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Click here"But...but what does that have to do with..." I fumbled.
"No interruptions!" she said. "Just listen to me."
I nodded in confused response. Her next words froze me in place.
"I was a slut," she said looking me in the eye. "I fucked hundreds of men and women between the end of middle school and when I moved to Austin. I loved anonymous sex. I couldn't get enough. I would fuck just about anyone -- young, old, fat, nasty. In fact, the nastier the better most times. I liked hot nasty sex. I loved doing the taboo, breaking the rules. Once I got going, I'd have evening long orgasms. Some nights I'd fuck six or eight guys in a row. I'd go to a club and drag them around back or into the parking lot one at a time. Other times, I'd take them on in groups. Over those years, I fucked my teachers, I fucked the neighbors, and I fucked most of my high school class. I also fucked the Johnsons -- a lot."
I remained frozen. The activities she was describing were so...so not my wife. I couldn't process it. It was a massive case of cognitive dissonance. It is fair to say that I was in shock as well as plain shocked. I felt my face go numb. My breathing was shallow and I broke out in a cold sweat.
Debbie continued without mercy. "The Johnsons were...different. When I first moved in with them I was mostly lost in my own grief and didn't notice anything. After being there for about six months, I started paying more attention. Turns out they were very active swingers, or rather Linda was very promiscuous. Larry played around some. Linda seduced me when I started asking questions about her "nights out". Then she encouraged me to start having sex with classmates. I took to it like a Democrat to tax dollars. My junior year in high school, I tripped Larry. The rest of the time I lived with them, I slept in bed with the two of them."
I still had no response. What could I say? Maybe a disinterested bystander could come up with a reasonable response to this, but my brain and body were stunned into paralysis.
"I got into some pretty damn kinky stuff my freshman year at UTSA. I played with a bunch of folk into BDSM. I was tied up and whipped. I was spanked with a switch in front of an audience. I also tried the other side of the game -- I topped men and women. I was good at it, too. Come to think about it, I was a pretty good bottom as well." She paused with a far away look in her eye. Then she shook her head as if forcing herself back on target. "I had a lot of fun with all of that kinky stuff, but it paled after a while. By the summer between my freshman and sophomore year, I was looking for something more. I had a few regular lovers that I started playing in public with. I loved the sneaky sex in dressing rooms or bathrooms. The thought of getting caught was a real thrill...almost as big as the thrill of actually getting caught." Again, she drifted away in her private memories.
"I guess we all have our wild times," I said. "Some wilder than others, but just wild times." I was trying to minimize the impact of what she said.
Debbie locked eyes with me. "I even paid for my sophomore year as an escort. Three hundred a throw. Four or five guys a week, sometimes more. I did it for the thrill, not the money."
"Uhm...Debbie." I said. "I don't know what to say. How did you...what happened? I mean...I never saw any hint of that in you." I wasn't up to eloquence at that point, but my brain was starting to come back on line a little.
"I think you've had enough for the moment. You look pretty rough. I'll give you a little time to absorb things. There is a lot more for me to tell you if you want to hear it." She looked at her watch, "I'm going to the store. I'll be back in two or three hours. When I get back I'll tell you more if you want to hear it. If, while I'm gone, you decide you can't live with who I was...who I am, then I'll pack a bag and get out of your life."
I was recovered enough to realize that I did need some time to process things a bit. "Okay. I'll be here, but you won't need to pack a bag. I love you and that isn't going to change."
She smiled sadly. "You need to hear the rest before you decide anything."
With that she grabbed her keys and headed out the door.
- COMMENTS
fishgetterover 1 year agoWhy are some stories without tag?? I usually just pass them up for ones which I have an idea what it does entail.
RePhilover 10 years agoThis story sounds like a bitch writer having a score to settle with men everywhere. Miserable plot that has been written so many times in this section you need only change the authors name at the end of the story. Just a personal comment is all
chilleywilleyalmost 11 years agoI don't wonder that he's more concerned in what she is than what she was. I would be. Quite well written.
Chilley
betrayedbyloveover 12 years agoYou can put a pig in a dress and add make up but its still a pig. Part 2 next
digdaddyrichover 14 years agoIs she bored with not being a slut? Is that what she is trying to tell him? His indiscretion has caused her to go back to being a slut? Interesting storyline, and I'm interested to see where this goes. Thanks
grogers7over 14 years agoPosted previously at Storiesonline. Still no ending.
Intriguing beginning. Looking forward to more.
Ducky7over 14 years agoor on another site. The slut is open for anything with anybody at anytime and will not stop just for her husband. He is just collateral damage, as should there marriage be. He will end up doing all the adjusting and she will just keep taking. Now that's a great marriage?
Anonymousover 14 years agoTHIS PERSON NEEDS TO GET OUT MORE!
12/27/09 by Anonymous in USA
I've been waiting to see if Joatster would offer another story that would attempt to build on the promise demonstrated in "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" (DADT) In my view, Joatster raised the bar on his previous work when he published DADT and it appears that "Her Secret Past" may have the makings of a story in which Joatster rises to a new level. Now that Joatster's started this journey, I hope he doesn't let some whining weenie church lady-types discourage him. Their beef is not with the story he tells or the behavior it addresses, but with an entire genre that is standard fare in Literotica's "Loving Wives' category. Granted that Literotica probably would serve the public better if it established a more-descriptive category for stories similar to 'Her Secret Past.' But the site has turned down numerous chances over the years to do so, a fact all regular readers understand perfectly and implicitly accept the second they venture into this part of the site. If a reader has a problem with one or more of the genres posted on a site or in one its categories, let them say so and then leave the site alone -- for good. Readers who continue opening stories in the 'Loving Wives' section simply to rail against one of the genres it features rather than to criticize, constructively or destructively, the crediblity or development of a specific story's plot or characters -- or to dump on the implied moral (???) or life lessons it may offer -- is just hypocracy and, as such, simply should be ignored. Period. As long as Joatster and other authers tell stories about the fully voluntary activities of fully informed and fully consenting adults, their stories have a legitimate place on Literotica's 'Loving Wives" pages. To be sure, this introductory chapter comes perilously close to crossing a crucial line since it introduces a character whose past features an extensive history of sexual activity by a teenager. A huge percentage of teenagers (as well people in their early-twenties) lack the emotional and intellectual maturity needed to give informed consent to any sort of sexual activity other than masturbation or viewing pornography, so stories featuring sex involving teenagers or children have no place under the "Loving Wives" heading. However, so far Joatster has posted only an introductory chapter of "Her Secret Past." Thus, he has plenty of opportunites in subsequent chapters to put matters right on this crucial point. As a general rule, authors who initially introduce characters into a story by discussing their involvement in under-aged, non-consensual or abusive sexual activity have an obligation to develop these characters in a way that allows them to (a) fully confront and understand their histories and recognize that they were victims of abuse, not recipients or 'love,' (b) repair much or all of the emotional damage they suffered from past abuse, and (c) make conscious life choices that protect them -- and perhaps others -- from suffering similar damage in the future. Joatster can pursue any number of plot developments to achieve these objectives and I will watch this space with pleasant anticipation to see what results. Keep going!!!
DON'T YOU THINK?
Anonymousover 14 years agoJoaster, glad to see your back , great story, I cant wait to see more. That being said I often wonder why people who do not like loving wife stories even read them... why not go back to your incest stories or what ever it is that floats your boat.
Anonymousover 14 years agoI don't often comment on the stories I read on Literotica (good or bad), but I felt compelled to leave a comment on this "story" (if you can call it that). What a total piece of crap and waste of time. If the author can't do better than this, please give up writing!
Anonymousover 14 years agoI've been waiting to see if Joatster would offer another story that would attempt to build on the promise demonstrated in "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" (DADT) In my view, Joatster raised the bar on his previous work when he published DADT and it appears that "Her Secret Past" may have the makings of a story in which Joatster rises to a new level.
Now that Joatster's started this journey, I hope he doesn't let some whining weenie church lady-types discourage him. Their beef is not with the story he tells or the behavior it addresses, but with an entire genre that is standard fare in Literotica's "Loving Wives' category. Granted that Literotica probably would serve the public better if it established a more-descriptive category for stories similar to 'Her Secret Past.' But the site has turned down numerous chances over the years to do so, a fact all regular readers understand perfectly and implicitly accept the second they venture into this part of the site. If a reader has a problem with one or more of the genres posted on a site or in one its categories, let them say so and then leave the site alone -- for good. Readers who continue opening stories in the 'Loving Wives' section simply to rail against one of the genres it features rather than to criticize, constructively or destructively, the crediblity or development of a specific story's plot or characters -- or to dump on the implied moral (???) or life lessons it may offer -- is just hypocracy and, as such, simply should be ignored. Period.
As long as Joatster and other authers tell stories about the fully voluntary activities of fully informed and fully consenting adults, their stories have a legitimate place on Literotica's 'Loving Wives" pages. To be sure, this introductory chapter comes perilously close to crossing a crucial line since it introduces a character whose past features an extensive history of sexual activity by a teenager. A huge percentage of teenagers (as well people in their early-twenties) lack the emotional and intellectual maturity needed to give informed consent to any sort of sexual activity other than masturbation or viewing pornography, so stories featuring sex involving teenagers or children have no place under the "Loving Wives" heading.
However, so far Joatster has posted only an introductory chapter of "Her Secret Past." Thus, he has plenty of opportunites in subsequent chapters to put matters right on this crucial point. As a general rule, authors who initially introduce characters into a story by discussing their involvement in under-aged, non-consensual or abusive sexual activity have an obligation to develop these characters in a way that allows them to (a) fully confront and understand their histories and recognize that they were victims of abuse, not recipients or 'love,' (b) repair much or all of the emotional damage they suffered from past abuse, and (c) make conscious life choices that protect them -- and perhaps others -- from suffering similar damage in the future.
Joatster can pursue any number of plot developments to achieve these objectives and I will watch this space with pleasant anticipation to see what results. Keep going!!!
