by MI_guy
I loved everything about your story, especially the cocks rubbing together. The feelings that go through a man in a conflicted mental state were accurately portrayed as well. All in all a very erotic story well told.
Glad to hear the story was appreciated.
That's the most I could ask for...
as I also feel guilty....afterwards!!! I justify it by the fact that my wife cannot give me what I sometimes need, so I feel a little less guilty........oh well.
I to used to feel the shame. But when my wife still refuses to meet my sexual needs. I to have gone looking for male sex. I feel no guilt anymore. I still have not found the "perfect" guy. But I have had many fantastic adventures. If that's you in the photo, you look delicious!
I just can't help it either. I love my wife and our life together. But I love me some cock. Sucking and being fucked just feels too good. Oh how I wish that I could share this with her, but sadly no. So I just keep hitting the bath house and arcades for the man on man sex I crave.
My feelings exactly. While with my X wife, she and I both experimented with the bi life. Sometimes together other times not. I liked to go to the baths and at that time only to get fucked. I might suck a guy just long enough to get him hard but never let them cum in my mouth, just tasted a little pre-cum at times. She had a couple girlfriends who she got together with, going down on one another, sucking nipples and fucking each other with strapons or dildos. At times we would attend swing parties where I would watch or join as other guys played with her. We both loved it when I would go down on her after guys had filled her with their cum. After licking and sucking her, we would kiss and share their flavor. After doing that a few times, he asked me if she could watch me suck a guy. Until that point I never had but soon afterwards, at a party, we shared sucking a guy. When he came, it was while we both had our lips on his cock head. We both got an equal share of his cum, then kissed and shared it all. A few months after that time, she was coaxing me again so we went to an ABS and both sucked several cocks. Life was good at that time in our life.
I haven't sucked a cock to completion yet but really want to and I loved your thinking about wanting more cocks and cum once you sucked that first load out. I imagine this is the way I will feel when I finally get to suck a cock and feel it cum in my mouth. I think if it was safe I would probably go and try find a glory hole and try sucking multiple cocks because I want it so bad...it is all I think about now. Loved your story and the descriptions you gave. One day I will be a married cock sucker too.
We all go through the ups and downs, immediately afterwards, it's awkward, won't do it again, etc, etc then 3-4 days later we are out looking!!!!