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As we talked I think that he finally accepted that I always had loved him, even while I was having my affair. However it was clear that he couldn't get around the fact that I had the affair, especially a long lasting one, and the choices I had made without realizing what I was doing.
Bill told me that yes, his love for me had not totally disappeared, but he truly didn't think that he could trust me, at least at this point in time. He couldn't forgive yet, and definitely couldn't forget, but he understood things somewhat better.
I asked him for the names of the other women, and told him that I wanted to talk to them, to give them a chance to stop before they ruined their lives as I'd ruined ours.
By the time I left that evening, I knew something had been salvaged. The divorce would go ahead, but a form of friendship remained, as it should, for we both recognized that we still loved the other. Maybe, someday down the road, we could build on things, and somehow reconnect what we once had, or at least close to it. I knew that I didn't want another man, and I don't think Bill wanted another woman.
I once thought I had the best of both worlds, but I was only half right, the illusion of that other, had torn apart the best thing that I could ever have, and only time would tell if I could ever get it back.
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Pappy73 months agoIf it was so inconsequential to her that she doesn't know why she did it, she'll do it again when the dust settles. He comes across as have kind of a flat affect, not really up or down, kind of just blah. Maybe she wanted someone who had some personality and especially some testosterone. She's still a whore and doesn't deserve anything from her husband.
Anonymousabout 1 year ago“While I expected Bill would be upset if he discovered my affair, I'd convince myself he wouldn't be all that upset, for he would see how happy it had made me, and how it hadn't affected the way I felt about him, or our relationship.”
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Now THAT’s Martian Slut Ray Hall of Fame material there! Just incredible!
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lukeey90almost 2 years agoIt's funny how women here throw around the word "LOVE...INLOVE" in these stories. Just like this slut here
Anonymousover 2 years agoShe may be a narcissist. Hard to tell.
She was deep into the affair fog. Seeing her husband with another woman hurt her. This is true. But seeing her lover with another woman seemed to hurt her MORE. That is very telling. She had clearly put her husband as second place to her lover. She choose 'sex' over 'love' all the time. Even at the very end, damage control is not the same as choosing her husband. She was trying to keep him to herself. But she really wanted to keep her lover all to herself too. Very telling. Almost as if she would eventually cheat again if he had taken her back.
Sometimes people deserve a chance to earn trust back. Sometimes they deserve a second chance. She does not. I'm not implying she burn at the stake. Just that she had serious mental baggage. And her husband deserves to be free of her. The irony is her pussy got wet, her estimation of her husband sky-rockets every time he rejects her. But if he had taken her back, her pussy would dry up. She is primal right now, mostly acting on negative cognition that's reactive. There is little manual override in her brain right now. The only thing she's learned is a little bit of common sense empathy, and that her husband is a bigger badder ape than her lover. That's about it.
