Babydoll Ch. 20

I pulled into the garage and we headed inside. Jill wanted to kiss and I obliged, since now there was no way to refuse. We went into the living room and sat on the sofa and talked. We talked about when we would get married and didn't come to any conclusions. "We've got Spring break in about a month. We can go visit your parents and go from there..." I brought us to that conclusion.

"I should call my parents," she said.

"It's late and you'll have them up all night. You should call them first thing in the morning," I said and she agreed with the logic.

A little after midnight Ashley came in from her date. I was somewhat taken aback as she gently sauntered into the living room. "Hello, you two. I guess y'all had yourselves a big night," she smiled as she sat in one of the recliners as if it were no big deal.

I thought about how I had made love to her in this very room under a crackling fire; how we had sipped hot chocolate and lived as lovers, as though we were the only two people in the world. And here was Ashley and none of this seemed to phase her. Or was it that how she could always put on a good front when needed?

"Where is Mom by the way?" she inquired.

(Jim) - "She said she was going to go out with Joe."

(Ashley) - Oh... OK... wow. I never saw that one coming.

(Jim) - Well, there's always something in life you don't see coming.

"You got that right," Jill affirmed. Ash and I couldn't help giving one another knowing looks about the backstory Jill would never be in on.

"I think I'm going to head to bed. It's been a long day," Jill propositioned.

"Yeah... It's been a very long day. I think I'm going to head up too, Ash agreed.

I think everyone just assumed that Jill would be sleeping in my bed. "Jill... I hope you don't mind. I'm going to go catch a buzz and I'll be up in a few. It'll help me relax a little. You can just go ahead and head on up with me."

We all headed upstairs at the same time. I went to my room and grabbed a joint. Jill made her way to Jan's old room, which was the guest room, I presumed to grab her night gown, and Ashley had headed to the bathroom. I went into my closet and grabbed my cigarette case that contained my joints and grabbed it and headed out when Jill entered the room, still in her evening dress, but carrying what appeared to be her night clothes.

I let her know, "I'll be back in just a little while."

Jill came up to my face and pecked me on the lips, "OK." I pulled the door to my room closed as I exited.

As I headed down the steps, Ash was leaving the bathroom. She didn't say a word, but gave me a knowing stare. At that moment, I saw her true emotions and that she really wasn't happy. I turned to follow her, but she shook her head, 'No.' I knew better than to push the situation, so I continued my way down the steps and grabbed my heavy coat in the hall, where it was hanging on the coat rack, and then I headed outside to smoke my weed.

As I stood outside, I couldn't help but reminisce about the last couple of New Year's Eves. I thought about the little setup we had a couple New Year's before, when I placed the telescope outside just so we could have some alone time together, while there was a party raging inside. I couldn't help but think about the feel of her body and the taste of her lips on that night.

I was brazen about my intentions on that night, as I had been on this night. Ash had never smoked any pot until that night. I remember her pulling my cock out and stroking it right here in this very spot. My mother came onto me that night, foreshadowing the troubles that would lie ahead. But, Ash and I fucked the night away, an occasion that defined our coming into adulthood.

I had smoked half the joint and placed the rest in my cigarette holder. I was ready to head to bed, feeling nervous as shit thinking about sleeping with Jill in my bed and Ash being so close in her own room. I felt so bad about our predicament. Bad for Ash and I couldn't help having some self-pity.

I reentered the house and made my way up the stairs to the upper floor of the house. I entered the bathroom where I relieved myself and brushed my teeth to get ready for bed. When I was finished, I opened the door to head to my room.

As I exited the bathroom, I couldn't help but notice the door to Ashley's room was halfway open. I was drawn to her room. As I approached her door, I saw her sitting back on her bed against propped up pillows.

I stood in the doorway, where she caught my gaze, but said nothing as she rose up and motioned me to 'come here'. I was so uncomfortable in my own skin, a feeling I had had before. My subconscious clued me to the fact that Jill was behind the door of my room only a few feet away.

My god, I couldn't help but notice the sheerness of the flimsy white chiffon fabric of the robe she was wearing, as I approached. It was obvious that she had nothing on underneath. What was it that she wanted, I questioned myself. The translucence of the robe illuminated her body in the amber glow of the candles that burned on the table next to her bed. She had put on some weight and now I knew why, but she was still early in the pregnancy and she was glowing in her feminine charm.

Ash stepped up to hug me without saying a word. As our arms enveloped one another, she rested her head against my chest. I knew she had to know the effect she was having on me in this moment. She pulled back, looking into my soul, as she moved her hands up to the sides of my face, before leaning in to kiss my lips.

After the kiss she pulled back, "I am so sorry," she whispered as she laid her head back on my chest again.

"Why... why are you sorry?" I appealed.

She lifted her head and kissed me on the cheek, before continuing in my ear, "You don't know how much I love you."

"... and I love you," I responded as I nuzzled my nose in her hair and enjoyed its essence.

We continued hugging one another close, as the sash to Ash's robe began to unravel. Our arms moved down until they rested on one another's lower backs. Her voluptuous body had me mesmerized as her bulleted breasts heaved against my chest. Her nipples fiercely poked through the delicate fabric of her robe, leaving nothing to the imagination.

"But, I have to send you on your way," she yammered.

I breathed in her ear, "I'd rather be with you," my cock inflating as we swayed.

Ash inhaled, before speaking softly, "I just wanted to feel you." As she reached down, her robe opened exposing her full front to me. She rubbed her body against my own and we abandoned all in a moment I wished would never end. We were once again in a blissful union.

The breathing was heavy, when Ash kissed my ear, "You've got to go." She stepped back away, causing me to wonder whether this was heaven or hell.

My eyes drank in the sight of the most beautiful woman on Earth causing me to shake with desire in the rush of the moment. I just had one thing I needed to know. "Ash, I just don't understand how this all happened... I am so sorry... I would have been more careful..." I searched for words not to offend her... " I thought you were on protection."

Ash gave me a agonizing look, "I was... I was on the pill... I didn't..." she whimpered.

I stepped in to comfort her, "I'm so sorry... I didn't mean anything by saying that... I'm so, so sorry..."

Ash, softly pushed me away, while shaking her head 'No'... "We can't lose control... You've gotta go... please."

I backed away a few steps towards the door, but couldn't avert my eyes from my Babydoll. I ached for her beauty, but she was right.

She retied the sash of her robe and sat back down on her bed. Turning her head, she looked at me, "I love you Jimmy... I'll be thinking about you tonight."

I backed out and pulled her door closed as I made my way down the hall to my own room. I opened the door and entered my room where only the soft light on the bedside table was glowing. I undressed down to my boxers and lifted the covers to enter the bed. I observed that Jill had drifted off to sleep in the nude, but she awoke as I sunk down onto the mattress and covered us.

My queen sized bed was plenty large for the both of us. Jill was laying on her side towards the middle of the bed facing away from me, but turned her head to acknowledge my presence. She inhaled and exhaled as she wiggled back into my arms, lifting her head up and back into the pillows we shared until my jaw rested at the back of her head where she found a comfort zone.

She murmured, "This is so nice Jim. To sleep together on such a special night," sighing contently and further resting back into me until I was completely enveloping her. Jill had pulled my hands to where they held her soft tummy. I just tried to relax and go with the flow.

She wiggled her hips back into my own, "Why don't you take those boxers off honey?"

"OK," I replied and turned on my back, lifting my knees, and dispatching my underwear. I rolled back on my side and cozied up to her again, stroking her hair, caressing her, breathing in the essence of the perfume she had worn to the dance. Her feathery hair still had the smell of honeysuckle and the lacquer of hair spray, but now with a hint of perspiration that gave it a primal quality.

Her nude body was hot as her skin melded to my own. The friction of her soft, cushiony backside obviously was having an effect on me, especially with all that had transpired over the past several hours.

Instinctually, I thought about needing pussy. I was horny and my balls felt heavy; created from all of the tension and provocation of the beautiful women that surrounded me. Jill laid wantonly here before me. She was here and she wanted me.

"Hmmm... You're very hard," Jill spoke in an restless tone as my cock extended fully between us.

"Uh huh," was all I mustered as my nose nuzzled further into her hair and I pulled her upper body to me.

"What's got you so hard?" She cooed as my cock twitched in the crevice of her backside.

I lifted my hand and stroked her arm and caressed her hair, kissing and nibbling on her ear lobe, before breathing in her ear, "You my darling girl." I wasn't giving her the whole story. "You don't know what you do to me... feeling you against me and knowing that you're belong to me."

Honestly, it didn't feel right to have Ash crossing my mind, while I was laying here ready to make love to another. My libido was in hyperdrive, thinking of these beautiful, sexual creatures. I closed my eyes praying that what I was thinking could not be discovered. Being hard with thoughts of my sweet Babydoll coursing through my mind actually brought tears to my eyes. I was paranoid thinking that Jill might figure it all out.

With our nudity, my cock, free from any encumbrances, stood at its majestic maximum pressing between my belly and the soft globes of Jill's ass. My hormones raged thinking about Ashley. I considered for a moment if she was doing the same. I recalled what she had said just minutes earlier. I wondered if she was sleeping in the nude. After all, she had been naked under her robe.

It was too much for me handle to think about Ashley and be laying here ready to make love to another, especially with Ash being so close by. I shook my head thinking about how difficult it was going to be to face the world in the morning, after what had emerged from this day. I turned over and reached up turning the light off on the bedside table; hoping somehow that would make it all easier. It was now dark in the room, except for the luminance of the light of the outside night emanating through my bedroom window.

As I snuggled back into Jilly, she pushed her hips back in a relaxed fashion and then contracted the cheeks of her bottom, guiding my turgid cock between them, pulling her hips forward bumping against my engorged manhood several times. My hand, which lay upon her hip, began moving in rhythm to the undulating movements of her gyrating hips.

As the pace continued, my bloated staff was succumbing to her obvious desire. My whole body writhed as my nerve endings tingled. "That feels... hmmm."

Jill turned her head and took a deep breath, while reaching back to me and pulling me further into a deliberate bump and grind movement. I didn't need coaxing as my hips started to pump trying to match her movement.

As we found our rhythm, I no longer cared about who or what I was thinking of. My uninhibited desire longed to be satisfied as the delectable motion inspired me to seek Nirvana. We were on the same wavelength as Jill's hand reached back in an effort to grab and guide my cock, at the same time I reached down to feed it into her honey pot.

Her pussy exploded all over me when I sank in balls deep on the first thrust. My hand had found its way to the topside of her silky thigh at the same time we aimed for the cadence of a good fuck. In my rising passion, I felt Jilly seize my arms and move my hands towards her chest where my open palms cupped her luscious tits. The nubbins of her rigid nipples rolled through my fingers as her back slid against my prone chest. "Mmmm, this feels so nice," She mewled like a cat as I naturally continued kneading her breasts .

"It does," I agreed as the bumping and grinding continued. The moment made me think back to the first time my mother and I had fucked. We had fucked just like this on the sofa in the basement. Then I thought about Ashley and myself the Summer before I went to college. We may as well have been fucking.

The more I thought about Ash, the more pleasure filled me. Here in the dark, I imagined Ash splayed before me as I pulled Jill in tighter, wrapping my arms completely around her slender frame. "You belong to me now... don't you?..." I thrust hard, bottoming out until our pubic bones joined. The taboo nature of thinking of Ash as I fucked Jill made the situation even more erotically stimulating. I'd be lying if I said this was the first time.

The echo of Jill's labored panting reverberated in my head as I sensed her first climax beginning. Her orgasm was like a complete loss of control, even as I continued pounding her beautiful ass while she writhed and bucked against me. My sexual fulfillment had taken on a carnal spirit. I needed to cum so badly.

There was a sheen of perspiration that coated our bodies from the commotion. Our bodies were on fire. The front of my thighs and the back of hers stuck together as we jostled about.

Jill's climax was subsiding when I leaned forward and nuzzled my nose in her hair, yet again, breathing in her essence. She moaned with acknowledgement at my exaggerated movements seeking fulfillment. I knew at that moment that she would let me do whatever I wanted.

My sac was boiling. Suddenly, the sensitivity of the crown of my phallus went into overdrive and the percolating pressure in my cock surged, as I felt the base of my sex lurch forward. I pressed my face further into Jill's hair as I pumped my hips furiously until the first blast of my burning seed violently volleyed forth into her loving womb.

"Oh, Oh,Oh Ah, ah, Ah," I pled, and Jilly gasped, as jet after jet of spunk spewed between us. "Unnnggghhh, oh, oh, oh., Shit."

I collapsed and pulled her all the way into me, nibbling, flicking and breathing in her ear lobe as I attempted to catch my breath. "That was so great. I love you, Oh God, I love ya Baby. Thank you."

The day was literally coming to an end at this moment as my beleaguered soul lay in a heap, shifting down in these moments from ecstasy to reality, thinking about what I had just done... about what I had just said. I called her 'Baby'...

I was subdued in this moment in my own mental quagmire. I felt guilty. I felt dirty. I felt I was using this girl. I had felt this before. Jill had earned my love and I owed it to her to give this a try. I didn't want to take her for granted, but, there was always Ashley. There would always be Ashley...

I laid still as Jill collapsed to her side in apparent exhaustion. It was well past 2am. I continued laying still, trying to make my mind go blank, but I couldn't. It seemed like I laid there forever. After an hour of this, I felt I needed to go to the bathroom anyway.

I got up, without waking Jill, who seemed to be enjoying a blissful slumber. I went to my dresser drawers and put on some lounge pants, a t-shirt, and a sweater, while grabbing my cigarette case. I made my way to the hall bathroom and relieved myself.

I had decided I was going to go downstairs and smoke a little more weed. When I got to the middle level of the house, I looked out in the garage and saw that my mother had apparently not made her way home. I grinned thinking that maybe she and Joe could work their differences out... and maybe my Grandpa did know what was best.

I stepped outside and lit my joint, while looking up at the crystal blue starry night, reflecting upon the World I had experienced to this point in life. I was a fortunate person financially. I had experienced luxury that so many others had never been afforded. But, there was something I longed for that I could not afford and would always be denied to me.

I had a good buzz... I needed sleep... I would be driving on that long trip back to school in just a few hours and I had plenty of schoolwork and responsibilities moving forward here in the deep end. I headed upstairs, back to my room, but I found myself standing in Ashley's room instead.

I walked over to her bed and knelt down beside it. She was obviously nude under the covers. A epiphany struck me in that moment that we were in the same boat. With this child, no matter the circumstances, we would always be tied together and no one and nothing could separate that. It was obvious that we both loved one another more than anything in the World and would until this child came along.

I brought my hands together and prayed that everything would turn out alright. I promised that I would do whatever I could to make sure that Ash and this child would always be taken care of. I arose and hovered over Ashley. She shifted as I pushed her hair back and kissed her forehead. I will always remember the smile on her face as I turned and proceeded to the future of whatever life had in store for me.