleep sitting up and leaning against the headboard. I kissed the top of her head and said "Goodnight princess, love you." and heard her mumble back "love you too..." before becoming still again

I awoke with a start. I was lying down, on my side with Sai lying facing me, her hand inside the back of my shorts, resting on my bare buttock. Worse, my hand was around her panty-clad buttock, holding tight, her face so close her lips were almost touching mine. Oh. Shit.

I tried to stealthily move my offending hand, only for her to mutter "leave it there" and the hand on my own backside flexed, the nails digging in slightly as she gripped me again. Wondering what the hell was going on, and trying to ignore the feel of my cock twisting around in my shorts as it tried to come to full mast, I lay absolutely motionless, waiting for her to drop off again, so I could retreat.

Sai took that decision away from me. Using the leverage of her hand on my backside, she pulled herself tight up against me, her tummy up against mine, the bulge of my cock now very obviously pressing into her. Her hand let go of my buttock, sliding up my back to the back of my head to pull me in close. Suddenly her lips were on mine, her tongue sliding between my lips as my mouth opened in shock; my little sister was kissing me, and seriously, too, no brushing of lips here, this was full-contact!

I moved my hand away from her lovely, shapely rump, for her to hiss into my mouth, "I said, leave it there!"

As this was obviously what she wanted, I complied, without too much of an internal struggle, I have to admit, because it was, after all, a very nice buttock to have a hold of.

Sai slid her hand down my back again, never breaking lip-lock, to rub and clench my buttock, and then around between us to squeeze the front of my shorts, her hand grabbing my now fully-erect penis and squeezing it through the material of my shorts. In the meantime, I had decided that if she was going to do this, I was going to enjoy myself as well, so I slid my free hand down inside her panties to cup and lightly squeeze the smooth round buttock, and slide into the cleft between her bum cheeks.

Sai giggled into my mouth at that.

"Woken up at last, have we?" as she delved around further, manipulating my cock, and sliding her hand into the waistband of my jockeys. Her warm fingers encircled my cock, to gently but firmly pump and squeeze, before moving her hand down further to gently squeeze and fondle my balls, drawn up tight against my aching cock. I made no further comment, nor even a token protest; whatever had been building all these years, it had finally happened, and all I wanted to do now was go with it.

"Fuck, I want to see this!" she whispered, pulling her hand out of my shorts and pushing me over onto my back, grabbing the sides of my shorts and sliding them down until my cock sprang out, bobbing upright in the open. I snapped on the reading light, and her eyes opened wide.

"Oh fuck, yes!" she breathed, reaching out to take hold with both hands, sliding one hand up and down and squeezing at the same time, her eyes bright in the small pool of light from the low wattage bulb, light enough for what she wanted. Shuffling forward on her knees, she bent over my cock, kissing and licking the shaft, rubbing her thumb lightly over the tip as she did so.

She kissed her way up my shaft, until her lips slipped over the end of my penis, and then began sucking and licking as she bobbed her head up and down, sucking delightfully, keeping the pressure on me as she squeezed and jerked my shaft. I hadn't had sex in quite a while, and her activities were having an immediate effect on me.

"Uh, Princess, I'm going to come, you might want to ...!" I said, trying to give her fair warning.

Instead, she sucked harder, sliding her tongue over the tip of my penis, lightly rubbing the slit in the end as she smiled at me, her lovely almond eyes wide open as I felt my cock pulse and then shoot burst after burst of spunk into her mouth. She kept her lips clamped tight around the end of my twitching member, sucking and swallowing, licking at it until I stopped spasming. Finally, she lifted her head, swallowed one last time, and smiled brightly at me.

"Happy now? Good, you're up, Sparky!"

With that, she pulled her sleeping top off, and wriggled out of her panties, pulling me down to kiss her open mouth, and fondle her invitingly firm peach breasts. I slid down so I could nibble and suck on her nipples, swirling my tongue around to flick them, drawing a little "oh...oh!" each time I did it.

I trailed my hand down her midsection, twirling a finger in her navel for a second before sliding it down further, until I was running my fingers through her soft and downy trimmed pubic hair, a lyrical vee pointing to her secret place. My questing fingers travelled down until I slid them back and forth across her labia, lubrication already moistening the lips as her arousal heightened. I slipped one finger between her lips, making her gasp and squirm, and then two, as I felt the little bead of her clitoris begin to harden and dampen.

I continued to suck at her nipples for a little longer, simultaneously frigging her, and then started kissing down her abdomen, following the same route as my fingers, licking and kissing her navel, before licking down to her pussy, running my tongue through her pubic hair, enjoying the feel of the soft hairs slipping on my tongue as I slid it down and down. At last, I was able to slide my tongue over her labia, making her quiver and moan.

I wanted to find a better angle, so I slid over her legs, to lie between them, grabbing hold of her lovely buttocks to lift her pelvis up, her pussy now easily accessible.

I began licking again, long lapping strokes, from her anus to her clitoris, making her drum her heels on the bed and grab my hair, pushing my face down into her wetness, and I began lapping at her clitoris, making it stiffen and thrum, making her gasp and squirm, until she could hold it no more, groaning out loud as she orgasmed, her pussy convulsing, her juices flooding over my mouth and chin as she came, tasting sweet and salty and tangy all at once.

"My arse, Harry, shove your tongue in my arse, hard!" she hissed, and I was happy to follow instructions, making her orgasm all over again, legs flexing and heels digging into the bed, until she began to come down, gradually relaxing as her orgasm died away.

I moved up next to her, she pulling me in for a long slow kiss, stroking my now fully recovered penis.

"Ready for the main course, are we?" she grinned at me, and for answer I slipped over her and positioned myself, her hand guiding me.

Just before I took the plunge, so to speak, a thought occurred.

"Sai, are you...?"

"Don't worry Harry, I'm on the pill; Dad has issues!" she giggled. "If you want to come in me, it's OK, just go slow, please, I'm still, uh...'in virgo intacta', you understand, so please, carefully, yes?"

I grinned back at her.

"I'm always careful around you, Princess!"

With that, I edged forward, pushing in slowly, giving her time to adjust to the feeling, meeting a little resistance, and then none, thinking 'wow, I just popped a cherry'!

Sai was gasping as I went in, urging me on when I stopped because she was gasping. My cock is not a monster dick, about average, I would say, but she was still very tight; the last thing I wanted to do was hurt this lovely creature, but at last I was all the way in, with Sai taking a deep breath before we began in earnest.

"Are you sure about this now, princess?" I asked, and she grinned at me, nodding for me to carry on. As I withdrew, she began gasping and moaning, causing me to stop again.

"Don't stop, Oh God, feels so good, keep going, Harry!" she moaned, and so I kept on, withdrawing nearly all the way, then sliding back in again, in and out, in and out, Sai no longer gasping, now pushing back against me and moaning. She began lifting her hips to thrust against me as I pumped into her, her arms tight around me, fingernails digging into my back as I humped her for all I was worth.

Her pelvis pistoned back into me as I rammed into her, until, with a loud groaning sigh, her orgasm rippled through her. Her body arched up to me, a breathless moment of complete stillness, warm fluid bathing my cock and scrotum as she juiced-out, and then, with the contractions in her tight pussy sucking and squeezing my cock, I came like molten metal, unable to resist the avalanche of sensation, pumping thick jets of spunk into this beautiful porcelain doll, my Eurasian little sister.

"Shit, Harry, I never came like that before," she smiled, sounding winded, "it must be the company!"

I was also thinking how incredible it had been as well, the best sex I had ever had, in an admittedly sparse sex life to date. As I slumped down beside her, she turned to me, putting her arm possessively across my chest.

"I knew if I waited long enough, I'd get you!" she grinned. "Now you're mine, Harry Waterfield, take note!"

I must admit, I was taken with the idea of exploring her a little, and then the fact of what I had just done struck me. I had just fucked my sister; I had just had oral sex with my sister. OH GOD! In the immortal words of Hugh Grant, 'Fuck, Fuck, Fuckity-Fuck Fuck'!

Sai looked at me. "What?" was her comment, seeing the expression on my face.

"Nothing, Sis, I was just counting my lifespan in seconds when Dad finds out. Please tell Gran my last words were of her, and you can have my stamp collection."

I looked at Sai, watching her face for any sign that she was feeling the same way I did, and turned on my side, to look her in the eyes.

"Sai Fong, we just did a wrong thing, a very big wrong thing. I know I'm just as much to blame as you are, more so, I'm your older brother, I should know better, but I have to know; what possessed you to start all this?"

Sai Fong looked at me levelly, no trace of guilt or remorse in her eyes, and grinned her cheeky grin.

"Harry, the first time I saw you at the airport, all those years ago, I was thrilled you were my new big brother, you were so handsome, and you held my hand all the way home, and you always made me feel good, you were always so kind and sweet to me, and you never made me sad. I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. I've loved you all my life, and now I'm an adult, I could make that decision to make love to you; it was my decision to make, and I have no regrets. Neither should you."

I started again.

"Sai, we shouldn't have done this, no matter how much you wanted, or how much we both wanted to, we're family, brother and sister, it's...just wrong..."

Sai took my face in her hands.

"Harry, you were born in 1989?" I nodded. She continued. "Then why do you sound like you're living in the fucking fifties? Get over it, it happened, it was really good, actually it was fucking amazing, and it's going to happen again, I promise you, many times! And while we're at it, no pun intended, maybe we can fix the little problem you seem to have right now with your head, you know, the one where you've got it stuck up your arse. Times have changed, Harry, live in them!"

I couldn't help but be impressed by the utter conviction in her voice, and, to be honest the thought of it happening again was very exciting.

I gathered her into me, kissing her properly, not that frantic face-sucking we were doing earlier.

"You win, sis," I said, "we are going to do this again. I want to, just as much as you do. I've been like a nervous cat around you for so long because of all this, wanting you, wondering what all those looks and secret little smiles were all about, and scared of where it could lead. So, now we're here, one iron-clad rule; Dad never finds out, not a hint, OK? This would kill him, but not before he kills me, and I mean that most sincerely."

Sai grinned at me, momentary annoyance making me forget I was naked in bed with her, launching instead in 'Big Brother Laying Down The Law' mode.

"I mean it Sai, so no arch little hints around him, no lingering looks and jealous hissy-fits, no games, no loaded conversations, no late-night confessions to friends, nothing; this is ours, and we keep it to ourselves, got it? And, most especially, Gran must never find out, you know what a cow she is when it comes to you, so avoid her at all costs. Normal and appropriate behaviour around each other at all times at home, got it?"

Sai was starting to look serious, so I decided to lay it on a little thicker, just to impress on her that I wasn't kidding, that I was being deadly serious.

"And one more thing, princess; I need proof you are actually protected or I'm getting you a morning after pill right now; we can't afford any mishaps, no hysterical confessions about how you loved me and wanted my baby, or you messed-up your pills, or whatever, because Dad is never going to buy any 'behold, a virgin shall conceive' story, no matter how plausible you think it sounds; he's middle-aged, not mentally deficient. We have to cover all bases. This really is the real world, you're in now; times have changed, as you said, and we have to live with the consequences. Sai Fong, this is a real thing happening, not a game anymore, and people could get hurt, so eyes wide-open, OK?"

She nodded, wide-eyed, my manner, more than anything else, finally impressing on her how serious I was about her, and how important it was that nobody ever found out what we were doing.

Without a word, she reached over to the night stand, opened her handbag and pulled out her pill case, showing me the up to date dosage.

"Harry," she said, "I've always maintained my dosage; I never knew when I might catch you in a weak moment, and there was no way I was going to be knocked-up just yet, I wanted to go to university, so I'm very careful. Stop worrying."