by janneman1
That was a nice story. I like the way he described the sex between the student and his music teacher. I like the way he described the first run through the fashion show was just her and him. I hope you going to write another chapter or two about the two of them and how the fashion show goes on. I like to see his reaction to all the costumes and also the models that she finds to do the show.
I know this is s short story but I came -3- fucking times! Reading in a permanent state of arousal is a literally hard job and I might have missed some so please let us know this decent woman just a little bit better, how she fell in love for that boy, what made her going for exhibitionist kink and what will be her naughty fashion on the show, as well as we need to know about her co-models and customers! I'm out of breath!
Absolutely awesome...write more, you have what it takes!
Please tell us more of this story. I would love to know about the other women that are taking part in the fashion show, and hear more about how this teacher continues to teach her willing pupil. I loved this story, thank you for sharing it with us.
Really well developed and making the characters shy at first...this one built up nicely!
by reading stuff here--
i almost feel like killing myself--
butt that would be cowardly--
and i couldn't go the next P.'s Book Club--
I grew up poor--but--it would take too long to explain--I went to a "prep school."
And, so, I feel I have a DUTY to stay alive. Like l'm a soldier. Even though I'm a girl. And S. Plath's and Anne Sexton's (sp?) kill themselves right and left. But I'm a good girl. I don't do that stuff. I just read about it.
i'm not allowed to kill myself
how to do it painlessly? Physically? Then--what really matters--not to hurt people you really love.
Grace Kelly--just like in the movies--to be exact--the one with Jean Seberg and David Niven--went over the cliff--just like in the movies--no one could have called either of them--Kelly or Seberg--a suicide.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZZlcS50qzw
Or just listen to this when you git down
even god hates me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZZlcS50qzw
ok god
i tried again
i need linda gregg and sharon olds--
to live
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZZlcS50qzw
that stopping drinking wouoldn't cure."
Her Husband
Whatever this means, I couldn't do it. And I'm a little tired of being told about females who can "swallow" all of anything or anyone. This isn't--I don't think--a "political" thing, it's just that I can't even swallow huge vitamins or fish oil gel things--
TURN IT AROUND: HOW MUCH AND HOW BIG CAN YOU SWALLOW? (What kind of people would try to make choking an erotic act? And females have smaller throats than males have. And here I thought men loved women--)
Belle and Sebastian on disco! I'm back there in the gay bars--where I was "exploring," without having "actual" sex--whatever that was/is--
but i wanted to surrender
and dance--that i did, at least
youtube.com/watch?v=RZZlcS50qzw
"make me dance, i want to surrender--
and we don't need a lifetime--"
i danced, high, under trobbing disco lights--
NOBODY CHOKED ME OR RAPED MY THROAT--*
oh, yeah, i'm a girl
*i didn't even know about this stuff then because i was separated from heterosexual porn???? this may be why--if so, i'm glad i was separated from it--
IT WOULD HAVE KILLED ME
the seriously weird Marxist feminist stuff, i kin git over--the other i wouldn't have
Pat Covey--this is too important to be "anony" about. This really happened. In Memphis, Tn.
no one raped or otherwise physically hurt me--
it was all psychological--
THANK GOD
i could not have stood learning how to take a penis into my throat
"i can see the world from a different side"
Belle & Sebastian
"make me dance, i want to surrender--
and we don't need a lifetime--"
i danced, high, under trobbing disco lights--
NOBODY CHOKED ME OR RAPED MY THROAT--*
oh, yeah, i'm a girl
*i didn't even know about this stuff then because i was separated from heterosexual porn???? this may be why--if so, i'm glad i was separated from it--
IT WOULD HAVE KILLED ME
the seriously weird Marxist feminist stuff, i kin git over--the other i wouldn't have
remember and think --stuff
i AM "commenting" sp--? on the story
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from the worst of male porn
by lesbianism--
thank god--
i would be dead now otherwise--
i was trying to understand sex, gender
it was like being, in a way, in a nunnery--
so now i can enjoy my feelings for men
i understand now how precarious sp? was the road to my sexuality--
pcovey made it alive
Memphis, TN was, and must still be A SERIOUSLY DANGEROUS PLACE.
AND WHEN I LIVED THERE, I WAS JUST A LITTLE WHITE GIRL.
AND I SURE WASN'T RICH. OR EVEN MIDDLE CLASS.
WHICH, AFTER READING "MR. TIMOTHY," IS EVEN MORE SCARY.
I HAD NO (POLITICAL) POWER.
IF I SAID, NO WONDER PEOPLE CAN FEAR--A CERTAIN PLACE--SOME INSANE PERSON MIGHT--
I have to talk to some "normal" person about this--
I had no (real) idea--
even after all these years--
i just didn't want to think about it--
it was/is too horrible--
and i have enough stuff to deal with for a lifetime--my mom in Western State Hospital--
Didn't i have enough on my plate?
Oh, yeah, and my sister--
"read about us in the morning paper--
when we make it alive--"
I'd never be willing to live there again--
and, yes, it was unique, special, made me the human i am today--
would i go back there?
No way!
(and i'm still so in love with it)
is erotic. I think it's gross.
Now Jane Birkin is eternally erotic.
As are her daughters.
(Try to depict older or old women any way you like. We are who and what we are. And we can recognize sexism. Asshole. "And we don't need a lifetime. We're following the right line." B&S)
Worry about being an old man. White in an out-dated patriarchal society.
"He was old enough to be my father, and my father was dead."
A. Hesser
Ha, ha. You thought you were "liberal."
You have no clue about females.
And we will--
something--
even though i supposedly am one.
i don't feel like i am.
It sounds like they're supposed to be sexually dominant.
Maybe lesbianism wasn't so bad after all.
Maybe masturbation's better than any of it.
Or just forget the whole enterprise
heterosexuality is dead
dark gaping holes scare me.
I know. That's not --
It's not weird--
just don't talk about them
sp?
I was and am enjoying all these fairy tale associations. And if fear isn't part of fairy tales, then they aren't fairy tales.
THE END
desired by males of any age as a "mature woman." When I don't really feel like a woman at all. And if "this" is what being a "woman" is, I want and will have no part of it.
It's NOT ME.
I'M NOT A WOMAN.
And don't insult me by saying I am.
It was awful enough being a young "woman," and i won't go through the hell of being a "mature" woman.
I'll never be "mature." I don't know how. I HAVE ADHD.
AND I'LL NEVER BE A WOMAN.
What some people might call being "a woman," I call being a "nigger."
Being called "a woman" is being called "a nigger."
pcovey will never be a woman
the gay bars kept the disco--theme--or whatever all the way into the '90s?
But the culture, I think, was from the 70s?
And boy were they fun. Genital sex didn't matter--as far as i could tell. JUST DANCING.
(Who needs to put their genitals together when YOU CAN DANCE. Really. I ask you.
Why fuck when you can dance? Why? Why? Wh--)
read this--
i just did
i was confused
I assume you have a lot of various responses
(i know you're a woman, you can't fool me--actually i know you're Sir --in my photo club)
I really like this story but it took a while to even a little understand it.
"My erect penis was close to her face. Gently she stroked the shaft, moved to my balls. She moved her head forward and surrounded me with a scalding hot, wet sensation as she swallowed all of me. My brain struggled to accept this new sensation of ecstasy. I couldn't hold any more. I tried to hold back as I came, but in some strange way it added to the released pleasure. She took all of my juices in her mouth, kept on swallowing as it came. She kept sucking even when I was finished, realized there was no more. She released as she sensed that it was getting uncomfortable. She looked up at me. Funny, I did not feel ashamed or anything. I just pulled her forward and hugged her. She stroked my hair and I felt as at home like never before. I wanted to cry for some or other odd reason. She kept comforting me and moved to sit next to me. My head was on her lap; she kept on stroking my hair as if I was a baby."
I think authors should understand the time it takes to--process what one reads.
I'm not much more, psychologically, than a baby, either.
as the male is here--
after all, i've been beaten by a man's leather belt--
why shouldn't I deserve to be comforted,
rather than comfort a male?
Who was beaten with a leather belt?
Who DESERVES to be comforted?
Who's been literally tortured?
I need to be comforted--
not be a sub who gives comfort--
right--beat the slave
and make the slave comfort you
of my father unbuckling his belt
in order to take it off
and beat me
BEAT ME
(Oh, sorry, I'm low class, we were poor--
this never happened in middle or "upper-middle-class families," I'm sure--
pee--because it happened in real life to me
the "real"--forget it--stuff I was told about sex--
it really would be like-*************** or *******************
these freakish religions--
listen, I lived this--
i didn't have a choice--
and i was told over and over that i was to be a servant to men--(sp?)
I really was told this over and over--
what does this tell you about me?
I was from a poor family.
We were poor.
That--I believe is what causes what I experienced.
And I was DEFINITELY taught that females were inferior and were supposed to be subserv--i can't spell--to males--
but I'd like to tell someone--
but I can't--
forget about it honey--
by the things I semi-read here
I couldn't really concentrate on them and/or understand them--
i'm still working on it
you do know there are women/girls with PTSD?
and who aspire to "normal, fun" lives?
but what difference does my opinion make?
None
I have gotten hungry. I'd--as bad as they cook, i think--like eggs, toast, coffee, bacon, hash browns, etc. I'm starving.
Oh--catsup (sp?)
My god--food fantisies (sp?) are amazing--
food, more, more, food, please
more toast
more gently scrambled eggs
wirh sea salt an pepper
butter
much. much butter
(ground--with mortert and pestle00sp?--the pepper i mean--)
a woman--
i'm uh faery (sp?)
who calls herself "Peeta"
(I really am not and don't want to be a "woman." That's about the most insulting thing I could be called. So-just-dont--)
I bet you believe in being respectful of gay people. I just bet you do.
THEN RESPECT ME WHEN I SAY I AM NOT A WOMAN.
You may think this is some kind of "feminist" blather. IT IS NOT.
I WILL BE DEAD BEFORE I'LL BE A WOMAN.
someTHING inferior and told you--in "white face" or is it "black face"?
are that thing--
when you are not--
you can't be seen, you're a ghost--
THERE'S A WAY TO COMFORT MYSELF--GO TO ALL THE GLBT THINGS IN I.C.* I CAN. I'M NOT "GAY," BUT BEING TREATED AS A "WOMAN" MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M IN A JAIL AND HATED.
I'm not going to stand for this.
*Look, I don't get out a lot. I have to REALLY make an effort to go out.
But on a more positive note, I do drink a lot of water a lot. Which is why I stay at home so much. Cause I need to pee and often..
I love writing this stuff. It really is fun.
I PRETEND I don't know it
but ah'm a fuckin POET
you think I don't notice this stuff?
If I noticed, I'd be too self-conscious to respond--
That was a joke--
of COURSE the "same person" doesn't write all this stuff!
looks like a guy in Belle and Sebastian--
his hair, chin, tie
I like ties, by the way
Actually, I like them quite a bit--
(right, now rib me for saying "quite a bit")
because I'm female, since the day I was born--
sorry if I'm "dramatic"--
but it's true--
right now in America females are considered "inferior"--
we get paid less-
and abused more--
die in childbirth more--
duh--
who cares?
We have less control over our bodies than almost any male on Earth--
care!
Avery captivating and intense story.
Almost sounds unbelievable, with the exception I had a similar experience, but with a music teacher at her studio.
That is why I was looking at Music Teacher Stories.
Great job, please share more.
spankmeagin
Very enjoyable story and I want to hear more about how he cope with and reacts to the other models in the show as Indeed I want to see how Mrs van Zyl does too !!!!