My Story of Ben Ch. 02

I quickly texted Becky. She'd have to suck it up and work one weekend for me.

ME: Hey Biatch! I need you to work next weekend. I'm going out of town.

BECKY: Holla! HAHA, what? where? who? DEETS.

ME: Going to Whistler. Ben. DONE.

BECKY: Ohhh getaway with her new man friend.

ME: SO???

BECKY: Ok fine. I'll work so you can go have a sexy trip with your man. You owe me - I want a gift - syrup.

BECKY: WAIT - fuck that, find ME a man friend.

ME: HAHAHA, I'll bring you back something - and thanks!!! XOXOX

My hands were shaking, I was so excited. The weeks leading up to the finals always sucked, but this was it for me, at least for now. I had finally made it to the end. It was such a relief to be done with the daily grind of school. As for the future, well, that was still up in the air. For now I had Purple to pay the bills and time to figure out what would come next. And what was coming next was a trip with Ben. I couldn't contain my smile. My head instantly filled with what we would do. A fellow student coughed in the cubicle next to me, shaking me from my thoughts. It was obvious that I wasn't going to get much studying done so I packed up and headed home.

Finals came and went. I was confident I did well and would graduate from my program near the top. Mentally I was completely exhausted. Ben picked me up after my last exam. I dropped my overnight bag and ran into his arms when I saw him. We kissed as he leaned up against the passenger door.

"Mmmm..." I moaned, his lips were heaven. "I've missed these lips."

Ben smiled against my mouth, his hands holding my face, fingers in my hair. He kissed me one more time.

"Go get your bag and let's get an early lunch and hit the road. We can be up there by dinner time."

I turned and ran to get my bag. Putting it in the backseat, I climbed into the car as Ben did the same. He turned on the car, leaned over and kissed me again.

"Ok, food," he said, sitting back in his seat.

I couldn't help but smile at the subtle adjustment he had to make before buckling his seatbelt. I settled in myself and we were off. We decided to head north and get lunch near the border. The drive was easy, there was no traffic. I filled Ben in on all my exams and finishing up. We chatted about my plans, or lack thereof right now. He held my hand the entire time, his thumb brushing the top of my hand in lazy circles. We pulled off in Bellingham, just south of the Canadian border, for lunch at a cafe in the Fairhaven District.

"So, where exactly are we staying?" I asked, sipping my Diet Coke.

"I rented a cabin just outside the village," Ben answered, pulling up the website on his phone.

It was a small one room cabin in the woods about a five minute drive outside of the main village area. While Whistler is most popular for its skiing, the spring and summer time are just as beautiful. We would have our privacy at the cabin, but Whistler Village would be bustling. I couldn't contain my smile when I handed back his phone.

"This is going to be AMAZING!"

Ben grinned back at me, joining in my giddiness.

"Two nights, just us..." my voice trailed off.

My smile changed slightly with my growing desire for the man next to me. I moved my left hand to his right, entwining our fingers. We ate quickly, paid and got on the road. Our hands only separated for the brief moment we went to get into the car. As soon as we could, we reached for one another again. Ben turned on the music, setting it low enough where we could talk, but loud enough to enjoy it. Low sensual beats flowed listlessly from the speakers. I turned so I was leaning on my left shoulder, my head against the rest. My knees were curled up on the seat, my shoes long gone. Ben glanced at me every now and then, smiling. We sat in silence and listened to the music and enjoyed the drive.

I covered his hand with my right, stroking his soft skin. A few times Ben pulled my hands to his mouth, kissing me gently along my knuckles. I returned the favor, only this finger tips were pointed at my lips. I gently kissed his pinky, his ring finger, middle then pointer. When I got to his thumb I kissed and then sucked on it. My lips were soft and wet. I licked the pad of his thumb with the tip of my tongue, then sucked on it. Ben squeezed my hand as I moved to lick at his pointer finger, making my way back again. I had made it to his ring finger when we finally reached the border. There was a car in front of us waiting to speak with Customs. So while we waited for our turn, Ben took the opportunity to tease me back, licking and kissing my fingers. His eyes sparkled as he looked at me.

"Oh Mia," he said, almost groaning. "What you do to me..."

His eyes trailed down my body, his eyes resting on my cleavage. I was wearing an empire style sundress, navy blue that had buttons down the fitted bust. It was low and hugged my breasts tightly, the tops puffing slightly. Ben's eyes burned into my body, I could feel the tension building as we sat there. When I noticed the light turn green, I nodded slightly. Ben turned and pulled us to the window. Less than five minutes later we were through and headed to Whistler.

I resumed playing with Ben's fingers, licking and sucking them. I noticed that his cock was straining against his leg, his bulge clearly visible. With my left hand I reached over and ran my fingers from base to tip. A low growl escaped Ben's lips. His eyes remained on the road. I pushed harder on the next pass, gripping the sides and squeezing back and forth. Ben let go of my hand, reaching his right hand up and cupping my breast.

"Open this for me."

My fingers left his cock and quickly made work of the six buttons. The dress fell open a bit, but not enough. I shrugged my arms out of the straps. My breasts spilled from the fabric, my nipples hard and puckered. When his fingers found my nipple I moaned out loudly, the tension finally broken. He pulled and pinched, his hand exploring, but his eyes focused on the road. Leaning closer to rub and stroke his cock, his hand mauled at my flesh. My heart was racing, my pussy had started a slow and steady throb. I leaned up onto my knees a bit more and my lips found his neck. Kissing and licking I moved up to Ben's ear and whispered into it.

"Please, Ben. I need you. Please, baby..."

My lips kissed and caressed his neck, my hand on his cock beneath his jeans. My left hand moved around his neck, caressing the soft skin and hair. After a few minutes I felt the car veer to the right and looked out to see he had taken an exit for a rest stop. Ben pulled over in a shady area a bit away from the building. A few cars were scattered here and there. As soon as the car was in park we unbuckled and attacked one another. Our kisses were hungry and needy. Teeth clinked and our lips were sure to be bruised. My hands unbuttoned his jeans, pulling them open. I reached in the black boxer briefs and felt the heat of his skin. Ben groaned into my mouth as my fingers touched him for the first time. Using one hand to lift his boxers and jeans, I gently pulled his cock out of it's confines, exposing it to the cool air of the car.

"OH yes...." he moaned loudly as I began to stroke him.

"I need to taste you," I said, breaking our kiss and bending over to engulf his cock.

I heard him hiss above me, his hands wrapping in my hair, gathering it and holding tight. My head bobbed up and down along his shaft. My saliva dripped down the part I couldn't fit into my mouth, wetting my hand as I stroked and sucked. My ass was up in the air, leaning over the armrest. I felt his right hand slide along my neck to my back and around to my breast. Since I was leaning down, I used my free hand to push up, exposing my nipples to his fingers. I couldn't help but groan as he pinched and pulled me. My breasts felt heavy, dangling down, brushing against the cool leather armrest and his soft hand.

Ben's hand gripped tighter and began to push me down more. I moaned as he twisted my nipple, my throat opening and his cock slipping further. Suddenly he pulled me off and brought his mouth to mine. When he broke the kiss he was still holding my hair, my hands stroking his cock slowly. His eyes were locked with mine as he slapped my exposed breasts. Not hard, but enough to excite me, the stinging pain making me mewl with pleasure.

SMACK!

SMACK!

I threw my head back, his hand continuing to toy with me.

"God, fuck. YES."

My hips were rocking, fucking an imaginary cock between my knees. Ben's grip had not lightened up, his eyes were dark. He just watched my face, my eyes as I reacted to his hands. When he was satisfied with my breasts, his hand moved lower and reached under the hem of my dress. I bucked at the first touch of his fingers against my thighs. I'm sure he could feel the damp heat coming off my body. My panties were soaked, my thighs sticky with my leaking juices. He ran his fingers under the wet fabric, moving slowly up until he felt my smooth puffy lips.

"Ben! Please...touch me!"

When his fingers finally pushed against my pussy, my hips moved instantly for more. I pleaded with him with my eyes, unable to form coherent words. Understanding what I needed, Ben smiled and pushed his middle finger deep inside me. Instantly I lunged forward fingers still tightly wrapped around his erection. He moved in and out of me slowly, kissing me, then my face, my neck, even bending to kiss my nipples. The finger fucking never stopped, didn't speed up and didn't slow down. The even tempo of his assault on my pussy sent me over the edge. My walls gripped his finger tightly and my body spasmed.

"Oh fuck, I'm cumming!" I yelled out, kissing him fiercely.

"Yes you are, Mia...fuck. I can feel your cunt pulling my finger deeper inside of you. Your pussy is so fucking tight!"

His movements combined with his words sent me over again and I began to soak his hand and the seat. My cum rained down over his fingers, palm and down his wrist. My hips were humping relentlessly, his hand still moving, splashing my juices with each thrust. When I finally started to come down again, Ben let go of my hair, and kissed me gently.

"Back seat. NOW."

Gathering myself as best I could, I climbed over. He quickly joined me, sitting down in the center seat. His pants were still on, just unbuttoned and his throbbing cock and balls were exposed. His shirt was still on too. I was still wearing my dress, though my breasts were completely exposed and my panties discarded after I had soaked the front seat. I dropped to my knees between Ben's legs and took his cock into my mouth again. I sucked the precum, relishing in his taste. Ben only let me do that for a short time before he was pulling me up.

"I don't want to cum in your mouth right now."

"Mmm..." I grinned at him, climbing up onto his lap, my thighs surrounding his.

"Will this be better?" I asked coyly.

Holding the back of the seat, I slowly lowered my pussy down onto his cock. We both groaned loudly as I sank down, more and more. My fingers quickly unbuttoned his shirt, opening it, but not removing it. I ran my hands over his chest, loving the feel of his skin and chest hair on my fingers. When he was as deep as he could go, I paused, enjoying the fullness. Ben took the opportunity to kiss and lick my breasts that were perfectly aligned with his mouth. His hands joined his mouth, massaging and squeezing as he suckled me. I let my head fall back which pushed them into his face even more. My hips began to rock as the intensity of his sucking increased.

"Yes, Ben! Just like that, oh that's so good. FUCK!" I was near screaming, my hips fucking him fast, back and forth.

Ben looked up at me as I looked down, my nipple trapped between his lips. He pulled back on it and let go, watching my tit as it bounced and jiggled. His hands moved to my hips and around to my ass. He squeezed me and slapped my ass cheeks.

"Fuck me, Mia."

I smiled, leaning down to kiss him. I began to move up and down, feeling his thick cock sliding in and out of my pussy. I was dripping all over him, his jeans starting to soak up my juice. He didn't seem to care one bit as he held my hips. My orgasm was starting to build and quickly. Every time I slammed down on his cock my clit was pressed in the perfect way against the base of his cock. Needing more, I rose to my feet, my knees under his arms. Gripping the headrest tightly I started to fuck Ben's cock faster and harder. My hips were slamming down against him as I climbed closer and closer. My tits were bouncing in his face, his mouth open, licking and sucking my flesh. His hands were holding my ass tightly, digging in. We were both moaning loudly, the car shaking as I fucked him and lost control. My pussy began to spasm around his cock.

"That's it, Mia. Oh, yes. You're almost there. Cum on my cock! Give it to me! Squirt all over me!"

My body reacted as if by command. I screamed out loudly as my pussy contracted so hard his cock was pushed out. I reached down to rub my fingers over my clit, my cum splashing out and wetting us. As I began to peak, my juices streamed out onto his chest and abs. He was moaning loudly as he watched me soak his body, his hand stroking his cock. I dropped to my knees and sucked him into my mouth, his cock so hard and hot. It didn't take long for him to groan out and release his cum into my waiting mouth. I drank him down, relishing the taste of him. I swallowed every drop and cleaned him, my head resting against his soaked thigh. His lap and the bottom of his shirt were completely saturated.

"Oh Ben! That was so intense. Fuck." I moved slightly feeling the wetness beneath my arms as they rested on his hips. "Your clothes! The car! I'm sorry, fuck, I lost control. I didn't ..."

Ben's laughter interrupted my apology. He was smiling and laughing while he tipped my chin up to him.

"That was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced," he said leaning in to kiss me. "Let's get cleaned up and back on the road."

He paused again and looked out the windows. People were walking to their cars very slowly around us.

"I think we've been caught. Scratch that, I know we have. Just not sure at what point."

His smile was mischievous and full of laughter. We quickly reached into our bags and grabbed some clothes. Ben used some towels he had in the trunk to clean the back seat and front. The car smelled of sex, and we both sat quietly in our seats. Turning to look at me, Ben took my hand in his and kissed it.

"Let's get to Whistler."

The rest of the ride was light and fun. We played different music, he laughed when I started to sing my pop songs again, bouncing around in the car. We talked about everything from sports to food to books and movies. Traffic was easy, so we got there in good time and were both ready to eat.

Ben pulled his car up outside a quaint cabin. There were a total of five cabins on the expansive property, each spread out to provide the utmost privacy for the occupants. It was perfect. Taking our bags we headed inside to get settled, then we would head out to the village for dinner.

Inside we set our bags on the king size bed that occupied one wall and faced towards the back of the cabin. Big picture windows gave way to a gorgeous view of the land and trees out back. I walked over and looked out, admiring the nice sized and partially covered patio with a double lounge chair. Back inside, at the foot of the bed, was a small sofa and coffee table. A kitchenette was along one wall and the only other room was the bathroom. A large fireplace was opposite the kitchen. Ben immediately started a fire and soon the cabin was feeling a bit warmer. Opening my bag, I pulled out my toiletries and headed for the bathroom.

"I'm going to shower before dinner," I said, taking off my dress in full view of him. "Care to join me?"

"I'd love to, but if I do we'll never leave. And I don't know about you, but I'm hungry. For food!" Ben's laughter filled the room.

My stomach growled in agreement and we laughed even more. I couldn't really argue with him, knowing full well that if he came in there with me there's no way we'd be leaving that cabin any time soon. In no time I was in and scrubbing my hair and body. I made quick work of the shower and getting dressed. My hair was still a little wet, but would dry soon enough so I tied it up loosely on top of my head. I decided to go casual, selecting a pair of white shorts and a sheer black linen tank top, black lace bra and white panties. White wedge sandals, long beaded necklace and I was set. Ten minutes later I was ready to go. Ben was faffing with the fire when I finally emerged. He stood, brushing his hands on his jeans and straightening out his shirt.

"Gorgeous," he said, with a smile.

"Not so bad yourself," I replied, raising an eyebrow.

We decided to walk into town. It was a nice night and we had been in the car all day. I couldn't get over how beautiful the landscape was. It was so quiet and peaceful. Green grass, trees, cabins and a few houses could be seen, but not that many. Even as we approached the Village you knew you were somewhere else. We chose, okay I chose, a Thai restaurant for dinner. We ordered a few dishes of noodles, rice and satays and sipped cups of tea.

"Mmm, this food is delish," I said, setting down my fork and picking up my cup. "What do you think?"

"Very good. Great choice." He smiled at me, his hand making small circles on my thigh.

"Mia, I wanted to talk about something and probably should have earlier," he paused and my heart stopped.

"This," he pointed between us, "I don't want it to be casual. I want to be with you, spend time with you, know all of you. Like I said before, I want you to be mine. But I realize that our ages...You are just starting out, figuring out what you want to do. And me, well, I'm looking to pull back from my career."

Another pause. He continued.

"Do you want to get married? Have a family? I need to be honest and tell you that I don't want either one. I've been married, and children, though I did want them before, I feel my time has passed for that."

His eyes searched mine. I didn't know what to say at first and took a moment. I looked down, took a breath, and looked up again. He continued.

"I don't want to waste your time. You could be out meeting someone your age. Starting a life, a family, all of that. I feel like you need to know where I am, what I want. And as much as I want you, and fuck me, do I want you - I don't want you to miss out on all the things you want because of my limitations."

I didn't really know how to reply. Did I want to get married? Yes, sure, if the right person came into my life. Did I want a family? Yes, that had always been part of my plan. But then again, there was no guarantee that any of that would happen. The fact remained that I was falling for Ben. Marriage, family, career - all of that was up in the air, regardless of my meeting him. I looked up at him and our eyes met. He looked at me wearily and reached out, cupping my cheek. I kissed his palm.

"I don't really know how to answer you at this moment. I haven't made a lot of life decisions yet. I just finished school and, honestly, have no idea what I want to do. As for marriage and kids, yes, I want both. But, at the same time, I'm realistic in that I haven't met anyone I want to be with until you. And if you don't want those things, then I'll have to learn how to let those dreams go. Because I want to be with you."

Ben's eyes dropped for a moment. I could tell he was not exactly loving my answer, but it was the truth. His fingers stroked my cheek softly, but he did not look at me.

"Right now," I said breaking the silence, "I want to enjoy our time together. Maybe we don't have to figure all that shit out now. But, thank you for telling me how you feel, what you want and don't want. All we can do is be honest and see how it goes, right?"