Stand for Love Ch. 13

The hand on his head was making things hotter between them. The hand on his waist was igniting a fire in him which was ready to burn him. In other words, he was going out of his mind as he felt his body getting hotter and hotter. He simply forgot about everything that had gone on and concentrated on what was happening.

To encourage Nicholas to continue with his kisses, Adrian moved his hand to Nicholas' back, slowly rubbing that wonderful back. The other hand went to his neck as his moans became louder and out of this world.

Nicholas was enjoying the feeling of Adrian's mouth. It was beautiful and sweet. Feeling Adrian's hands on him was making things worse for him, inside his pants. The monster in his pants was throbbing painfully, releasing pre-cum which just became unbearable.

He released Adrian's lips after some time and then sucked hard on his lower lip. It was really beautiful and the way his lips vibrated was something that he wanted to continue. As things got hotter, he felt Adrian parting his lips and then his tongue slipped right through. Then their tongues met and they both shuddered in each other's arms, moaning loudly in each other's mouths.

The moans were sweet and they made Nicholas' tongue to vibrate rhythmically. He didn't want to pull away from that sweet mouth but then again, he was running out of breath but he still wasn't willing to let go of that really sweet mouth which tasted like nothing he had ever tasted before.

He kissed, sucked, nipped and caressed Adrian while he moaned uncontrollably. He'd even forgotten about all the pains, worries and the hatred that he had in his heart. It was just love, wonderful love that filled his whole body. He was getting lost in it.

His cock was throbbing painfully in his pants and he moved his hand from Adrian's waist to his ass and gave it a tight squeeze before he ran out of breath and pulled away from Adrian's mouth, gasping for air. He heard Adrian gasping for air too and he smiled faintly. He was still holding him tightly and the boy still had his hands on his body.

Nicholas raised his head to stare into Adrian's eyes. He looked into Adrian's eyes and the wonderful look of love given to him by Adrian was really lovely. It melted his heart and he felt really cold and hot at the same time. He was happy and he felt light and complete.

Adrian was happy Nicholas was not crying anymore. He loved seeing him in the position he was in, even though his eyes were still swollen from all the crying. It also showed him that his husband loved him so much after everything that had happened.

Adrian smiled, slowly rubbed Nicholas' back and then breathed in deeply.

"Don't ever forget that I love you." Adrian said softly, licking his lips. "No matter what happens I'll always love you a lot."

Hearing the words Adrian had said brought tears to Nicholas. He couldn't just hear those wonderful words and let them go. They were embedded deep in his heart and they were slowly melting him. He just stood there, pulled away from Adrian and began crying again.

Adrian couldn't understand a thing with what was going on. He had just told Nicholas some really wonderful words which were supposed to make him feel better and not feel bad. It actually made him feel bad.

"Hey!" Adrian said, cupping his husband's cheeks. "Please, stop crying. I thought I told you that I love you and that I've forgiven you."

"I'm sorry," Nicholas sobbed, dropping his eyes to the floor. "I just can't help myself."

"Okay." Adrian said angrily. "Then I'll grant your wish. I'll leave you for good and I'll marry another guy just like you've told me too. It looks like you are not happy with me."

With one final glare at his husband, Adrian quickly turned and began walking before Nicholas gripped his waist and held on without any intensions of letting go at any point. Feeling how tight Nicholas had gripped him, Adrian smiled to himself as he felt a warm vibration pass through his body. He really loved his husband a lot and though he had told him he'd leave him it was all just a joke.

"Please," Nicholas sobbed, holding on tightly to Adrian's waist. He was shaking terribly from the fear of losing Adrian. He feared that if he lets go of him, he'd go away. "My love, don't leave me. I beg you. I won't ever say what I just did. I'll never push you away. I'll love you till the end of time and I'm ready to give you anything that you ask of me."

Nicholas had never been as scared as he was at that very time. Hearing Adrian telling him that he would leave him actually scared him big time. His heart was pounding in his chest and he was trembling in fear. He had thought Adrian was only joking.

"Please," He cried.

"You don't want me to leave you?" Adrian asked in a serious tone.

"Yes," Nicholas nodded, gripping Nicholas tighter. "I'll die and..."

"Then stop crying." Adrian said softly. "Stop crying and I won't ever leave you."

Hearing what Adrian had to say, Nicholas quickly let go of him and began rubbing his tears furiously. He couldn't afford to make another mistake which would make him lose the boy he loved so much. He just couldn't.

"I am not crying," Nicholas said abruptly, rubbing his tears off. "I'll not cry anymore. Don't leave,"

Adrian smiled and then quickly turned to see his husband rubbing his eyes like a silly little child whose mother had just promised something. It was sweet and though his husband's eyes were not in a good condition, Adrian somehow felt happy that he was not crying. It was just this handsome face that had swollen eyes and that's all.

"Thank you so much." Adrian said, cupping his husband's cheeks. "Just know that I have forgiven you and I don't want you to cry anymore. What happened was not your fault and I understand you completely. When I see you cry I...I...feel hurt and I cry too."

"I won't cry." Nicholas said softly. "I swear I won't cry."

Adrian smiled faintly to give his husband some hope but it was in vain because his husband's smile was not good. He needed to take him to his room and probably make him eat and have a nice shower. That way he'd feel good.

With a bright smile, Adrian held his husband's wrist and said,

"Let's go upstairs."

Nicholas tried to smile but instead he just nodded and followed Adrian up the stairs. He noticed that they were not going in the direction of his room and he got confused. He didn't want to go to any other room.

"Where are we going?" Nicholas asked.

"We..."

"I want us to go to our room." Nicholas muttered. "I don't want to go anywhere. I just want us to go to our room, please."

Adrian slowly turned and smiled brightly. He had been planning on taking Nicholas to another room but their own room was the best. He'd never slept there for some time and he couldn't wait to go there. He somehow felt happy and his heart jumped with immense joy. In fact, he was more than happy with the outcome of the situation.

"Okay." He nodded.

He slowly turned and took Nicholas to their room. Reaching there, Adrian took a deep breath and opened the door. He was welcomed by a very sweet aroma which went all the way to his heart. It was really beautiful and it brought tears to him but he suppressed those tears and replaced them with a smile. He knew he was gonna be back in the room in only a few days. It had only been a week since he last slept in that room so it was really beautiful to be back.

Everything was just as he had left it, the same bed...same red beddings...same everything, and also the same color. It was really beautiful.

He took a deep breath and entered the room, straight to the bedroom. He made his husband sit on the bed while he moved his eyes around. He got caught when he saw the two gold necklaces his husband had made for him. They were so beautiful and he just couldn't move his eyes away from them.

"I kept them to remember...us." Nicholas said, feeling tears building in his eyes. "I wanted to throw them away but they were the only things that made me remember about the great love we share."

Adrian still had his eyes on the two beautiful Goldies. He loved them a lot and they meant a lot to him even though they were only necklaces. Moving his eyes away from the two necklaces, Adrian just looked at Nicholas in time to see tears falling down his cheeks. It got him emotional and he wanted to cry with his husband but he just couldn't do it.

"Why?" Adrian said softly. "Why are you crying?"

"I can't help it." Nicholas sobbed, dropping his eyes on his nails. "It reminds me a lot about what I had done to you. I just..."

"Why?" Adrian said as a tear fell down his cheeks. "You told me that..."

"I know," He sighed as he was overtaken by pain. "Please, just allow me to cry for a little while. I just feel like crying and..."

"No," Adrian said softly as he rubbed his tears. "I won't allow you to do it. I want you to forget about everything that you have done. I want you to forget about everything that had happened in the past."

"But..."

"Shhh," Adrian whispered, covering his mouth with his finger. "If you love me, you'll forget about it okay? You're only hurting my feelings and I want you to stop. Promise me you'll forget about everything and move on?"

"How can I?"

"Promise me?" Adrian said.

Nicholas took a deep sigh, breathed in deeply, looked straight at Adrian and cupped his hands.

"I promise I will forget about everything." He said softly. "If it makes you happy, I'll do it. I don't want to..."

"It makes me happy." Adrian smiled brightly. "If you are happy, I am happy."

Nicholas smiled faintly, rubbing his tears. He was more than happy with everything that was going on. It was like some weight had been lifted off of him. He was just thinking about Adrian and the moment that was going on between them. He was happy that he had married a boy with the heart of gold...a boy with the greatest sympathy. He was an angel from above. It actually made him emotional and he needed to say something to the boy who had stolen his heart.

After rubbing his tears, Nicholas cupped his hands and then smiled brightly. His heart was pounding in his chest and the pain he had felt was slowly being driven away by the love that he was currently feeling. It was deeper than the first love that he had felt. There was nothing like it in the whole wide world. He was really happy.

"You know," Nicholas said as he tried to suppress the tears that were building in his eyes. "I'm the luckiest man on earth because I'm married to you. You're the world's greatest husband and I love you more and more each day."

Adrian got emotional with those words. Tears were building in his eyes and he had no idea how to suppress them.

"Please," Adrian said softly as he moved his face away from his husband.

"I don't know what I would have done if I had lost you."

"Well you didn't." Adrian said with a chuckle.

"I'll forever cherish all the moments that I have spent with you." Nicholas said. He was getting emotional. He remembered the wonderful times he had spent with Adrian. It brought him immense joy and intense happiness. He couldn't have loved to say anything any more beautiful. "We might have been apart but never for once did I stop loving you. You were always on my mind and I missed you a lot. I found it had to sleep and..."

"Shhh," Adrian whispered, softly rubbing his index finger on Nicholas' soft lips. He was suddenly yearning to be kissed by those lips once again. He wanted them. He needed them and he definitely wanted to feel Nicholas' teeth nipping on his lips. The thought of that actually made Adrian vulnerable and he licked his lips sensually.

Nicholas saw Adrian passing his tongue on his lips and he was turned on. He stared at those wonderful lips, yearning to suck them and nip on them. He was also yearning to suck on that pink tongue and draw the very life out of him. Fuck, he was getting turned on but he knew he had to behave himself especially after what had happened.

Taking a deep breath, Nicholas squeezed Adrian's hand, bringing out a beautiful smile from him. Fuck, he was beautiful in whichever way and angle he looked from. He just wanted to kiss him and that's all.

"Can I...kiss you?" Nicholas stammered, shaking at the answer he was gonna get. "Please,"

Adrian smiled. "You don't have to ask. Just kiss me."

Nicholas smiled and then cupped Adrian's cheeks. He then moved one hand to the back of Adrian's head, kneading in his hair. He then brought his lips closer and caught those wonderful lips in for a wonderful sensual, irresistibly sweet kiss. It was beautiful, captivating and best of all it made them moan in ecstatic pleasure. There was nothing as beautiful as that.

Adrian was in his own world. Never had Nicholas kissed him as tenderly as he did. He enjoyed every bit of it and couldn't have wished for it to go away. He just wanted to stay like that forever, feeling Nicholas' wonderfully soft lips and sucking on his tongue.

When they broke the kiss, they were all gasping for air. The feeling of pleasure was still in both their mouths and they licked their lips clean. It was really beautiful and wonderful to the sight of all. Adrian was more than happy he had kissed Nicholas once again.

"Thank you." Nicholas muttered, dropping his eyes on the floor. "I feel like..." Nicholas trailed off when he felt Adrian's lips on his again. They shared a wonderful kiss again.

It was not only his lips but also his eyes were swollen. He felt so alive but he still felt like there was something missing in all that happened. He felt like it was not just an apology that he needed to do but also give something to Adrian to say thank you for forgiving him even though he had been an ass.

"No," Adrian said softly, brushing on Nicholas' nose with his nose. "Thank you for loving me and for being in my life. You gave me a life which I never thought I would live and that is worth thanking you."

Nicholas smiled and then kissed Adrian softly.

"I love you so much." He sighed. "In any situation or problem I'll always stand by you."

"Thank you." Adrian was more than happy with what had happened between him and his husband. Being happy with him, kissing him and hearing his wonderfully sweet words were really something. He felt like the luckiest boy on earth. In fact, he was the luckiest man for having a husband like Nicholas.

They sat like that for a few minutes before Adrian figured that he needed to make his husband feel better than he was. He needed to get all the dirt that he had on him and he needed to make his energy come back.

"Why don't you go and take a shower?" Adrian suggested, sweetly squeezing his hand. "I'll prepare something for you to eat. I know you are hungry."

"No," Nicholas moaned. "I don't want to. I wanna stay here with you. I don't want to leave you for even a second."

"I know that." Adrian said with a soft chuckle. "But you need to take a shower."

Nicholas knew Adrian was right. The only thing that made him feel really better aside from Adrian was a hot soothing shower. He was feeling dirty, hungry and hurt. He was also filled with anger which he had no idea would go away.

"Alright," He said softly. "But can you bath me? I want you to..."

"No!" Adrian said. "I have to cook something for you. You haven't eaten all day. Just go in the shower, take a long hot shower while I fix something for you."

"Okay." Nicholas said softly, getting up from the bed. He had his eyes on Adrian even as he slowly walked away from him. He also had his eyes on him even as he grabbed a towel and went into the bathroom.

Adrian sat on the bed, staring at Nicholas go into the bathroom. He was feeling really happy, back with his husband after a whole week. He was happy with the prize that he had got after a long time. It was really beautiful. He had his husband and his family back. The saddest thing was that Victoria had refused to change and he couldn't help but get worried. He was sure that now that she was together with Jake and his family, they were planning something for sure. But after a lot of thought about it, he just didn't care at all.

Shaking his head to snap out of his thoughts, Adrian quickly got up and went out of the room smiling. He was going to fix something scrumptious for his husband.

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Nicholas finished taking his shower after almost spending 45 minutes in the shower. It was probably the most painful he had ever had in his life. He had promised Adrian that he would never cry again but he broke that promise in the shower. He probably spent the last 25 minutes crying and regretting everything that he had done to Adrian. It was really painful and it made him wish he had died instead.

Hurting Adrian like that was the greatest mistake he had ever done in his life. Sure, Adrian had forgiven him but he still felt like an asshole for doing what he had done. While showering he had promised to give Adrian anything that he would ever need. He promised to make him happy and trust him no matter what happens. He also promised to give Adrian all his attention.

After what felt like hours of crying, he had pulled himself together and allowed the warm water to massage and take all his worries away. As expected, the water did its magic and took his worries and regrets away. What it didn't take was the hatred and anger that he felt for his mother and Jake. He was gonna make them pay for everything that they had done to his Adrian and most especially for framing his Adrian. It was a promise that he made to Adrian and to himself.

After the shower, Nicholas took his towel and wrapped it around his waist. He used the other towel to dry his body as he quickly got out of the bathroom.

Getting out, he realized that Adrian was not yet back. It made him to feel lonely and empty but he was sure that Adrian was gonna be back before he puts on his clothes. Nicholas went to the huge mirror and looked at his reflection while he dried himself. His eyes were not so bad. They were red but they were not really swollen.

After drying his whole body, Nicholas dropped his towel and went to the room where he kept his clothes in. He picked a grey trouser, blue t-shirt and came out. When he came out, Adrian was sitting on the bed, waiting and playing with his nails. Seeing him seated up, Nicholas took a good glance at him and couldn't help but yearn for him and his beautiful body.

The wonderful aroma from the food on the bed filled his nose and made his mouth water. Oh, how he had missed that food. He had missed it a lot and couldn't help but yearn for the food as well. He just stood there looking at the wonderful food, carefully and beautifully displayed on the bed.

Adrian was wondering what was taking Nicholas so long. He had been in the room for almost five minutes but he didn't see or hear from him. He was getting worried and he knew there was only one thing that he could.

Adrian quickly got up, ready to go and check on Nicholas. He quickly stopped when he saw Nicholas standing right in front of him with his eyes on the food. He knew he was hungry and that was why he was gonna feed him to make him a little special.

"Hey,"

"Hey," Nicholas said.

Why did I say that, Nicholas wondered as he tried to pull up a smile? It was not like they had just met each other.

"Are you hungry?" Adrian asked.

Nicholas nodded at the question and then slowly moved towards Adrian. He sat on the bed together with Adrian and then yearned for him and also the food. He had no idea what he wanted the most at that very time but what he knew was that he was hungry.

"I missed your cooking," Nicholas said softly, putting his hand on Adrian's thigh. "It was all I thought about when I ate the food."

"Now you get to taste it." Adrian said.

"Will you...feed me?" Nicholas stuttered. He had no idea why he was getting nervous all of a sudden.