Life after the Lottery Ch. 53

Amy started shaking and repeatedly jerking as she came over and over. I had to hold her tight.

"Ahhhhh...ahhhh...ahhhhhhhhhhhh..." Amy trailed off and went limp.

"Amy?"

"Oh, my..."

"Don't pass out on me."

"I'm not...I'm just wasted..." she whispered.

I held her close to me for a few minutes.

"You did it," I said.

"What did I do?"

"You tell me."

Amy slowly sat up in my lap and looked at me a few seconds, then wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me deeply for several minutes.

"What was I feeling?" Amy asked.

"You tell me."

"I was filled with your love and some arousal from you...but...I felt something incredible coming from you that I don't understand."

"What was it?"

"I don't know. It felt so different...I have never felt anything like that."

"I want you to tell me what you felt," I said.

"It was incredible. It was love and pleasure and relaxation, and...and..."

"And what?"

"And something I can't describe, but it felt incredible."

"How did that feeling make you feel, honey?"

"Incredible."

"Other than that, describe it."

"I felt you giving me all of those feelings; it was incredible, James."

This was going to be difficult.

"Did the feeling seem different to you?"

"Not different, but wonderful."

"So it felt like all the love I gave you the other day."

Amy was quiet for a minute.

"Sort of."

"It didn't feel like that?"

"It did, but the other day you gave me all of your love and filled me full of that and arousal."

"Is that what you felt this time?"

"I felt the love, but it was different in a way. It aroused me."

"Just the feeling of love aroused you?"

"Yes, but it was still different. There was something else there."

"More than my love you for you?"

"Yes...I think."

"Arousal?"

"No, but it felt so good it made me aroused. James that is all I know."

I had to make Amy understand what she had felt.

"How do you feel right now?" I asked.

"Wonderful."

"Close your eyes, honey."

Amy closed her eyes, and I placed my hand on her chest.

"What do you feel?" I asked.

"I feel something I am starting to like. I feel your love for me."

"How does it feel compared to the love you told me you felt earlier?"

Amy was quiet a minute.

"I feel your love, but it is not as strong as what you were pushing into me before."

"Amy, I wasn't pushing anything into you, I was just letting you have what you wanted. How is it different now?"

"Your love is so strong now, but it was...different...stronger."

I took Amy's hand and placed it on my chest. I could feel her love for me as she touched me.

"Close your eyes," I told her.

For me to do this without her being full of energy was going to be hard. I closed my eyes and took the feelings of love that Amy was giving me and fed it back to her with my feelings of love for her. What Amy had to understand was she had felt the combination of our love together. I concentrated and amplified the feelings flowing through my hand into her. Amy inhaled sharply.

"Ahhhhhh...that's it! What is it?"

It was hard for me to do what I did next. Dawn had helped me learn to separate feelings, and I had to do it now. I stopped the flow of my love for Amy and just fed hers back to her.

"Ohh...what is that?" Amy said. "Who's love is that?"

I couldn't break my concentration at this point. I pushed harder.

"James? What is that?"

"Feel it," I managed to get out.

I kept it going as long as I could, then I had to stop. Amy was looking at me.

"I don't know what I was feeling, but that was part of what I felt with your love," Amy said.

I didn't know if I should tell her or keep experimenting. I no longer had my hand on her, and she had removed her hand from me. I guess I was asking too much from her.

"Ohhhh..." I let out.

"James? What did you do? What I felt was so...incredible and different."

I leaned forward and kissed Amy.

"What did it feel like, honey?"

"Wonderful and peaceful. Where did that come from?"

"You."

"What do you mean?"

"Honey, what you felt at the end was your love."

"What?"

"I was giving you back the love you were giving me. I want you to feel your own love. It is important that you feel your love energy."

"How did you do that?"

"A lot of practice with Dawn."

"But...what you are saying is my love...I felt that mixed with your love just before I exploded."

"Great. That is what you should feel. That is what happens between Dawn and me."

"It felt incredible."

"Pure?"

"Yes!"

"You cannot do it yet, but a day will come when you will give our love back to me at the same time. That is the ultimate experience for us."

"You don't feel that now?"

"I could if I took it from you, but, what makes it so special is you realizing what you are doing on your own. It will happen."

"Then what happens?"

"The orgasm you just experience will be ten times stronger in ways you can't imagine."

"Oh, my god."

"Now, you will have to work with Dawn to learn more. That is where she is much better than I am. She taught me how to do it."

Amy leaned forward and kissed me. I held her and laid both of us on the bed. It didn't take long for Amy to fall into a deep sleep.