Life after the Lottery Ch. 49

"No, you won't!"

Rachel was now laughing with everyone.

"James, make sure I get copies," Linda said.

"Linda!" Pat yelled.

We all enjoyed several hours in the pool. After we had had enough, Linda slipped her bikini back on. I got out and put my shorts on then stood at the stairs to hand the girls their robes.

"The chef will be here at 7:00 to prepare our dinner."

"Linda, I didn't know we were staying her for two days," Dawn said.

"We will fly out Thursday morning; I need to go to Madrid."

"What's there?" I asked.

"I own a lot of stock in an airline and I am on the board. I have to come once a year. My grandfather helped them out in the early fifties after they were no longer nationalized. I got a tip that another European airline is considering merging with them in a few years. If they do, I will get them to buy me out."

"Are you getting out of your overseas companies," I asked.

"Oh, no. There are plenty of others. There are just a few I would like to get out of and take the money and invest other places."

"What are you going to invest the money you got today in?"

"Something, before the end of the year."

"The lady at the lingerie store said her ladies that make the lingerie didn't have enough to keep them busy. If we decide to do this, we should get orders in before the end of the year and give them time to make everything." I told Linda.

"Good idea."

After we had all gotten dried off, we all slipped into some comfortable clothes. The chef and his staff appeared a bit later. We all sat around or watched as dinner was prepared. By 8:30, we were already several courses into a wonderful meal.

"This food is wonderful," Dawn said as she sampled something new.

"Italy has some great food once you get by all the pasta," Linda told her.

We all enjoyed way too much food until about 10:00. When dinner was finished the chef and his helpers took away all the dishes but provided us with some leftovers.

"I am stuffed," I told the girls.

"I am too," Patricia said.

Linda got up and took her wine and went to the sofa, Dawn got up and followed her. Patricia, Rachel and I sat at the table and talked while we finished off the wine.

"Pat, did you get a chance to fuck your fiancé before we left?" I asked. She smiled at me.

"Yes I did, thank you."

"Do you think you would ever let him watch you with another woman now?"

"I'm not sure about that!"

"Pat, let me know if you want to do that," Rachel told her.

The two of them giggled from all the wine. I kept talking to them but noticed they were looking over my shoulder, so I turned around. Linda and Dawn were undressing each other on the sofa.

"You two don't mind that do you?" I asked when I turned back to them.

"No, I don't mind," Rachel said. "It is just so hot watching them."

"Yes, it is," I replied.

"James, is your wife in love with Linda?" Rachel asked.

"Rachel, the two of us love Linda like a very dear friend. Yes, Dawn has more feelings for her than she would some other woman."

"More than the two redheads?"

"No. Amy and Sam are very close to us, we love them more like Dawn and I love each other."

"How does all that work out then? You can't have three wives." Rachel asked.

"I have one wife that I love like a wife, but I have two more ladies that I love like a wife. Dawn has two women that she loves like a lover and a partner."

"And everyone is cool with this?"

"Yes. Dawn and I grow closer to Amy and Sam all the time."

"Do Amy and Sam have sex with people other than you two?" Patricia asked.

"Yes, if they want."

"You let them?"

"Let me explain something to you two. I don't let my wife and girls do anything, they do as they please. Dawn doesn't let me have sex with anyone; I decide who I want to have sex with. There is no 'letting' the other do something between the four of us."

"Wow, I have never met a couple with an open marriage," Pat said to me.

"We don't have an open marriage, Pat. It is hard to explain. We are very selective of the other people we have sex with and let into our relationship."

"Does that include me?" Patricia asked.

"It includes you and Rachel if you want to be part of it."

"God, they are hot!" Rachel said looking over my shoulder.

I turned to look. Dawn and Linda were naked now. Linda was lying on Dawn kissing her and rubbing her breasts.

"You two need to watch them. As you can see, they are not jumping into sex, they make love to each other, just like your fiancé makes love to you, Pat."

They watched a few more minutes in silence.

"I wish Gregg would make love to me like that," Patricia said as she sipped her wine.

Rachel was watching, but looked deep in thought.

"Rachel, what are you thinking about?" I asked.

"I am just jealous. Linda doesn't make love to me like that."

"Do you make love to her like that?"

Rachel hesitated a moment.

"I haven't, not like your wife does."

"If you don't make love to someone, it is hard for them to feel the love and reciprocate. If you are in love with Linda, then you should make love to her like you are in love with her. If you are not doing that, you are holding back and Linda will feel it and not know if she should be making love to you are just having sex."

"How do you know all of this?" Rachel asked.

"Because Dawn and I spent years learning to love each other and learning what is true passion. We now share it with others."

"Do you have a brother?!" Patricia asked.

"Yes, but he is not like me."

"I'm not sure there is anyone like you," Pat added.

"Well, I enjoyed you making love to me," Rachel told me.

"Rachel, I have never made love to you. We had some wonderful sex, but you are not ready for me to make that kind of love to you."

"The sex was pretty incredible. What do you mean you didn't make love to me?"

"You would know if I made passionate love to you," I told her.

"Can you make passionate love to another woman?" Rachel asked.

"Yes, I can. I make passionate love to Linda."

"She sounds like you are making love to her!" Pat said. "What's the difference?"

"There is a big difference, you would know it. Linda and Dawn are making love to each other right now. That is why you two think it is so hot."

"Wow," Rachel said looking at Dawn and Linda.

"You two get naked and go over and watch," I told them.

"We would interrupt them," Rachel said.

"No, you won't."

Rachel stood up and removed all her clothes and went and sat across from Dawn and Linda.

"James, when do you decide to make love to a woman?" Pat asked.

"When they understand the difference in passion and sex and then ask me to make love to them. If I am going to make passionate love to a woman, I expect them to make love to me. Isn't sex between your fiancé different than from me?"

"Sex with you is incredible!"

"I hope it is different with your fiancé." Pat thought a minute.

"It is. I feel different feelings with him."

"It is because you love each other."

"Do you have to love a woman like that to make love to her?"

"No. Two people can make passionate love to each other and not be romantically in love with each other. They just have to be ready to share their emotional feelings with each other. But there is nothing wrong with just having some great sex. I had great sex with you."

"James, could you make passionate love to me?"

"When you are ready to let go and feel the passion, yes."

Patricia looked in my eyes for a minute.

"How will I know?"

"You just will."

It didn't make any difference to me if she was ready for passionate love, I could take her there anytime I wanted. I was trying to explain some things to her hoping she would eventually open up and consider letting her fiancé share her.

"Pat, I know you are confused, but you can make love to another person and still have all of your love for Gregg. One is not exclusive of the other. It is a state of mind when you are with someone, not if you are romantically in love with them."

"Maybe I can figure it out."

"Right now, you enjoy the sex with other men, but you still feel like you are cheating on your fiancé. You hold back because you don't understand that making love at that level is not taking anything away from your relationship with Gregg. Most women can't separate those feelings, so they just have some great sex because they feel if they go to the next level it will take their love away from their husband or boyfriend. I think that is why some women enjoy sex with another woman when they are in a boy-girl relationship. They don't have to worry about male competition and romantic feelings from the other woman. They like being with another woman because in most cases I have seen, they can be very passionate to another woman and not worry there will be romantic attachments that may come from another man."

"You should write a book," Pat told me.

"Patricia, there are a lot of couples in the world that have tried threesomes, or open marriage as you call it and failed and it destroyed the relationship. In a lot of cases, it was because the relationship became competitive. The women involved in the relationship became more interested in competing for the love of the man in the relationship than just letting go and having some fun. It sometimes makes the male feel like he is left out because the two ladies enjoy each other too much. That kind of relationship can't work unless the two primary partners are deeply in love with each other and understand they are sharing their love with another person and not just looking for a good time sexually."

"You definitely need to write a book."

"I couldn't teach a couple how to have that type of relationship in a book."

"But you have taught others how to do that?"

"A few. But we have friends that just like to have sex and they are secure enough in their relationships to have what you call an open marriage and have some fun. You and I enjoyed some great sex and will enjoy more, you are having fun and I enjoy fucking you. You and Gregg may not be able to have a relationship that the two of you would be comfortable sharing each other. You could have sex with other people, but that is different than sharing your love with other people."

"Could you teach us how to do that?" Patricia asked.

That took long enough, I told myself.

"I don't know. You two have to feel secure enough in your relationship to at least involve another man or woman first."

"How would we know that?"

"What would happen if you told Gregg about having sex with Rachel or Linda?"

"He would freak out!"

"Then you two are not ready for anything like that. Right now you are cheating on him for your own sexual gratification. How would you feel if he told you he was having sex with another woman, but it was just sex?"

"I would kill him!"

I sat and just looked at Patricia for a minute.

"Oh...I see," Pat finally said. "James, how did you and Dawn get started?"

"Patricia, Dawn and I love each other in ways other people couldn't imagine or even understand. The first time she wanted to have sex with another woman I was fine with it. We both knew it would not affect our love for each other."

"How did you two get to that point in your marriage?"

"That I couldn't explain. Since we first met, we have always had a deep emotional and physical attraction to each other. But, to work toward that type of relationship requires complete honesty between two people and complete trust. When you have that, you have complete love and trust in each other and know that there is nothing that could change the love you have for each other."

"When would we know when we are at that point?"

"When you can go to Gregg and ask him if he would like to watch you with another woman or man, and he says that it would be okay. But Patricia, before that point comes, you have to be able to tell him about what you have been doing first."

"I couldn't do that!"

"Because you would lose him?"

"Probably!"

"Do you two not love each other enough that if either of you had an affair you could move past it?"

"But we are not married yet, it wouldn't be an affair."

"You are splitting hairs, Pat. Do you think you need to wait until you are married so you have him trapped if he finds out?"

"No! Nothing like that!"

"Pat. I think this is way too much for you to be considering and thinking about right now. If you want, we can talk in private some more, but Dawn and Linda are finished."

"How do you know that? You are not even watching them?"

"I just know. Remember, I told you that Dawn and I have a level of attachment that other people cannot understand. She and Linda got off several times and Rachel got off once, they are finished for now."

"How do you know that?"

"I listen. Come with me."

I took Patricia's hand and led her over to sit with Rachel.

"How come Rachel is naked and watching and you two aren't?" Linda asked.

"Patricia and I were talking." Dawn smiled at me as she leaned into Linda and held her.

"It's late, we need to go to bed," Linda said.

"Linda, would you like to sleep with Rachel tonight? Dawn and I can sleep with Patricia, if that is okay with her," I asked.

"Pat, is that okay with you?" Linda asked.

"I...guess so."

"Patricia, you don't have to, we can take the other bedroom or James can sleep with you and I will take the other bedroom," Dawn told her.

"No! I mean...Dawn you're not sleeping by yourself. Sure...are you sure it is okay if I sleep with you two?" Patricia stumbled out.

"Patricia, you are welcome to sleep with us anytime. We will just go to bed. Nothing has to happen," Dawn told her.

"Okay...I guess," Patricia replied.

Linda took Rachel's hand and led her to the master bedroom.

"I need to go clean up a little, you two come on," Dawn said as she stood and headed toward one of the other bedrooms.

"Patricia, just sleep with us tonight if that is all you want to do. We can go from there," I told her.

I stood and took her hand and led her to the bedroom. I slowly undressed her as she stood.

"Much better," Dawn said as she came from the bathroom. Dawn ran her hands over Patricia as she walked by.

She walked to me and started undressing me.

"Patricia, you can help," Dawn told her.

The two of them had me undressed quickly. Dawn crawled on the bed and Patricia went to the bathroom.

"Her being in bed with another man and a woman will be a first for her," I told Dawn.

"She will be fine."

A few minutes later Patricia and I traded places in the bathroom. When I came back out Dawn was lying back and Patricia was sitting on the edge of the bed.

"How do we do this?" Pat asked.

"Patricia, we do what you are comfortable doing. If you just want to go to sleep, we will do that. If you want to test the waters, we can do that," I told her.

"James, get in next to me and let Patricia lay on your other side and we will go from there," Dawn said.

I got in bed next to Dawn and Patricia slowly eased in on my other side.

"Do you two usually sleep with someone else in the bed?"

"At home sometimes, all four of us sleep in our bed. But we have friends that sleep with us sometimes if they are visiting," I told Patricia.

"What do you and the redheads do when the four of you are in bed together?"

"We sleep, or fuck, or talk. Sometimes we just all hold each other." Dawn told her.

We talked a bit longer, soon Patricia and Dawn were turned toward me as we talked. Dawn had moved her hand down and was rubbing my cock as we talked.

"Patricia, did you get a chance to suck his cock?" Dawn asked.

"Yes, I did."

"Did you like it?"

"Oh yes."

"You want to help me give him a blowjob?"

"Dawn, are you sure about that?" Patricia asked.

"Yes. Usually, one of the girls will help me in the morning or at night."

Dawn threw the sheet off us and my hard cock was standing up. She moved toward my cock and got up on her hands and knees and started sucking my cock into her mouth. I watched as Patricia watched her.

"This is crazy," Patricia said.

"Are you going to help or just watch?" Dawn asked.

Patricia moved and got on her hands and knees with Dawn and sucked my cock into her mouth. Dawn rubbed the back of her head. I watched for a while as the two of them swapped up then finally got the giggles as they gave me a blow job. I ran my hand over Patricia's ass slowly as she was sucking my cock, then ran the tips of my fingers over her wet pussy lips. I felt her moan on my cock. Dawn was looking at me with a big smile. She let Patricia keep going as I slowly slipped two fingers into her.

"Emmmmm," I felt on my cock.

Patricia had a gorgeous ass. I worked my fingers in and out of her until she was dripping.

"Oh...damn," came from Patricia as she took a break.

Dawn sucked my cock into her mouth as Patricia just absorbed the feeling of my fingers working in her pussy. After a minute, Patricia reached between her legs and placed her hand over my fingers as she felt my fingers moving inside her. I slid my fingers out and she replaced them with hers. A few minutes later Dawn removed her mouth and Patricia put hers back on my cock and sucked while she fingered her pussy. I slipped my index finger back inside her with her fingers and worked it around. After a minute, I pulled it out and ran the tip over her asshole.

"Emmmmm."

I pushed slowly and slipped my index finger into her ass all the way. Patricia started bobbing her head up and down faster and moaning harder. Her fingers sped up inside her pussy. A few minutes later she was coming hard.

"Ahhhhh!! Fuck yes!!" Pat screamed as her juices gushed from her pussy. "Oh my god, I don't believe I am actually doing this!"

She removed her fingers from her pussy and used that hand to help hold herself up. I slowly slid my finger out of her ass.

"Are you having fun?" Dawn asked her.

"For my first threesome, yes!"

"You rest a minute," Dawn said and returned her mouth to my cock.

After a few minutes, Dawn had all my cock down her throat.

"Oh my, god!" Patricia said. "How does she do that?"

Dawn slipped her mouth up and off my cock.

"It just takes a little practice," Dawn told her. "Can you deep throat your fiancé?"

"No!"

"And he still wants to marry you!" Dawn said teasing her. Patricia finally giggled about it.

"I have tried. His cock is bigger than average, but not that big."

"Pat, do you want this in you right now?" Dawn asked as she gripped my cock.

"Yes, I do."

"Then go ahead."

"Dawn...I don't know if I can do that in front of you. You're his wife."

"You did it this afternoon. If you don't fuck him, I am."

"Are you sure?"

"You have already fucked him, go ahead. I like to watch." Dawn told her.

Dawn sat up and Patricia slowly moved until she was straddling my hips.

"Patricia, you may find out you like being watched doing the forbidden," I told her.

I watched as Dawn ran her hand between Patricia's spread legs and rubbed her pussy.

"You are good and wet." Dawn grabbed my cock and held it up. "Slide on down, Patricia."

Patricia slowly eased down while Dawn guided my cock into her pussy.

"Oh my god, I don't believe I am doing this!" Patricia exclaimed. "My fiancé would die if he knew I was in a threesome."

"Maybe you need to talk to him," Dawn said.

She eased on down until half my cock was in her and Dawn released her hold. Patricia took her time and slid all the way down on my cock.

"Oh my god, you feel so good this deep inside me," Patricia said as she breathed hard.

Patricia began to slowly work her hips. Once she got comfortable and was working my cock in her the way she wanted it Dawn sat up and straddled my legs behind her. I watched Dawn pull Patricia's long auburn hair to one side and start kissing her shoulder.