A Spy Too Far Pt. 01

Even in 1937 people were being encouraged to dig air raid shelters and schools and public buildings such as schools were pasting bandages over large windows, as a protection against flying glass from bomb explosions. Even Neville Chamberlains return from his ill fated meeting with Adolf Hitler waving a piece of paper and saying "Peace in our time" seemed only the signal to redouble the efforts in preparation for war..

Jean his cousin tried her hardest to get his attention, but Tony regarded her more like a sister. As far as he was concerned she was a good mate, and good fun, but no romantic thoughts ever occurred to him as far as Jean was concerned. Much to her secret regret. He was the man she wanted and she was prepared to wait if necessary.

Tony was bilingual and could easily pass as a natural German. One factor that had eluded his records, was that he was also fluent in French, and had a good working knowledge of Flemish as well. He realised in the early planning stages of the mission that somehow this did not seem to be known. He decided at the time, that it might be a good idea to keep the knowledge to himself and not even Anne-Marie was taken into his confidence..

He had won his VC when he was First Lieutenant of an S Boat, which had found her forward hydroplanes entangled in the cable of a floating mine. He had worked for an hour to free the cable in freezing water in the North Sea, and at great risk to himself. Undoubtedly he saved the lives of all his shipmates and the submarine. Shortly after this, he had been selected and taken his Perishers command course which he passed with flying colours , and he had been subsequently appointed to his first command. Later he was appointed to HMS Tenacious which under his command had been very successful, and he had received accelerated promotion.

Only the best officers were selected for the "Perishers course" and those who subsequently failed the course were returned to General Service. It was not a disgrace to fail, but the rule was that an officer could never ever serve in submarines again, after failing a command course..

One factor in Tony's favour for this operation, was the fact that prior to the war he had visited Germany frequently to visit his grandparents and friends. He knew his way round Berlin well, and had on several occasions as a young boy, gone on holiday to Bavaria and the Black Forest with his grandparents. For a time he had considered studying at the University at Heidelberg, but his parents had pointed out that a career in the Royal Navy was best served by studying at a British University.

There was an element of truth in the fact that he did have many friends and family who as far as he knew were still alive in the Berlin area. In fairness Tony had since the start of war worried a lot about his grandparents, and cousins in Berlin, and he vowed that given the opportunity, he would pay them a visit if this operation went ahead. He had written letters to be sent via Switzerland, but had never received any replies.

Now on the first night of his marriage to Anne-Marie, he lay in bed as she slept with her head on his shoulder, he had to admit that in the few hours that he had known her, she was getting under his skin, and he was quite quickly becoming quite fond of her. Their lovemaking was mind blowing, and Anne-Marie so far seemed to be the perfect wife.

He shifted his body slightly to get her head into a more comfortable position. She was not totally asleep, but moved down his body and for the third time that night she had his cock in her mouth and licking and sucking him with enthusiasm.

Suddenly she stopped and walked to the window to look at the flashing of shells and the crump of bombs as the Luftwaffe once again visited Portsmouth. Turning she walked back to the bed and taking her nightdress in both hands she pulled the silk garment over her head , tossing it on the floor behind her in one swift fluid movement before she reached down and took his head in her hands. She kissed him with unrestrained passion.

"Damn you Tony Nash what have you done to me?" As she kissed him again and again. "I can not afford to fall in love in my job, and you are making me feel very vulnerable." Tony looked up at her as she stood naked in the faint light of the moon through the window. He held out his arms "Oh, God, Anne-Marie, I've fallen for you in a big way. We could lose it all." "I know I love you, but we must not let is show too much when we get over the other side." "I want you so desperately, even though I should know better." Tony said. "We can only live for now. I'm here and you are here, and the moon is shining, lets not waste it." "Yes. Thank God, we have these few nights to ourselves" She crawled up on the bed on her hands and knees. Her full breasts, tipped with moonlight, hung down just inviting his attention and he reached for them greedily. As he did she fell forward on top of him. She lay with the full length of her breasts pressed against his body. Feeling his hardness probing against her thighs. For some moments he caressed and fondled her. Enjoying her rigid nipples, the full roundness of her breasts, the warmth at the nape of her neck, the hot liquid wetness of her thighs. She lay still accepting his caresses, responding hotly. Her lips parted, her tongue pushed between them , she kissed his mouth and along his chin , his adams apple, and the lobe of his ear She closed her fingers over his on her breasts. We've got to be careful Anne-Marie. You mustn't get pregnant, it would be disastrous. "We have to be careful" "Darling you make it impossible." His hand moved down across the rounded planes of her belly, the muscles firm and taut. "I'm getting fat . She whispered. "I will have to step up my exercises." "Darling, fucking is said to be good exercise, but I think I will always love you." Tony whispered. "You will possibly meet other women and you will be expected to make love to them. You must promise me, that you will do what you have to do. You must stay alive at all costs, that is the most important thing." "Yes I understand. If that's the way its got to be from now on." Tony responded. Tony would not have had it any other way. Much as he loved Anne-Marie, Tony knew that given an another attractive woman, he could never be totally faithful. It was not in his nature

During his leaves he had never been short of female company .There had been Maria the beautiful Spanish girl who had been a hot favourite and who was almost as randy as he was, but even she had been jealous of the amount of competition that existed for his favours, Maria was very hot and very sexy, but Tony took what he wanted -- he loved her and left her

Now he was with the one woman who had finally, at least for the time being captured his heart. She was something very special, and he could think of no-one else while he was with her, and when she made love, it was though she was giving him her all. It was a type of total abandonment. She lay supine in his arms, her blue eyes gazing up at him, silently commanding him to make love to her. She did not need to speak, her eyes conveyed the command and he could not refuse. His fingers moved down between the full wetly hot lips to her clitoris, which stood rigid, under his fingers. His breath hurt in his throat . Her hand caught his stiffened cock and worked it with a kind of gentleness. "You can't stand this ," she whispered. "I'll go down on you." "It's all right. Just hold me." His heart thudded and he felt his cock grow harder in her hand, engorged with fresh flooding of blood.. She slipped down alongside his body , tracing her tongue across and over the muscled ridge of his belly. She lay her head on his stomach and opened her mouth. He thrust her forward roughly and she took his cock inside, her hot mouth closing, nursing.

His quivering hands closed in her blonde hair. His breathing rasped across his opened lips. and it was as if all the sensation in his body was concentrated in her sucking mouth. "Wait," he pleaded ."Please wait. She withdrew her head with a faint whimper, staring up at him in the darkness 'I can't help it Anne-Marie, I've got to have it in you now." "I want you to." She rolled over on her back and lay with her knees bent, her legs spread wide. She extended her arms , pulling him down on her . "He thrust himself into her vagina , gasping I have to be in you Anne-Marie . Deep in you. Only then I will know you are mine." "I'm yours. For ever. Harder. Do it Harder." His lips battered, flogging her. He heard as if from a great distance her soft moans , felt her legs encase his waist , her ankles lock fiercely at his back ,. He could scarcely breathe: for that instant he felt as though his heart had stopped. He was conscious only of the fearful beating of the blood in his temples. He thrust himself upwards into her as deeply as he could and lay still, gasping for breath. He had difficulty speaking." "I have fallen in love with you which is crazy after two days." Anne-Marie became serious. "Remember if there is any trouble you walk away from me ... don't worry about me -- you must complete the mission if it is at all possible." She shivered slightly. "No sense -- in both of us being killed for nothing." Tony drove himself in her as hard as he could , pleasing her and punishing her in the same instant. He worked his hips faster and her head rolled back and forth on the bed. "You're my life Anne-Marie" he panted. I couldn't live without you now. You must know that" "I know that." Her own hips flailed upward in a savage rhythm. Matching his , increasing the tempo faster, faster until they lunged together that was more like hatred than love, more like a wish to destroy than to share, a totally unbridled passion. She sagged beneath him, spent and felt the full weight of his body on hers in helpless exhaustion. "I know darling but you must face the fact that you must, so many lives depend on us."

The wedding had been a wonderful affair with all the ships company of HMS Tenacious turning out at the Guildhall at the temporary registrar's office. It was attended by a lot of senior officers, and even the Rear Admiral Submarines made a brief appearance. The new captain and First Lieutenant of Tenacious were also known to Tony and had attended the ceremony.

The next few days were very busy as Tony underwent a crash course on helping him to survive in enemy territory. Much of this was trying to change his personality, to be utterly ruthless where it mattered. The mission was the major priority, nothing else mattered and it was hammered into him that unless the U Boats could be contained the very survival of the British Empire and the free world was at risk.

For the first time he learned much about the Nazi regime, much of the information was not public knowledge. Information on Gestapo techniques, and what the fiends were capable of were trickling through to his instructors, and the British high command. He knew that he was being conditioned to learn how to survive, and how he must learn to be utterly ruthless in the pursuit of his mission. ' He now got confirmation of what Anne-Marie had been drilling into him even in the short time they had known each other. It was important that they must not show their intense love for one another. It was a weakness which the Gestapo would pounce on if they deemed it necessary. In a crash course he learned how to kill quickly and silently, to pick locks, and to make simple explosive devices.

Above all he learned that he had to do what he had to do to complete his mission. To trust no-one not even his own wife, and to keep his own counsel. Little did he realise at the time that he would soon be called upon to put these lessons into practice

Next Chapter 4

Chapter 4 Occupied territory

One of the initial problems they encountered was the question of how would they get out of the country together. Anne-Marie was a double agent, and that could be easily arranged, but Tony could not just book a passage. It was with some difficulty, and with some helpful pressure from above, that he convinced the RAF controller that he was just going for the flight to finish briefing Anne-Marie, and would return on the plane, that he was reluctantly allowed to board the plane.

After boarding the Lysander just after dark, the pilot came back to see them with his co-pilot before they took off. "Now when we land I will stop for only about thirty seconds, and you must disembark quickly with no fuss from the starboard side of the plane, that is the right hand side, and very quickly. If you break a leg 'tough.' I will not stop for more than 30 seconds. I will turn the plane into the wind ready for take-off, and there may be people waiting to board. They will board on the port side and I will pause for a further thirty seconds for them to get board and then I will be off again. If they are not on board within the time. I leave them. So its up to you to get off, and don't get in the way of boarders, or the prop."

Tony was now dressed in just grey flannel trousers and a sweater with a small bag containing his shaving gear and one or two other personal effects. He had his naval identity card to prove his identity, and some family photos of his relatives in Berlin. The journey was uneventful, and they touched down as planned. The co-pilot had the door opened as they taxied, and Tony followed Anne-Marie on the short trip to the ground as the plane rolled to a stop. They were closely followed by a few assorted packages that nearly landed on top of them.

Getting to their feet they ran towards a flashing light under the trees where they were greeted by two or three heavily armed muffled figures in the dark. Within minutes they were being led across some fields on their way to a safe house. They had originally planned to go straight to Anne-Marie's apartment, which her parents had given her as a wedding present in Zeebrugge. However, the leader of the partisans decided that because the Germans were very active that night that it was too dangerous. It was something they did at random and it was unfortunate that tonight was one of their random nights for a crack down.

They were taken to a small farmhouse, and fed a lovely vegetable soup by the family, in the farmhouse kitchen in front of a roaring log fire, and then they were both taken to a barn where they were hidden in a small cubby hole room behind a hay stack, whose original use Tony guessed had been a tack room. Anne-Marie had genuine documentation, and the resistance leader knew her well. They were escorted to their hideout by his daughter a pretty young French girl called Janine. The fact that Tony was fluent in French, and had a working knowledge of Flemish had been overlooked by the Admiralty, and he had not told anyone even Anne-Marie. It allowed him to listen to conversations, and gauge reactions, obviously no-one was aware that he was following what they were saying. It was a decision which was to stand him in good stead in later days.

Tony soon realised that Janine the farmers daughter was trying to come on to him, but it was easy for him to pretend he did not understand her. Although she had a good smattering of English. In desperation at his lack of interest, she used an opportunity to briefly attempt to snatch a kiss when Anne-Marie was not looking Although Anne-Marie did not see the incident, Janine's other actions were easily understood by her, and Anne Marie told her quite forcibly in front of her father, that Tony and her were husband and wife, and to lay off him. Tony wondered for a time whether Janine was a little suspicious of them, or somehow she may have found out something about their operation. But on talking to Anne-Marie it was quickly discounted

Tony awoke some hours later to feel Anne-Marie's warm body lying beside him, her hand was gently fondling his cock, and her soft lips were nuzzling his neck. Anne-Marie whispered. "Please honey; we do not know what will happen from now on, so let's take this opportunity" His cock was as usual responding with enthusiasm to her delicate touch, and soon he was enjoying the feel of her lips, and the subtle aroma of her perfume. Tony was sure now that he was deeply in love with Anne-Marie, and she was the only woman for him, and he had to take this romantic opportunity. He turned towards her, and put his arm round her neck so it nestled on his shoulder, and they were face to face. Their bodies were touching almost all the way down to their knees. His cock was nestling between her legs rubbing up against her warm damp vagina. They lay like that for a few moments, their tongues intertwined, and he was enjoying the feel of her firm young breasts against his chest.

After a few moments she lifted her head and rolled him over on to his back. She pushed one of her nipples into his mouth. It was as hard as a bullet and he nibbled it with his teeth. The effect was almost violent as her body responded vigorously, to the sensations she was obviously experiencing. After about two minutes she lifted her torso, and put her hand down to guide his cock into her incredibly warm and tight love tunnel. She gradually eased her body down as his cock penetrated as far as it could go. This was the girl Tony had come to love in only ten days. The feelings she was generating were out of this world, as she lay down on top of him, her breasts on his chest, gently rotating her hips as she started passionately kissing him again. Then she sat up, and started moving up and down on his cock her head thrown back as she savoured every inch of his cock as it entered her. Tony managed with her help to penetrate deeper, and deeper, and he could feel every inch of her with every penetration.

It was only seconds later that her first orgasm came, followed in quick succession by a series of more violent orgasms. Tony could feel her juices running down his legs as quickly joining her he quickly came in a long orgasm of his own. He seemed to be pumping into her for a very long time, before they both collapsed breathing heavily on to the blanket. They lay their for about ten minutes before he slipped out of her, and she reluctantly got to her feet. Silently she slipped on her dress and left, motioning to Tony to stay where he was. Tony quickly dressed in the cramped space and waited. Anne-Marie returned after about five minutes with a mug of very strong hot coffee. Tony followed her out into the bright morning sunlight, as he drank his coffee, she pointed to a horse trough, telling him that was where he could freshen up. Tony took the opportunity to splash water over his face, and hands, immediately feeling fresher just as Janine came out the farmhouse door smiling warmly at him, as she crossed the yard towards him pointedly ignoring Anne-Marie and started chatting to him.

An hour later Tony and Anne-Marie were sat together on a local bus, joining the morning exodus of local people carrying chickens and vegetables to market. They sat close together like two lovers as they made their way in the drizzling rain towards Zeebrugge. Anne-Marie had valid travel documents as a German citizen, and Tony's had been skillfully made by experts, so they had little worries in that respect. The resistance had provided two escorts, who sat well at the back of the bus. One of them was the beautiful Janine, and the other her older brother. Tony was a little bothered by Janine, and her persistence, who despite being told that Anne-Marie was his wife, still seemed determined to 'come on' to him at every opportunity. They had no problem at the check points, the mixture of Gendarmes and Wehrmacht seemed totally bored and fed up with their job, and seemed to be quite casual in their inspection of the identity papers. They arrived at her home without incident, and he was impressed with Anne-Maries small apartment. It was very feminine in decor, and it was nice to be able to relax with a glass of wine. Anne-Marie had a quick shower and left to make her way to the local Headquarters where her controller was based.