Forever Yours Ch. 03

Then their lips met and he felt his whole body get cold. Marcos was now kissing his lips and Ramon could feel his tongue demanding entrance and he opened his mouth and allowed Marcos' tongue in. Their tongues met and they were wriggling among each other. He felt like he couldn't breathe and Marcos was trying to drive the very life out of him. The kiss was intense, deep and was sweet. Marcos' tongue wriggling with his, felt so good in his mouth. He had never experienced this feeling before and he just wanted to feel like that forever. He was drawn into the kiss that he felt like everything else had disappeared and it was just him and Marcos.

Then he felt the need for air and so he broke the kiss and gasped for air.

"Wow!" Marcos exclaimed. "That was great."

All of a sudden Ramon just felt so stupid like he had done something really wrong. This was his second time kissing someone and he was enjoying it. He felt like he was mute and was unable to say anything to express his feelings. For the first time in his life he wanted to hide what he felt for he did not want to get hurt like people who fell in love with the wrong men. In this case, Marcos was the wrong man for him and even though he had feelings for him, he had to bury those feelings for he knew that Marcos would never love him back. What had just happened between them was just a mistake to Ramon and probably one of those encounters to Marcos who was a player.

Marcos was about to say something to him when he ran away. He needed to be alone to think about what had happened between them. He kept on running until he was far away from Marcos. He could see him at a distance but that was what he really needed, to be far from Marcos for at least a few hours.

He sat on the sand looking at the sea and prayed for a boat to just come there and then so that he could get out of the island before his feelings drive him crazy. He saw Marcos at a distance still standing on the same spot that he had left him.

Was he disappointed that Ramon had run like a little child? Did Ramon affect him as much as he did?

All these questions were really messing with his head. There was no one to answer his questions except Marcos himself but he was not ready to ask those questions. He was afraid he might not like the answer Marcos might give him. But he was also afraid that with the way that he was feeling, he might not resist Marcos' temptations.

He sat on that sand looking at the sea for hours. He never felt hungry but just wanted to sit there the whole day and night. It started getting cold but he just sat there without removing his eyes from the sea. All he wanted was to get out of that island so that he could forget about Marcos and just forget that he had ever met him in his life.

"I am sorry." He heard Marcos' voice say softly.

How did he get here? Ramon was deep in thought that he hadn't even realized that Marcos was sitting close to him. What was he going to say now?

Ramon just smiled sheepishly at him without saying a word. He couldn't bring himself to say something but one thing was for sure, he didn't regret kissing Marcos. The only thing was that he was really afraid of getting hurt. Why did he have fall for Marcos of all people?

"I am truly sorry." Marcos apologized again. "I might have crossed my limits and I don't want to jeopardize our relationship." Marcos said this as if he was really sad and it made Ramon feel really bad.

That was it; Ramon needed to say something in order to make Marcos feel a little better.

"No! It's...it's okay." He stammered. "I think both of us might have crossed our limits. Don't blame yourself for this because I don't blame you at all."

Marcos gave him a smile and a few minutes later, he got up.

"Shall we?"

"Where are we going?" Ramon asked as he got up.

"It's already getting dark." Marcos laughed. "We must eat something before we starve."

Ramon nodded and followed Marcos behind but they were both quiet. It seemed like Marcos was thinking about something too because he was absent minded. They finally reached the place where they had been staying and Marcos just went straight to get papayas for the night. Ramon went to get more wood for the fire and when he came back found that Marcos was back and had already made a fire.

That night things were a little awkward between them. They had a conversation about their families but it was not like before. It was like neither wanted to talk with the other. At times, Ramon could see that Marcos was absent and took longer to answer a question. It was as if he had not forgotten about what had happened between them in the afternoon so he just stopped talking and they remained quiet.

When he lay down to sleep, he had a hard time sleeping but when he looked on the other side Marcos was sound asleep snoring as usual. At least one of them was having a nice night but he was really filled with so many memories of what had happened that he was having a really hard time sleeping. He tried to forget but they found their way into his mind again. If only he could erase them from his memory and just go to sleep.

One thing led to another and he found that he was getting a hard on just thinking about that kiss. He didn't understand what was happening to him and he just wanted to forget about it. Things went from bad to worse as his cock was now semi hard. Why was this happening to him?

He looked at Marcos and he was there sleeping as if he was smiling or something. Looking at Marcos brought joy to him and he found himself smiling. He kept on looking at Marcos who was sound asleep and after about three hours felt his eyes getting heavy. After looking at the sleeping Marcos he forgot about all his worries and he drifted off to sleep.

*****

Ramon woke up after having a wild dream. He was making out with Marcos and when he woke up he was sweating. Still lying on the sand he saw breakfast already served for him. He couldn't help but put up a smile but something was not right, the sun was high in the sky. It looked like he had overslept since he didn't sleep early the night before. He was feeling a little bit of headache and just wanted to eat so that he could feel a little better.

He noticed that Marcos was not around and wondered where he was. He decided to check if he could see him so he stood quickly on his foot and was about to turn to the sea so that he could see if Marcos was catching fish or if he was just taking a stroll still thinking about what happened between them.

He quickly turned and he almost fainted at what he saw. Ramon was running towards him buck naked. Immediately their eyes met, Marcos stopped in his tracks and he was standing there looking at him. Ramon couldn't read the expression on Marcos' face. He was neither angry nor smiling but was just staring at him. Without saying anything he turned his back to Marcos. He was breathing so fast and he didn't know why.

"I'm sorry." He apologized. "I didn't know that you were bathing in the sea."

But there was no answer from Marcos. Could he have been angry that Ramon saw him naked...again?

This time he was done for. He didn't know how Marcos would take the fact that he saw him naked. But to be fair, he was not at fault. Couldn't Marcos have bathed somewhere else? He knew that Ramon was sleeping on the sand and yet he went to bath buck naked. Couldn't he have left at least a boxer brief?

This silence was really getting to Ramon and he just stood there waiting for an answer from Marcos. Then all of a sudden, he felt Marcos' arms wrapping around his waist and he just froze. He couldn't move and he couldn't say anything. He just watched wide eyed as Marcos wrapped his arms around him tightly. He felt warm and his feelings returned. He wanted to have those arms wrapped around him for all eternity but on the other hand he was really scared and it could be shown in his breath.

"You don't have to be." Marcos said as he kissed his neck.

What was going on here? Marcos was kissing his neck but he just couldn't stop him. He was so drawn into it that he was even yearning for more. His whole body felt weak and he felt vulnerable that he couldn't even utter a word.

Marcos continued kissing his neck and Ramon's dick was betraying him. It suddenly started getting hard and his whole body felt like it was connected to a cable of electricity and it was vibrating. Marcos moved his hands from his waist to his shirt. He slowly unbuttoned it while he continued working his magic on Ramon's neck. He unbuttoned the whole shirt and turned Ramon around so that he was facing him.

When Ramon looked in those beautiful green eyes which seemed to affect him every time he stared in them, he saw lust in them. He immediately knew that he would not be able to escape that one. His whole body wanted Marcos and his heart was also yearning for it. His dick was already hard. Marcos held his waist again and held him closer tightly as he planted a kiss on his lips. The kiss was hot and it had that tingling feeling to it. He let Marcos slip his tongue into his mouth and sucked on his tongue like a lollipop. Ramon found himself responding and he was later sucking on Marcos' tongue. He began moaning sending vibrations throughout his mouth.

He felt Marcos' dick rising and it began poking on his tummy. Marcos removed his shirt slowly. Both of them broke the kiss as they gasped for air. It was not long and Marcos was back to sucking on his lips while he pressed on his ass outside the jean. While still kissing him, Marcos unbuckled his jean and it fell on the sand. He pushed his hands through his boxers and was now pressing on his ass hard. The next thing, he removed his underwear and boxer and let them slip. He knelt down and got Ramon out of them and then started kissing his dick slowly and sensually. Ramon felt like he would shoot his rode then but Marcos stuck out his tongue and began licking him from the dick to the tummy circling on his belly button and then to his nipples. He licked the right nipple first and took it in his mouth.

He sucked on it hard and nipped on it. Ramon couldn't help but moan to the pain and pleasure he was feeling there and then. He moved to the left nipple and sucked on it hard before moving to licking his chin. Marcos continued playing with his nipples and Ramon could feel that both of them were swollen and they gave a little pain but it was just turning him on.

Marcos took one of Ramon's hands and put it on his dick. Ramon had not seen Marcos' dick but he could feel from the touch of his hand that it was big. He knew what Marcos wanted so he began stroking it slowly and heard Marcos moan as he kissed his chin. He stroked it slowly but from the moans he was receiving from Marcos, he knew that he was doing a good job so he stroked it even more.

Marcos planted a hot kiss on his mouth and it was such a great kiss that he felt his lips getting swollen while he still kissed him. Then Marcos moved to his ass. He held both his butt cheeks and spread them. Then he felt Marcos hands playing with his hole. He felt shivers run down his spine and it felt so good having someone playing with your hole. He had never felt a feeling like it. It was such an indescribable feeling. While still kissing him, Marcos picked him up and laid him on the sand. He continued playing with his ass while kissing him. Then he stopped kissing him and brought two of his fingers to Ramon's mouth.

Ramon took the fingers in his mouth and suck on them hungrily. They felt good in his mouth but it was not long and he took them out and continued kissing him. Ramon felt Marcos' finger trying to enter his hole and he moan a bit. It passed through with ease and was now moving in and out of his hole. The finger felt so good that he even moaned in their kiss. His 5 inch hard cock was now oozing pre-cum as Marcos' finger did its magic in his rectum. Then he felt another finger pushing in and it felt uncomfortable and painful and he made a groan in their kiss.

Marcos stopped moving and just stayed like that while kissing him. Ramon forgot about the pain and he even relaxed until he felt the finger entering again. The pain was there but it was not like before.

"Relax." Marcos moaned. "The pain will not be there."

Marcos relaxed his muscles and he felt the finger enter him with ease. Now he had two fingers in his ass. Marcos had those fingers in him but he was not moving them inside but just kissed him. Then he felt the fingers move in and out of him. The pain was no longer there but all he felt was pleasure as those fingers moved in his hole. Marcos continued moving those fingers in and out for about five minutes and Ramon was just moaning as they kissed. Then suddenly, Marcos withdrew his fingers, stopped kissing him and just looked at him. He felt so empty and wanted Marcos' fingers in his ass.

What the hell was he doing? He had woken up the feelings which were in slumber and now he just stopped.

"I can stop if you don't want this." Marcos said. "I don't want to do anything without your consent."

Ramon's mind was telling him to stop but his heart was telling him to continue. Which one was he going to follow?

"No, please." He moaned. "Don't stop."

This was his heart speaking because he really wanted to stop but Marcos had triggered something in him that wanted to feel all of Marcos.

Marcos smiled and then gave him a quick kiss. After he broke the kiss, Ramon had the chance to see Marcos' member. It was so big and it had to be at least 8.5" big. The thought of having that big monster in his ass was making him scared but lust took over again.

"You can take it Ramon, just relax." Lust spoke to him.

Marcos spat on his hole several times spreading his saliva all over his hole. Then he spat on his hand and lubed his own cock and stroked it a bit. Ramon closed his eyes getting ready but was surprised when he felt Marcos' tongue on his hole. He almost jumped up from the pleasure that took over his whole body. He moaned loudly as he let that tongue rim his hole. After about a few seconds of rimming him Marcos took his legs and put them on his shoulder.

"Relax baby." Marcos said to him while he gave out a moan. "Here I come."

Ramon closed his eyes as he felt Marcos' head at his entrance. He relaxed as he felt the head entering slowly. The spit from the rimming helped as his head passed through his ass ring. Marcos stopped to allow him to adjust and then he continued pushing in. Ramon felt like his ass was on fire as Marcos continued pushing and he groaned in discomfort.

"Shhhhh... Relax." Marcos said to him as he played with his nipples.

Ramon relaxed his muscles and Marcos continued pushing in. Ramon could still feel the burning sensation on his ass and it felt like his ass was about to be split in half but he never said anything.

"Well done, baby." Marcos said as he kissed his leg. "I am all the way in."

Ramon couldn't believe that he had the whole of Marcos' dick in his ass. Marcos just stayed like that and leaned to plant a kiss on his mouth which he received whole heartedly. Then Marcos began slowly getting his cock out and then moved it in. It was painful as he tried to move his cock out and Ramon winced in pain but suddenly Marcos hit a spot in his ass that sent waves of pleasure throughout his entire body and gave out a low moan. He hit that spot again and now Ramon felt like he was going insane as Marcos shoved his dick in his ass.

He heard Marcos moaning as he slowly fucked him but he couldn't take it any longer. He took his hand on both of Marcos' cheeks encouraging him to fuck him even more while he moaned in ecstasy. He moaned loudly as Marcos increased his pace and began moving in and out faster hitting that spot which gave him pleasure constantly. He still felt pain but the pleasure that he felt at that time was more than the pain that he felt. Marcos was moaning loudly as he shoved his dick in his ass making all kinds of sounds.

"Yeah, baby...Your ass is so sweet. The best I have ever had."

That just encouraged Ramon to moan even more. He moaned while Marcos rammed his ass. He felt like he was in heaven as Marcos' dick gave him ecstatic pleasure which was from out of this world. He felt like he would pass out from the pleasure he felt each time Marcos hit that spot which was really giving him pleasure.

He felt Marcos put his hand on his 5' inch cut cock and began stroking it. Now he was receiving double pleasure from Marcos' cock and from his hand and he even moaned louder than before. The other hand was playing with his nipple which also gave him pleasure. Marcos continued moaning while he stroked his cock faster. Ramon could feel that he was near and his breath increased as he felt the pressure building in his balls. He moaned even more and screamed in pleasure while his cock spat drop after drop of cum. It kept on coming and he felt like his balls had released all cum from it. He had never experienced an orgasm as powerful as that one.

Marcos continued stroking his dick until he stopped coming. Marcos continued fucking his ass while both of them moaned. Ramon tightened his ass muscles and Marcos' breaths and thrusts increased as he moaned louder.

"I am coming." He yelled. "Baby, I am coming."

His thrust increased until Marcos gave out a loud cry of ecstasy as he continued thrusting in Ramon. Ramon felt the hot cum hit his walls. It kept on coming while both of them moaned in ecstasy. Ramon felt as if his whole ass was filled with Marcos' cum. He kept on thrusting in him until he stopped coming and he fell on top of him breathing like a man who had just being in a long race.

After about a minute, he gave him a kiss on the cheek which brought Ramon to his senses. Who was he kidding? Marcos would never love him and he would leave him now that he had gotten what he had always wanted.

Marcos got his dick out making Ramon's hole feel empty as he felt all the cum from his ass leave his ass following Marcos' dick. Marcos got from the top of Ramon and lay on the sand as he breathed heavily.

"Wow!" He exclaimed in between breaths. "That was incredible."

Ramon felt so bad like he was such a whore. Why did he give his body to someone whom he knew would never ever appreciate him? Why couldn't he stop it?

He turned his back to Marcos feeling the pain in his ass as tears began falling down his face.

******

Marcos couldn't believe that he had just made love to the boy that he really loved. After they had told each other their stories, he just loved him more and after finding out that he was gay, he just wanted to have a relationship with him. He had not planned on Ramon seeing him naked and to be honest, he had planned on taking a quick bath before Ramon woke up. But when Ramon saw him naked he couldn't just resist him and held his waist. He was just trying his luck but ended up making love to the boy he had always wanted to have. Maybe he wanted him as much as he did and with this he was sure that he would become his boyfriend.

Marcos had never experienced such ecstatic pleasure during sex with anyone else and he knew that Ramon was the one for him. He released so much cum in Ramon's ass which followed when he withdrew his dick.

"Wow! That was incredible." He commented after he got off of Ramon.

He looked at Ramon but realized that he had turned his back to him. He looked at Ramon's entire body and realized that there was blood on his ass. He looked at his dick and realized that there was blood on it too. He realized that Ramon was a virgin and that was why he had so much blood. He tried to talk to him and realized that there were tears all over his face.

"Are you okay?" He asked with concern. "Did I hurt you?"

He felt bad that he had hurt Ramon and just wanted to be punished for what he had done to Ramon.

"All my life I have always dreamed of giving myself and my body to a man that I loved and would love me back." Ramon said in between sobs. "I reserved myself for someone who would love me but now I gave myself to someone whom I know will never love me."