Ann: A Love Story Ch. 03

"By the way, you're a better player than I am, and I don't care."

She smiled and said, "And there is no upgrade over you, baby."

"I also called his wife."

Dawn drew back a little.

"Yeah. Probably wasn't my best moment. I should have been more sympathetic. After all, she and I had the same problem. But I hurt, and I wanted him to feel the same pain, which was impossible. I hurt her instead."

"He hurt her. You didn't."

"Yeah, that's what Matt said. But I still feel guilty about it."

"That's because you're a good person, Neil."

There was more silence. I wondered if we were done, but Dawn took the conversation a different direction.

"That first day I came here, I felt so alone. I mean, I was alone. And I wanted to be alone. But I was...alone, you know. I wasn't sure what I was going to do, about Earl; about the two of us. I lay back in the grass and I looked at the sky. It was a gray day, but it was still so wonderful here."

I felt Dawn shudder a little. Whatever was on her mind now was having an effect on her.

"I was horny; really horny. It had been what seemed like forever since I had an orgasm. And what's worse, I had actually been fucked a ton of times. So it was like torture. But I the beauty of the place, I felt peaceful. I suppose it would be comical to say I was one with nature, but it kind of was like that. So I took off my stuff."

I got a little smirk on my face.

"I know. But it helped. I lay back down, and I just let nature have me. I started playing with myself, my eyes closed, feeling the air run over my body. I had never been naked outside before, and it was exhilarating. The next thing I know, I'm really going at it. I can feel it building, and yet I was having a hard time getting myself there."

Dawn's hand had slipped off my arm, and was now in her crotch. I think she did it subconsciously, because she wasn't rubbing herself. But her breathing suggested she wanted to.

"I was on the brink, and I felt this rumble. It was stirring up all around me, and I didn't know what it was. But my ass started vibrating, and I got excited. All of a sudden, I touched my clit. And as God is my witness, I came...just as the Amtrak flew by above me on the tracks. I couldn't remember ever having cum that hard. I was screaming as loud as I could, but no one could hear it because of the roar of the train."

I smiled as I thought about Dawn, fingering herself in her secret hideaway. It was, well, sweet. She looked at me, waiting for me to share.

"I've got nothing to top that babe."

She smiled, but she also pouted.

"If you want me to tell you about me jacking off to my parents again, then maybe I have something for you."

Dawn hit my arm as I chuckled.

"Okay, okay. I'm not going to go into all the details of the relationship. But I will tell you something about Tina."

"Who's Tina?"

"She cuts my hair, remember?"

"Yes. This sounds interesting," she said in a sexy voice.

"Stop it!"

"Sorry, Neil. Please, tell me."

"A couple of months ago, once Matt got home from school, we were hanging out. We had played some basketball, and we were talking about women. He was on a mission to get me laid."

"Nice guy."

"Yeah. Anyway, he suggested I start thinking sexy. I know that sounds stupid. But he said he learned in one of his classes in school that something like 70 percent of people who think about how they project themselves to others have positive results in achieving their goals. And apparently, one of the study groups was people who tried to project a better sexual attitude. So, he said if I wanted sex, I needed to think sexy."

Dawn snickered, but I wagged my finger at her.

"I'm sorry. But you know that sounds like totally made up bullshit, don't you?"

"Why would he make that up?"

"I don't know; to give a friend some confidence, maybe?"

I was a little stunned by that. I started thinking about it, and Dawn regretted saying anything.

"Neil, don't worry about it if it worked. What did you do?"

"I listened to Matt. He said I should go commando, because it makes you feel freer, and so it makes you feel sexier. So I did, and it kind of worked. It just felt different, and that put me in a better mood I guess. I went home and took a shower because I had a hair appointment. And I went commando. But I went in a pair of gym shorts."

"Oooh, this is getting good," Dawn said.

"Hey, I didn't comment on your little story."

"Well, I'm not done with mine, so you'll have your chance."

My eyebrow cocked automatically; an expressive question mark. Her answer was a wicked grin.

"Tina is a cute little blond. Not stunning, not pretty; not gorgeous like you. She's cute. Pixie cute. She's not that tall, maybe 5' 2", so I suppose that adds to the cuteness factor. But she does have a killer ass, and I'm an ass man."

Dawn pouted a little and said, "I thought you loved my tits?"

"I do. But it was watching you bend over when I was playing the outfield that had me thinking dirty thoughts, lover."

I hadn't called Dawn lover in a while, and that softened her edge just a little. She loved to be called that. So did I.

"Since Tina's short it brings her down close to the chair, even more so when she raises it just a little. I had only had my hair done there a couple of times. I used to use my ex-wife's cousin, but I stopped going there for obvious reasons. I had gone a couple of other places after that, but I hadn't really found one I liked until someone recommended Tina. And I liked the fact that she would take late appointments. It made it easier for me."

Now it was time for my deep breath. I didn't move my hand to my crotch like Dawn did, but she moved her hand back to my arm, and that was better. A woman's touch anywhere beat my own.

"Tina has this habit of breathing on your neck because she's so close to it. Between that, and the way she runs her fingers through my hair; it's a lot like foreplay. Especially for a guy that can't get laid. And without the restriction of some type of underwear, combined with the error in judgment of wearing the loosest pair of shorts I own? Well, I think it's safe to say that when Matt said I'd feel freer, he wasn't kidding."

"What happened?" Dawn asked, licking her lips.

"Pretty much what you must think happened. When I sat down, the shorts rode up my thighs a little bit. I was okay through the shampooing, but it was a struggle. And I was okay during the cutting. It wasn't until she put it some gel in my hair and started massaging my scalp and playing with my hair that it happened."

"How bad was it?" she asked, her face kind of cringing.

I laughed.

"I suppose that would depend on your definition of bad. Like I said, my shorts had ridden up. My cock was pointed down my leg, and when Tina started there was nothing to stop it. All of a sudden, she looked over my shoulder and I had a tent pole in my lap, lifting up the smock she had thrown over me."

"And?"

"And she noticed. And I turned red and started apologizing. I didn't want to come off as some pervert, so I freaked and basically confessed that Matt had told me to try. Tina knew what I was going through, and she kind of surprised me. She said that I had no reason to worry about trying to feel sexy because I was, and she said everyone in town knew my ex had fucked up by screwing around on me. They were kind words, and they helped I suppose. But I'm not sure I believed her."

"Well, you should. She's right, you know."

Dawn moved her hand to my leg, leaving it still, but making sure I knew it was there by tapping her fingers gently over my skin on the inside of my thigh.

"I thought that would be it. But Tina asked why I had decided to try Matt's idea with her. I didn't know what to say at first. I mean, I couldn't say that it was just that it was the first time I went out after he suggested it. So, I told her about how it kind of turns me on when she cuts my hair the way she does. She asked that that meant, and I told her. I mean, it was true...it did turn me on. But it was just a coincidence that I was going there that night."

"Or fate."

"What?

"Do you think it's a coincidence that you and I are together? I'd like to think fate brought us together, to help each other get past what's been holding us back so we can move forward."

"So you think it was fate that I went to Tina's like that?"

"Or coincidence. But don't you think fate's the better point of view?"

I started finish my story, but Dawn stopped me. I think she wanted me to think about what she just said.

Dawn got up and walked over next to the base of the concrete support of the bridge. She moved some strategically placed scrub brush to the side to reveal a large Rubbermaid bin. It was almost the same color as the bridge, and no one would have ever noticed it if they hadn't been looking for it.

She opened the lid and pulled out a blanket, and she brought it over next to me and put it out on the grass. It wasn't until she started to place it on the ground that I noticed the shape of the blanket on the grass, framing where it had been placed many times before.

"This really is your special place, isn't it?"

"I started coming here because I cut Earl off. I decided before I broke up with him, I'd do what he did to me first. So, I quit fucking him. I'd come here whenever I needed to take the edge off. At first, I was trying to time my visit to make sure the train went by. I actually have an Amtrak schedule in that bin. How sick is that?"

"I wouldn't say sick. Interesting, maybe, but not sick."

"Well, I stopped coming here after I broke up with him. I swore I would never come back here again until I found someone I wanted to share it with. And I was never going to get myself off here. I'd do it elsewhere, but not here."

"Why?"

"I guess it's the princess dream," she said, all serious as she sat down on the blanket and held her hand out to me.

"What exactly is that?" I asked as I joined her on the blanket.

"A girl wants her knight in shining armor to save her. In my case, I was tired of being here alone. I came here the first time because I needed to be alone. But what good is a spot this beautiful without someone to share it with. It started as an escape from Earl so I could get myself off. Once I broke up with him, I felt if I came back here, it would be like I had never gotten over it. So, I made that promise to myself."

"I'm honored, Dawn. I don't know what to say."

"Make love to me, Neil. I want this to be our spot; I want this to be a good memory. It's so beautiful here, but I kind of feel like I tainted it. I want that stain to go away."

Dawn's voice was trembling as she spoke. She was pleading with me, as if it would ever occur to me to actually say no to her request. But I got it. And that made me smile inside. I got what Earl didn't get; would never get in a million years. I got Dawn, emotionally.

I took my hand and brushed aside the dark strands of hair shrouding her face; sliding it to the nape of her neck, I pulled her to me. My lips lightly touching hers, I held her still, feeling her body tremble just as her voice had.

"Dawn, the great thing about having a lover is you never have to beg them to make love to you. I can't think of any place on earth I'd rather be than with you right here, right now."

Then I curled her body downward and lay her on the blanket. Dawn sighed as she smiled up at me, her trembling now from excitement.

I suppose there are literally thousands and thousands of people that dream of making love in a rolling meadow overlooking a babbling brook in the countryside. A grassy hillside overlooking a flowing river in the center of a small Midwestern city was probably as close as either Dawn or I were ever going to get.

I also suppose that a more perfect scenario would have had us in something other that softball uniforms. Dawn would have been spectacular in a flowing sundress. I could have been dressed in a white dress shirt and slacks. But once out of our clothes, the lack of more ornate packaging didn't matter at all. Neither did that image of a meadow in the countryside.

That's the thing about dreams. They're just that, dreams. And in that moment, it didn't matter that what Dawn or I might have dreamt were slightly altered from the reality we were sharing. You can't get caught up in the fact that a movie didn't entirely follow every single minute detail in the book it was based upon; just shut up and watch!

I'd love to say we spent hours making love in what really was one of the most romantic settings I could have ever imagined. But we had three more games to play, and we had already burned a half hour just getting to the point where we were naked.

Dawn and I spent almost an hour together in 'our spot'. And while the exact clothing and the exact location may not have been what we dreamt, the sex was so much better. Dawn gave me everything a man could hope for, and I tried to do the same for her. We were very careful not to fuck. It truly was lovemaking.

Dawn came several times. They were rolling orgasms that crashed into each other like waves. If she felt the need to scream out, she'd either kiss me hard, or bite into my shoulder. I had rolled us onto our sides; our lower legs intertwined. Dawns left leg was over mine, cupping my knee with her ankle. Her left hand was playing with my nipples; her right stroked my side and ass. I was concentrating on trying to get Dawn off one more time.

I was taking long strokes, my hips working overtime. We were sweating, but not profusely. It was like a light workout. I thought of Dawn's expression of taking a cool down walk. That's what it felt like, only we weren't walking.

Dawn's breathing increased again, and she leaned in close to me, nibbling on my ear. She was breathless as she pleaded with me.

"You're going to make me cum again, lover. Make me cum so I can suck your big cock. I want your cum in my mouth. Make me cum, lover!"

I increase my pace just a little, and that's really all it took. Dawn licked my neck before she carefully bit down on my shoulder again. She grabbed on as she shook, and this one was much bigger than the rest. Pulling her mouth off, she couldn't help it, and she screamed out. I didn't care; it seemed perfect, and it brought me to the edge.

Dawn moved swiftly, rolling me onto my back and humping up and down on my shaft to make my cum rise from my balls. It was the closest thing to a full fledged fuck as we had done to that point of time on the riverbank.

"Tell me when you're ready, lover," Dawn said as she smiled down over me.

I reached up to play with her magnificent breasts. Seeing her there, in that setting, was too much.

"I'm going to cum, baby!"

Dawn jumped off and scooted between my legs. Grabbing my soaked shaft and stuffed it into her mouth. She bobbed her head up and down, massaging my balls with her soft hands. I tried to control myself; to make our time last even one second more. But Dawn was such a great cocksucker, I couldn't.

My hips thrust up, and I started pumping, my cock going off like a rapid fire cannon. Dawn's eyes popped a little, and her cheeks bulged out, catching and storing my load until her throat could manage the flow. My hands found her hair, and I massaged her scalp as she lovingly took my seed and swallowed it.

Dawn licked and nibbled at my shaft, cleaning it as it softened.

"Remind me later to suck you hard. I want to feel this wonderful cock come to life in my mouth."

My cock twitched as she said that, and I let out a little laugh.

"That's going to be difficult, since you have a habit of making me hard just by being you."

"You're sweet, Neil."

"You are too, lover. I'd love to taste you again...but I think we need to get going. Mark must be freaking out by now."

Dawn looked at her watch, thrown into a pile with all of our cloths.

"We still have 30 minutes."

"Well, we still should be getting back, don't you think?"

I got up and held out my hand. Dawn reluctantly grabbed mine and let me pull her off the blanket. We got dressed much as we had toweled off the night before in the bathroom; in silence, staring at each other. It was seductive actually putting our clothes on. I had to hurry and get my cup in place before she got me hard again.

As we got ready to leave, Dawn kissed me one last time on that blanket, and turned to look at the water. She took her time, like she was trying to memorize every detail.

Finally, she took a deep breath and took my hand.

"I'm ready Neil. Let's go."

"Do you want me to put away the blanket, or bring it with us?

"Leave it for the next girl that needs to find this place. This is the last time I'm ever going to come here."

"Really? Why?"

"I don't need to anymore. I'm past this. You helped me past it. I hope I helped you too."

I smiled and said, "No. I'm going to have to fuck you a few more times to get past what I've been through; if that's okay with you."

"Fine by me, lover!"

We headed to the edge of the river, and she looked back one more time before we started under the bridge.

"Sure you don't want me to get that blanket?" I asked.

"Yeah. She can have the vibrator in the bin too."

It was my turn to playfully punch her in the arm.

We emerged from 'our spot' from what seemed like a portal to another dimension, and found ourselves back in the world. It felt strange. Dawn must have felt something too, squeezing my hand as if to tell me everything was alright. Eyeing the sports complex, she grinned and looked at me.

"Let's go get this next game over with so we can have some more fun together."