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Click hereI'm down in the bar two hours later. It's late, and there aren't many patrons left. Yes, I'm wearing clean panties. He had me bring a spare pair, "just in case." Helga sits at a booth, drink in front of her. A tall glass of water is there for me. I am ordered to tell Helga everything that we did after she left. She gets a detailed report on our butt-fucking session, finger by finger. I am ordered to talk as dirty as I can. She stares at me, impassively, as if she's judging me. When I am done, she texts something to Sir. She then holds up her phone to show me Sir's return text. Helga was ordered to report to Sir on how well I did on my play-by-play. Her message to Sir: It was satisfactory.
Satisfactory!?! What the fuck!?!
His reply: She will tell you how she felt from the time we entered the room, until the time you left.
Fuck. Okay then.
And I launch into a lengthy whirlwind about what I saw and how I felt and how it should have been me on that bed and how she smelled like a fucking piss factory and tasted so good in the shower and so on and so on.
She is impassive throughout. She hasn't even touched her drink. When I finally finish, she ignores me, and texts Sir. Then she holds up the phone again.
His reply: She has been a very Good Girl. You are hers now. Buy her a drink. If she tells you to leave, leave. If she would like you to talk, talk. Answer any of her questions accurately and obediently. I will be down later.
She snaps her fingers, and a drink is set down for me. Must be a story behind that.
Helga finally sips her drink, and smiles knowingly. I playfully demand to know what Sir told her about me.
"That you're his perfect little fucktoy, custom made to take his cock in your ass."
I laugh...that sounds like him.
She says, more seriously, "You please him very much, you know."
I blush, "I'm very lucky to have my Sir."
"I think Sir is lucky, too." Helga leans across the booth. I can see what she wants. I look to make sure no one's watching, and lean up to accept her kiss. It's quick and gentle, and then she settles back into her seat.
"Thank you for that" she says, "I like kissing you."
It was nice. I let it linger, and then I ask her what I've been dying to know since it happened...
"Did you take it in your mouth?"
"For Sir? Of course, you saw me, you were watching."
"No, in the bathroom. When he was peeing on you did you take any in your mouth?"
"Of course."
My heart sinks. She sees my expression fall and asks, "Why? Don't you?"
I smile sheepishly and shake my head. At least he didn't talk about my inadequacies to her. I can't even look at her I'm so ashamed she gave him what I couldn't. She senses this, can probably see me starting to cry.
"You are very new to this and it's a big change from what you're used to. I am sure Sir understands."
I nod. He does understand, he's said that exact thing to me. It doesn't stop me from hurting if I think I'm disappointing him though, however unintentionally.
"But if you want to, here's what you do. Baby steps. When he is going on your face open your mouth a little. Keep your throat closed, but open your mouth. Let it get all over your lips and tongue. He will notice, I promise you. Each time, take more in your mouth. Try swallowing a very little bit when you feel up to it. Watch his face when you do this...don't take your eyes off him. Once you see how that pleases him you'll want more. Trust me."
This was what I needed! Some practical advice from a girlfriend!
No crying anymore. I'm starting to smile again.
"Helga" I say, "would you like another kiss?"
"Yes. Very much."
We lean up over the table and kiss. Sir appears just in time to see it, with a very big smile on his face. Helga then says goodbye, and leaves for good, so I can have Sir all to myself.
- COMMENTS
Buffy_kggover 6 years agoTrying to find her footing in a new dynamic without the rules and norms that governed all of her previous relationships.
The cognitive disconnect of finding herself craving and engaging in acts of 'depravity' considered unthinkable for women like her.
The constant internal struggle between her overwhelming need to submit to him and her ego and expectation that men will defer to her by default.
The mix of equally intense excitement and apprehension in pushing beyond the comfort zone where she's spent her entire life.
None of those are easy concepts to convey in writing, but you wove them in in a way that was really masterful. This is my favorite story not just because it's superficially hot (which it totally is) but because you nailed the deeper levels as well.
docmagnusover 6 years agoAuthorFor anyone who has enjoyed this story, Buffy_kgg has written an authorized sequel. It's a mulit-part story. The first chapter can be found here at:
https://www.literotica.com/s/pushing-limits-ch-01
I sincerely hope everyone takes an opportunity to check it out. I love it myself. It goes into some very interesting places.
DocMagnus
Anonymousalmost 7 years agoI thought anonymous' comment wondering the what the story between Helga and Sir was really interesting. I filled in that gap in a different direction...I assumed he had recently met Helga arranging for a play partner. He'd have to know the only way it could work with a sub like his would be someone as stoic and reserved as Helga.
I also never thought of the time with Helga as any kind of aftercare, but that's a really infesting point of view as well.
I think he did a remarkable job writing from a submissive woman's perspective - it's very hard to put write from the mindset from a character with such different sensibilities and it rang very true here.
I was struck by how well he wrote helplessness and desperation without cruelty. He made pretty edgy dominance not only erotic but really romantic. That's a hard line to walk and I thought he nailed it. He was in her head. Even if he hadn't bound her to the chair she'd have sat there on his command until he released her, despite her desperation.
docmagnusalmost 7 years agoAuthorThat is by far the most constructive and nuanced comment I have ever received on Literotica, Anonymous. Thank you. I wish you had a name so that I see what else yo may have followed.
Anonymousalmost 7 years agoI appreciate the strength of your writing, even when I find myself shaking my head 'no' at some content. Yet my preferences are just that, mine. I hope you get comments from some who like the specific kinks involved. Your female pov is strong and nuanced, for a male author. Our minds do tend to run nonstop, and not always in positive ways. This is a new relationship and not exclusive. Helga and Sir seem awfully comfortable for a temp-a-sub situation. What is the story there?
It emphasizes the mental nature of D/s that she is excluded from a significant part of the action, yet the focus is still on her. Personally, I dont know if the forced live porn watching aspect would have out-weighed the hurt of being so specifically excluded while my sir had someone else.
You were great with her choices and safeword inclusion, until you weren't. It went away when it was most crucial for it to be there. What we think we can accept isn't always what we can accept. I'll choose to think he stayed aware of her reactions, watching for distress that would have stopped the action. Not allowing Helga to call her slut, or to dominate in any way was an excellent choice, and one many authors would have gotten wrong.
The use of Helga as an aftercare surrogate was interesting. She needs to hear the same directly from sir, but hearing the positives filtered through a third person is powerful, even outside of a sexual or bdsm setting.
