All Comments on 'Struggling With My Obsession'

You were well rewarded in compensation for being stood up.

well that is how it goes, sometimes you get some sometimes you don't. sounds like you got some good cock. wish i could have that sometimes. been running in just barely there shorts and no reaction from anyone. and i would suck in a heart beat just like you. cock feels so good when in our mouths.

Sexual obsessions promote feelings of guilt,even amongst the [would-be] righteous. In over well over 90 years as a dedicated 'BDSM or even as a CFNM Mistress'' more recently I've yet to experience anal rejection, while freely offering oral satisfaction to all naked men, especially within the comparative privacy of such a jointly shared showering facility. In a similar situation,if faced with immediate discovery by some jealous competitor, it might have been simpler to lock the man's regular sex-partner out. [even from that remote possibility?] --Equally guilty of seducing gentlemen with attractive genital packages; Mistress Barbara insists that submissive men should be cleanly shaven, prior to gaining physical intimacy with her exclusive family group.

Thanks for writing about your experience. People with much to lose need to analyze what could turn out to be dangerous behavior for their circumstances.

Your lead in comment struck home. I have also done so, because of the same circumstances as yours. Sex with men is so hot. There is no pretense. Both men want it. I just hate when men go to the cruise spot, and then act as if they do not want sex. Your are just one of thousands like this.