Lynn and Leif Forevermore Ch. 36

She reached for his index finger and started sucking it shyly. They'd established in the woodshed that it was perfectly okay for her to suck his finger for sexual pleasure or emotional comfort whenever she wished. She sucked his finger because she felt shy, and embarrassed with this new curiosity, he was certain.

Still his groin started to tingle, her hot wet lips felt good.

His cock hardened against her ass.

"I wasn't finished sweetheart. I never thought about putting my cock in your ass no, but...I want to be a loving husband baby, it's my duty to satisfy you. If you feel like that's something you'd like to try, I'd be willing to try it with you. I have to admit that, the texture of your bottom felt so good around my finger. It was tight and ridgy. Tender too. It felt nice. A different feeling. Slow, and careful with lube, probably be really pleasurable for my cock. But not ever as good as your juicy, tight little pussy!" he added softly.

"But, but don't you think that it would hurt? Something as big as your dick back there?" asked Lynne.

She squirmed her ass cheek against his cock. She was so curious she was squirming. He throbbed with lust for her, and she couldn't even imagine how much!

"I think that if a man isn't patient with a woman, and doesn't love her, and doesn't take time to prepare her, and lube her, it probably is a very painful experience. But I think if a woman loves her man, and the man loves her, and she trusts him, and he is patient with her, and gentle with her, takes his time, lubes up good, and starts with other things first, maybe over a long period of time, maybe months, or even years, and the woman wants to submit to her man like that, then it probably feels really good to a woman. Some men like to do that with their wives, and girlfriends. If the women didn't get something out of it too, they wouldn't let their men do it to them," said Leif.

He'd nuzzled his cock close to her ass cheeks, like he loved. Lynne sensing his intention let him cuddle his semi hard erection between her cheeks.

"Would you like me to submit to you that way Leify. I mean later on, after we're married? We're going to be together forever right?" asked Lynne softly.

"Of course sweetheart. If you'd like to try it, I'd love to experience it with you baby. We can be patient and take our time, and just like with sex we don't have to do it all right away. There's no race to the finish line. We can start slow, and gentle, and work our way up to my cock. Damn, we have come so far in our closeness and love. Not many women are that curious and adventurous, and lucky for me, it's all because of how much you love me," he added softly.

"Of course. Maybe we can do it for our ten-year wedding anniversary? I mean, let you put your cock in my ass. That'd be a present you'd never get anywhere else. Then I'd really be giving myself to you totally, you'd know all of me, nothing would be off limits to you as my husband, and that's exactly how it should be," said Lynne dreamily.

Damn it, she was so sweet! Sexy as can be, but all of those sexy thoughts were shrouded in how it would improve their love and closeness. If she wanted to give him her tender little ass on their ten-year wedding anniversary, it was a spicy little treat that he'd be honored to accept.

And most marvelous of all for Leif was, imagining himself with her, ten years into the future, Laying beside her in bed, filled him with an equal sense of wonder, and contentment. She'd kept up to her end of the bargain they'd made when he saved her from the mouse.

She taught him all about romantic love.

"Oh Lynney I'd love to be privileged to share your body like that in ten years. Now, what can I give you that can match a present like that?" he asked.

But Lynne was quiet. He looked down, and she was asleep, snoring soundly, his index finger propped up contentedly against the pad of her lip.

He just lovingly kissed her forehead and wished her sweet dreams.

***

After Leif accidentally penetrated her anus with his thumb, it stroked a curiosity that burned through Lynne. She'd always been taught that anal sex was dirty, and something only done by homosexual men. Long ago, Lynne had stopped simply believing what she'd be taught about sexuality as part of her backwards upbringing, but anal sex was just something that Lynne was never curious about, she believed that it would be a painful and unpleasant experience.

But Leif's anal penetration, even though it was accidental had felt marvelous. She'd been so aroused, that even though his thumb was tight back there, it enhanced the sensation of his big hard dick inside her pussy. Honestly though, Lynne found it most arousing because she imagined how she could give herself to him totally after their wedding. If she could offer up her anus to his exploring fingers, then there would be no part of her body that was off limits.

He could enjoy all of her, and pleasure her. She began to have feverish fantasies about having her anus, her mouth, and her womanhood penetrated by him all at the same time. Then, she'd really belong to him, sharing everything with him, just as he murmured she'd be his when she let him love her hard with his body all through the night. She couldn't wait to belong to him, even more than she belonged to him now.

Thinking about all the layers of sexuality that they had yet to explore aroused Lynne's sexual fantasies.

Lynne always was introverted, and used the stage, and her pen and paper, with writing, and drawing to express herself. In her quiet moments, early in the morning, she started writing down some of her deeper sensual fantasies that she wanted to explore in the future with Leif.

The stories were erotic, but they were always shrouded in the sweet love that they shared. Lynne gave of herself, and shared with him in ways that she knew he craved. And even though they were still very loving, towards each other, in these new explorations they were nasty, dirty, and rough! She was his wife in her narratives, and she built her story arc so that there was always something new for them to explore sexually between the two of them, piece by piece, leaving no stone unturned.

Letting him know that no part of her was off limits, and even letting him penetrate her ass for one of their wedding anniversaries would be a marvelous gift of love to give to Leif.

When she had a carnal fantasy that she wanted to explore with Leif, that she felt too shy to mention, she penned it in her journal. They were tempestuous, steamy stories, and just like the love they felt for each other, it was equal parts sex and love, you couldn't extrapolate the two.

The fantasies fueled her songwriting. The writing also increased her sexual desires for Leif. Leif told her he was glad that her sexual appetite was increasing, and it was the normal by-product of a loving relationship where she felt secure, and adored as a woman. He warned her that her growing appetite for sex was going to serve her well on their honeymoon, when things would be a lot more intense.

***

Although Leif had told Lynne that she should do whatever she wanted, and the wedding was her special day, she was seeking his opinion on every detail. But she'd worked too hard her whole life for everyone's approval, and where he was concerned, he wanted her own happiness to be paramount.

He was just happy he was marrying her!

He'd been planning on going over to Matt's and watching a basketball game, but Lynne mentioned something about tasting wedding cakes. Once Leif realized that Lynne wanted him to do wedding stuff with her today, he never mentioned the game. He didn't mention it, because Lynne was a very special kind of woman. That was part of the reason he was marrying her, that sweet way that she had. If she knew that Leif had plans to watch basketball, she would have insisted that he watch the game with Matt.

It wasn't that Lynne was a pushover. She had her certain principles and she enjoyed them spending time as a couple. She just knew Leif loved basketball, it was one of his favorite hobbies, and she loved for him to do the things he enjoyed. She'd even suggested that he have a tailgate party for his friends at their home after the wedding, and she'd fix all the food and hangout in the bedroom so she didn't disturb them, and watch old movies in the bedroom with Janelle after she'd given everyone their snacks. So he didn't tell her about the plans with Matt because he knew she'd say, oh, go watch the game Leify, but she really wanted him tasting the cakes with her, she just would be too shy to ask him to change his plans. Besides, he loved sweets, and cakes, and later on, because he went cake tasting with her, she'd probably let him taste her little cakes.

Leif thought they'd already picked the wedding cakes, she'd wanted the design that was the middle photo in the wedding pintrest cake board, the one he liked, which had gotten him in trouble with the sneaky ass and pussy fondle. He grinned at the memory. There were so many pintrest boards now, he did not keep up with them all, though Lynne sent him the links sometimes. But, Lynne informed him that they'd just chosen the cake design, not the flavors.

Now that the wedding was almost upon them, they needed to agree on a cake flavor. This order would then be sent over to the chain store in California, close to Leif's old neighborhood. They'd actually arranged for his mother to be on face time and they'd all be tasting the cakes a the same time. Linda at the Cali Chain, and he, Lynne and Janelle in NYC. He pulled back Lynne's chair and seated her, and the baker gave them several samples to try.

Lynne took extra relish in feeding him the samples messily, telling him she was practicing for the wedding.

"I thought you said we weren't going to mess each other's faces up. If I do it to you nice, and you get me, I'm gonna get you so bad Lynney, even if I've already fed you the damn cake, just warning you," he murmured, playfully tickling her stomach.

She squirmed and giggled. His dick still tingled when she got all squirmy, even in public, because of the sweet ways that she had, and how erotic she was behind closed doors, when she squirmed with pleasure.

Lynne took out her notebook and wrote notes about each of the flavors. Janelle rolled her eyes at Lynne's meticulousness, but Leif smiled. There were some things that maybe it took a husband to be to adore, but he thought her extreme detail oriented nature was adorable.

They finally narrowed it down to three flavors.

Lynne chose all three. There were four layers, so one of the Layers, they did as a marble. They promptly sent the order over to the Cali bakery, where the order was given, and his mom loved the samples they'd chosen.

They were just about to leave, when Leif said,

"Let's get a few cupcakes to go ladies, my treat," said Leif.

In walked a slightly older couple, and their middle school aged son.

"Ms. Lynne," called the young man.

Lynne turned around, and looked at the young man. Leif thought it was odd that Lynne didn't speak to the young boy.

He brushed Lynne's shoulder. He put his mouth to her ear, about to whisper,

"He was talking to you baby," but then Leif heard his parents say, with a loud whisper that may as well not have been a whisper-

"She's fallen away, the letter was read, so you shouldn't talk to her. Don't make a scene,"

It was then that the impact of excommunication struck Leif. They really did treat her as though she was dead. She was not even to be spoken to in a greeting. Lynne had told him this would happen when she first told him about her faith after they'd made up, but he'd never seen it in practice, and he was shocked at the coldness of the behavior.

It was a sick, twisted, and hateful practice, regardless of whatever good her former church thought it did for the sinner.

He looked over at Lynne and her eyes were a little moist.

"I knew him, from when he was a baby. They brought him in this little white basinet to church the week after he was born. They used to watch me when I was small if my mom had something to do after school and I needed supervision. Shit," she whispered under her breath.

She was trying to be strong, and hold in her tears.

Leif saw Janelle look over at her friend. She'd heard what Lynne whispered, and also, what the parents said, and he knew that when she threw her arm around Lynne's waist.

Leif had his arm gently around Lynne's waist as well. Neither of them would let Lynne go, and Leif was so glad, so glad, that these evil parents, and their adolescent son could see the testimony of the way they loved and cared for Lynne. This family would abandon Lynne, whom they knew since her childhood, and deprive her of contact, but Lynne had found people who loved her out of the cruel confines of their church. And Leif wanted them to see that.

He kept tenderly kissing the crown of Lynne's hair while he waited for the cupcakes, and playfully messing up her face, feeding her the cake remnants.

He was a bit glad that it took a while to get their cupcakes together. He hadn't wanted to rush out of the store, as though Lynne should run out the store in shame and get "chastised" for her sins. This was not their sick church, it was the public, and Lynne had a right to buy, and eat cupcakes and spend as long in the store as she pleased. The family was the one with a silly rule, belonging to a silly church, where they could not socialize with anyone who "left" their faith.

"That's a shame Lynney that they think they are doing what Jesus would want them to do? You think he'd want them ignoring someone they've known since she was a baby. I don't think so. I'm glad...glad you got to see what love was like in that church you went to a month ago baby. And, really glad we're gonna have a beautiful wedding where you get to see more about what love is really like. And you deserve this pretty wedding, because you're a good girl, and a good woman too, as far as I'm concerned, and anyone else who matters is concerned," said Leif, his chin and lips nuzzling her hair.

He said it loud enough for that couple, and their son to hear; his words were for their benefit as much as Lynne's.

Lynne looked at him and grinned. She had water in her eyes but she was smiling at him so hard her cute nose was crinkled. When her nose was wrinkled, she was either laughing until she snorted, or wearing her biggest grin.

And, the look in her eyes told him without her even saying, the sheer pleasure she was derived in having someone take up for her, and being literally surrounded by love, her man, and her friend.

After their cupcake order was put together, Lynne took the cupcakes.

"Come on ladies, let's get some milk for these cupcakes. Lynney loves milk with her cake," said Leif.

Leif and walked out with his arm proudly around Lynne's waist, and Janelle was patting her shoulder. And, Lynne looked at the couple and the son, and she smiled a genuine smile, so bright it beamed, and looked at them as if to say, she was not at all hurting for companionship.

It was the look Lynne gave that couple and their son, that let Leif know he didn't need to address them directly and let them know what they were doing was cruel and emotionally abusive. Lynne was just fine, even though these churchgoers ignored her, she was thriving with the love and support of her man and her friend. If only supporting her in the face of her parents unkindness would be as easy as dealing with this church family in the bakery.

Leif heard the young man say,

"Well somebody's talking to Ms. Lynne,"

While his parents tried to explain it away-

"They are unbelievers, that's why they still talk to her, they don't know and love God,"

But the look their son gave Leif, Lynne, and Janelle, made Leif wonder if the young man would be a believer for long.

As Leif, Lynne and Janelle turned to exit the store, Leif held open the door for his lady and her friend.

The boy gave Leif a silent head nod.

And he waved at Lynne, and smiled at her in acknowledgement that he'd known her all his life, but Leif noticed that he waited until his father's back was turned. The young man was afraid of his parents reaction to bending the rules of their faith.

Just like his Lynne, who returned the young man's smile, in a clandestine fashion.