by thebikinilover
I had homosexual impulses on and off all my life.
I never acted on those impulses that i know of.
My problem was i occasionally got so drunk that in the morning i could remember the events of previous night only to a point and had a total black-out about the rest.
I have reasons to believe i was butt fucked at least twice in those days.
I quit drinking cold turkey when i was 30.
I am 60+ now & still bi curious.